mum mum

hees...surprise supper popped by for a visit-*yums

its damn sinful but wells since i haven brushed my teeth yet..hees

WellsNOte: Agenda for (HUIMIN's Birthday) 2nd August 2008

-Location: Confidential ( BQ pls report at Tampines Mrt station at 2pm )

- Time: 2pm to 1o.30pm ( so BF can fetch Cinderella home, other's go happy hour...hees=) )

- Theme: Uniform Fetish ( pls be in some sort of recognised school uniform outfit, u are able to mix and match to make them look other wise. Eg, uniform with own skirt+tie+canvvas? up to u- pls planned before hand cos u are goin to be in it for the full day)

please be in either shorts or skirts for convenience.

(maybe we can make a reservation for 8, den leave a place for a laptop-Jorine) lol

*i'm happily chatting over the MSN (on microphone ) with Mok now la...and i'mm so crazily singing stupid songs...ok i wanna K!

i think it was heaven's will when u decided to change away our wallpaper 17th Aug fireworks preview shot on ur laptop, i was unable to restore mine too.my desktop background was something i did on our 5th month i think....it was always there...now>the (unable to restroe desktop)

i LOVED u, but i am not sure if i still do after so many things.maybe there's really some problem...not with my PC tho..US

huimin was funny when she asked me to interview for a nursery teacher job i think...lol...i say i will nv clean kid's poo! lol

AND...wells...never breaking my record, the events company offered me the position for orientation...but i'm still not convinced for that position...haisi still love teaching...hmmm i am so gonna snap a pic of the naughty boy tml...and lunch with Ex colleagues tml!!!!!! so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) and alot things to be done...

sense of accomplishment today!!!! huimin u better love the card muacks...

chinatown

HELLLLoooooooooooooOOOOOOOO~

damn tiring day i had today, But i was so HAPPY !!!

the sky was pretty PINK u noe???!!!

i forgotten wat happened the previous nite which caused me to be reluctant to be out for bed for my interview this morning. Was shortlisted for this marketing/sales/events job and i decided to head all the way down to Chinatown area( 2nd time the week), just to check things out.

I can say the candidates there were really Buai Pai de lor...Shuai and Hot la!!!

Ok the manager was very charming too....lol.... the interview went too quite smoothly but as we noe-Events=shift and no fixed schedules...and its more to a 6 days work week oso...quite in a Dilemma...=(

ok den headed to Town to meet nutty to get some stuff...and i missed the Jap Food at FAREAST again.. its a weird place, either queue too long, or we dun get to sit tgt, or closed, or sudden cock up(s) =0 so till now i think all the queens tried, except me...(even the anti jap twins ate before i think!!hmmpf ) wells its not an ideal place for big groups tho cos they operate like authentic jap places where customers leave den can go in de- so if 4 of u go, u might be split up, its luck...

heard its quite good and i'm so gonna try soon!

AND i realised the feel of heaven....

HEAVEN IS....

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When u finally changed ur killer heels into flats after a day of suffering! ( ppl like FAN MINGHUI shd noe this feeling...)lols..

woots den combed Wheelock and spent almost 30bucks on???? papers...lol...just papers for cards wor...wanted to get some no mouth meow meow back from Taka but it seems like the varieties reduced and they looked so fake=( had shit like ice-cream but after eating a few mouth sick of it le...den i start playing with it...den a couple caught me *kissing the icecream =_=''' so embarrassed can!and we ran into this adorable toddler..-A GIRL!she's so pretty...her eyes are greyish green...and thos erosy cheeks...*AWWwwwwwwwwwww

gotta rushed back for tuition and the little boy just ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh...he can make me really stomach ache lor...ok tat is chun zhen and i am tian zhen can...but he's quite adorable la...with his innocent and sincere:" 老 师 ,可 以 上 厕 所 吗? "

so funny k tat look...and he really has alot of questions and funny sound effects...

den when doing his cloze passage i ask him to skip if he dunno den fill up the blanks later...u noe wat he say????:" 那 个 不 懂 ar?"

HORZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he ar???????????he say i dunno lor....*bites

and mummy damn naughty can!!!!!!!!!!!!! she already no voice le leh...den she so tan chi??? sneak durians out from the fridge to eat ...when kor kor and me smell it we shouted at her...she happily laugh at us ...den wen we go and snatch she ran to the balcony and hide beside the washing machine ! she so XIAO HAI ZI can!!!!

ok dun compare me with her...i am still xiao hai zi....lol...but she so ji dong until she tear la....wah lau eh...argh!!!!!!!!!! wat a mummy i have....recently,i like to pin up my hair all the way to the side cos the fringe is pretty irritating when i need to wash up or when i blog hop..and she says i look TOOT...i shd have gone without the lenses....she will laugh her head off lor...

Yup i met the slimmy one for ChinaTown to get my online stuff and some materials for my cards on Sunday...Yum Yum Dian Xin and perfectr icekachang for the scorching weather...now i noe where to get nice BO LOU BAOs=)

okies...i think i blogged too much....bleas...

love

i pondered. and i got the ans.

The problem is i loved u more than u do.

Seriously, i feel that our relationship now practically revolves around you . Wat u like, wat u wan.

Have u ever tot of wat i wanted? Have u ever wondered wat i liked? Have u ever bothered to ask wat i prefered? No. To the extend i felt u think its unecessary or u never even wanted to noe.

Right from the beginning i tot being with someone u loved more than he loves me will be more Xinfu than being with a person whom he loved u more than u do. was my choice, i dun deny there was happiness but it doesnt last.
i think its time to change tat mindset of mine. Maybe i shd learn to treat myself better.

i just read trhough my August entries for year 2006 and 2007, lol...i didnt noe my life was so colourful =)
its heading to the month of August, its owaes like the beginning of the year to me when alot of things tend to take place within these 4 months ahead, then the mighty New Year.

sometimes it made me wonder just how life is going to be ahead..i'm anticipating for the Sunday really!

u gave me assurance but i dun see any effort in u trying, u are hurting me more than u ever did. i tot was i ever important for u to do really do something little just for me. i just dun understand y to u its just so difficult trying to just make me happy.

u asked me wat is my defination for wasted.
We just wasted a Saturday. Thanks boy.

the passion to sing

hmmm i realised i need my ktv dosage badly.

was looking at the video Gary showed me of him and his gang the other time...i nv knew guys will do such things oso..but i dun deny i like the way he makes it to a video with those perfect songs..it was saved under my favourites tho..=)

shower ur love

i just realised my bank account's depleting...and aware of tat, i thought i should buck up looking for a new 8 to 5=)
hmmm...shd i say i went for an interview today..i was rather reluctant, wasnt right after the 12hours fishing with him the night before.

i never liked cockroaches, mosquitos, flies and especially THE BIG hate-RED ANTS, and the weather froze me through the night.


it wasnt very engaging for me cos i spent 3/5 of the time sitting folded-legged on the chair, 1/5 of the time killing monsters on his PSP, and the last half emo-ing.

i cant do much cos i cant help with the bait- ITS LIFE PRAWNS. i dun dare to touch life things other than human beings and Sunday(cher's doggie)
i cant do the fishing- i cant see when the fish is stealing, and fishes are scary...they flip..=(
i cant throw the net- Cos i think i cant throw the line properly (Joyce cant multi-task, letting go of the line and throwing out needs training for me...i WILL cut myself unknowingly, see blood, faint there, and fall into the pond. =)

HE WAS EXCITED i noe.., i'm sorry if i dampened ur nitetat's his tool kit.wat else we need is a small enclosed net cage for life baits and a bigger one for the catch.getting the line on, hook in place, bait secured, right location, took more than 1/2 hour...so it started from 6 plus....till dawn greets.

thus the first catch and the last catch happened at 1.26am. haha...sorry tat is wat i can get from my sony ericsson no flash cam.=)and i just realised i spoilt my olympus ancient digital last week=(*sobxwells...we can conclude the fish is black den....its pretty big...my arm length without the palm?

wasnt feeling well tat night, abit of gastric, bites and ich pissed me off, esp when my eyes gave me problems..Boy y didnt u even give me tat attention???=( i didnt wanna say becos i noe u wanted the last hour for another catch, but i wasnt feeling very well. i had my lenses on for more than 20hours did u realise?=(

sometimes i lost the feeling we used to have in us. u nv toked to me tat way, u nv ignored me like u did, u nv gave me tat kinda attitude before, did u realise?

while i was reading my senior's- Clifton's girlfren blog, http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com , it made me understand how vunerable life is and how blessed i am. Charlene stay strong, he'll be watching over u.

it makes me tear, and stopped my complaining. i have u by myside dear.

