shalalala....

hella YEAh for today!

met up wif my GAY fren, and favorites izy & reg..we had fondue!! and they were yummies...

I JUST WAN ALL OF DEM TO BE HAPPY AT WORK...seeing my manager's gloomy n not usual self today when i dropped by...i felt saddened..really...he is owaes making me so happy and entertained on shopfloor...and i'm feeling tat i'm losing him soon..=(

shopped and stuffed ourselves today...

had a nice time wif my gay fren...and its so painful to see the gal checking her feet once every few minutes..hmmm...luckily her shoe size is same as mine so i bought a pair of flip flops so tat she can wear it home as well...=) i can really spend wif her ard lor...lols...n i think i'm gettin the mini creative Zen mp3...cos its just cute!thanks to her influence.. hahapromised my little jonathan to get him ice cream today...and ya...joyce jie jie rushed home just to make it in time before 11pm =) called their home when i see the door closed...and Jeremy picked up the call...he simply amused