TREASURE UR LOVED ONES...give in to bickers, dun get too stubborn, do something sweet to them occasionally, say u love them and how much u miss them as and when. Quarrels are waste of time, replace them by loving the other part with all that u could,for u are blessed to have the person u love.Boy i really love u alot u noe*hugs

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alrite..much to the randomness,we shall end the above topic.

tried calling BF to ask for his opinion on whether i shd go for the interview, he did not pick up the call, i knew he was asleep. glad i had lovely frens with me to accompany me even i noe u were tired.

toked alot. thanks=)

interview was a whole 1 1/2 hrs, they just kept me in the room with questions questions and convincing convincing convincing. i rejected, it was not wat i wanted, so no use giving me the benefits and pay i want. i'm sorry that i fit totally in your position cos ur offer nv appeal to me at all.

planned to discover the Disney Cafe, but it was too rush, thanks for accompanying me all the way to Tamp den head to Bugis. Sometimes i wonder how lucky i was to have such lovely Angels ard me.

tuition was fun, i owaes looked forward to eventho i noe i am drained. kids are such love. and i am nv going tto give u guys up for my new job, i will search. even if it means months.

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alright random uploads. the sushi night the other day with huimin loves~

we stuffed ourselves, becos i was seriously starved after the tuition classes.

and i forgotten to greet u Aunty Jenny,Happy Birthday!

808 meetup

HUMAN BEINGS in these pictures! u are wanted!*(er alvin-zijing bf, i noe u are innocent but u're too nice to be participative, u are welcome if u dun mind this time round oso...hees...u shd have part time with bsn den ma...=) NG MEILING, LEOW ZIJING, TANCHEE SIONG JENSON, FAN MINGHUI, LOW LISHI

even in the small small pic-BECOS U ARENT PRESENT IN MOST OCCASIONS, KOO KONG WENG EUGENE (u go mian bi shi guo u cnt make it u dun tok to me!)

(i'll let rumlan, aunty helen and muifang noe)oh...taiying, if u can come let me noe oso k...supposed to be a 808 meet up...=) okies...

THOSE BOLD ITS COMPULSORY if not u can just go die....just in case u all are cursing me, i put my name to show fairness k lol LIANG RUILING JOYCE.

DATE/DAY: 08/08/08 (FRIDAY)

TIME: be thare by 7pm (everyone has to be present by 8.08pm) if not drinks on them-i hereby help everyone thank JEnson TAn for our drinks first.

LOCATION: CITY HALL

We dated each other 2 years odd ago so i doubt u guys can find any excuses of sudden meetings, unforeseen circumstances blah blah blah...its not like a threat la...IT IS A THREAT tho..till den...much catch up and gossips to share yeah =)

I"M SORRY but i tot i striked off the part le? cos i tot we ended so i predrafted tat entry first but i gave us until 12am and he managed to keep it by tat time so its striked off??? sorry to worry u guys...sorry...pouts....

BTW this is the group picture of my precious taken when we sent our sayang off....

Joyce XueMei LuiJing Amy Jorine Huimin Hazel Alice respectively=)

its my temper

it ended

its not easy...11 months...
i asked him again, be impluse or he meant it, we'll take it by today.12am
yes he meant it. july 18th

yup kor i noe u saw, so dun ask me or remind me again, just dun mention bout anything

=) i noe u guys care..i will take things easy.. dun worry too much, i think i still can handle.

this was wat i already drafted Eugene Koo...i mean my words when i say 12am so u noe how serious i meant?!

Hellboy was Hella Good=) esp with the weird coconut pineapple drink from coffeebean and my fav billy bombers potato salad(which cost 9.30 now!)

* i can't smile without you* and the fishy thingy in the movie is so disgusting and cute can...the fins and scales...so amusing...and the BIG RED is HOT lol...

lugged tidbits home* loves*

things that i hinted him but he refused!

oh wells....i have whole lot to update but slow ppl will onli send me by weekends...wait yeahthe local delicacies we had tat day before sending my sayang off...thanks hei hei....now i'm in love with NASI BRANI!tat is me and my sayang for ur info...mind those double chin...its for effects...ok this is random but my fav maggie =)

for my sayang

i havent touched this blog awhile...been trying to take things easy on my side..for partings and decision making.

things cocked up in my relationship so currently my status is in a mess...with the additional blow last nite tat my pillar of support left for Aussie....it was a double blow..

Was a total of ard 20 frens hu sent my dear sayang off at the airport last nite...so i was telling amy and alice it will be a jolly moment..we cant cry with her crowd of frens and stuff...eventually at midnite, all left expect the close ones...US..and 2 of her frens...

Darn...it was no good...i dun understand....but just US hu teared...its not easy to take things easy...for a person whom u spent most of your time with, its like ur support, ur strength, ur comfort, all letting go in that split second when she's leaving...

Alice broke down into tears, i tried to control but to no avail...den was me Amy, Hazel, Huimin then XM..

I HATE these kinda parting scenes...Esp when we board the cab and when everyone opened up the handwritten letter from our dearest...XIONG...i think the taxi driver was shocked...

Sayang did it very easily, putting on a strong front as usual bidding us goodbye..But i hope u are really doing well...taking things well..





Sayang...

• remember to check for your wallet and cellphone at all times
• do not leave your belongings and bags lying ard, we wont be there keeping it safe for u
• dun skip your meals, even if u are darn lazy
• keep your room locked at all times make sure u are safe at anytime
• dun be too blur and get duped by naughty bys there, learn to take care of yourself and not be too naive
• learn to be independednt to do the laundry and tidy up ur stuff k
• drink more water and dun fall sick yeah?
• wear more clothings and keep urself warm when its cold ok? apply on the moisturizer and lip balm even if it hurts yeah. u shd be happy i wont be there to force those on you.
• dun just eat bread! get some convenient food and put them in ur room, rmb to replenish them ( tata is nt there to take care of u sweets)
• have u adjusted ur watch? ask for help yeah? put on the alarm and make sure u are punctual for school.
• when u need someone we are just a call away, when u need someone to cry to its just a few buttons away...cry ur heart out when u are sad pls stop bottling ur feelings up.

i promise to tok to the others if i need a listening ear..i promise...i promise to control my temper and not be so stubborn, i promise i will consider and think properly for my relationship, i promise i will keep u updated with our activities here in Singapore..

But promise me i will see u as the Old Jorine when u are back for us this christmas yeah? Promise we will nv be out of u mind..

luvs,

Your sayang.

mute me

i am desperately in a voiceless state now!

3 days ago i cant even make a noise and my BQs had to lip read, 2 days ago i could make a little sounds but i still felt irritated, ytd i sound liek the HELLBOY-charcoal says(totally more man than a man) and today, i sound like a sore tranny.

Here to present! OLD SCHOOL NEOPRINTS! take during Alyssa's birthday celebration :)

meet ups real soon...

im starting to miss my sayang suddenly...i think i am in deep shit!

foodie & boy

Happily slacking these few days..went for a swim with hazel and huimin the other day...which made me a little darker as well...thanks for the turtle glasses nutty...i looked perfectly like a turtle in green=)it was funny u noe...when 3 of us were swimming in the adult pool...a safety instructor walked towards us while we were resting in th middle of the pool..he asked us wat are we doing and hazel replied we were *see see look look(ing)*

den he pointed at huimin asking her to be careful cos she doesnt look stable....lols...and he is not feeling stable oso....so funny la...

awhile later they started to chat and he recognised hazel as her student, den suddenly huimin exclaimed! Mr Poon!!!

den he realised huimin was her student...damn hilarious la....saying his student not stable...ok la cos huimin replied on the final test she chabo...haha...thanks to huimin and her colleagues, got the older version but nicer wrist band...wanted the black one for my boy's mistress but Huimin's fren onli had the grey one, so blue one for dear's dear and the grey one for his second love =)* actually i think he loves his mistress more..

went Ehub ben lai to go for the NEbo party but sayang and nutty say not nice so we headed to the BBQ chicken for dinner.somehow boy looks good with pink =) hmm i just love the furnishing and the fixtures there,,,very new and comfy =)

we ordered like 3 main to share cos we expected the hot drums to be mini drumplets but it turned out to be 2 huges drumstick...i ha fish and chips tho but i didnt take a picture of it. hmmm price like Swensens but of smaller portion. taste alrite but maybe will not try again...but its a great place to sit chat and slack.

tats boys place....i was just random to make it like a ghostly figure effect!lol...

and well this is the bento we shared from the HOkkaido fair, 29.90 actually not worth at all...just 1 small pathetic salmon with fwe thined sliced crab meat...the sea urchin ( the yellowish brown thingy) was supposed to be the most pricey food but it taste like shit...seriously hazel said it wasnt tat taste de...think its left too long and is spoilt or maybe tats speacial breeds...but we literally just digged the portion out and dump it aside...with the rice at tat corner.... they lugged 30+ odd of mochi back home and yup, i think i still prefer our local muachee...

quizzy

i noe its bad...cos these are my outdated graduation pics from ceci's cam!the self shot!the best group ever...where's cherlyn!??? *meiyan ceci janie and joyce
here comes fishy!
with the little girl malty dada now

i think tehy look gorgeous in here! lolsyup i look retarded i noe!i noe the calfs are fat yes i am aware so keep the comment to urdelf see and forget!i do get obsess in myslef at times =)i was just trying to be funny behind both shots!zhilian ceciok gowns off finally!to our casuals for shopping~

while waiting for the other awaiting pictures never get to my hand!!!!!!

wells...we'll do this quiz...a long QUIZ alrite=)

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? frankly speaking, if he dares to i'll just make sure he regrets and suffer...for making the wrong decision i will make sure i am more xin fu without him as my lover=)


2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be? i'd dream for more dreams to come true.lol. hmmm i hope to be xin fu, with my loved ones, friends and no worries but happiness.
   
3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
   can i be somewhere surrounded by pretty flowers, with the breeze of the sea, a few close frens and adorable kids???
   
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?definitely with my aimless ambitionless state of mind...
   
5. What's your ideal lover like? He must love everything bout me, be patient, smile owaes and nv fail to make me smile...do the sweetest thing he could ever do for a gal. yup tat is ideal, not every lover is an ideal candidate rite?


6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?neither...unless its loving and being loved at the same time.loving somemore but not getting back the love is miserable altho u follow ur heart.being loved is always sweet but unable to reciprocate the love for the person, it is even more miserable
   
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? hmmm...u wont noe, this is when fate comes into place...like u said 2 years he will definitely appear like tat...duh??!?!!


8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? give up on him and wish him all the best...sometimes it could be better to stay as frens cos frenship is everlasting..
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?Uber lots! er...i dunno how to begin with tho...the fats underneath the skin, the emptiness in the wallet, the tots of my close ones leaving my sight...undable to get an ideal career....


10. What do you want most in life?happiness and still happiness


11. How do you see yourself in ten years time? 10 years?? which means like 29??? i hope i am married by then...old hagged left on the shelve if not so?? i foresee an ideal career and a loving family


12. Who is the current most important person to you? mummy. ican'tlivewithouther


13. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? Single and rich! i see no happiness in a poor marriage??? u have to think of how to take care of ur kids at the worst financial situation, worry bout meals, bill. single and rich please, i admit money makes the world goes round in most scenarior.


14. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?pet?? can i have xiao xue from the *hearty paw* i cried the 4th time watching it ok
    
15. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?to not be myself at anypoint of time.


16. What kind of person do you think you are? needs attention, nothing can get in my way...=).


17. What do you define as a bad day?when thngs goes totally wrong..and when the weather gets humid hot and unbearable i can scold the hell out of a person if he or she ha[pens to irritates me at that very point of time


18. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be? friendship definitely , i'm sorry dear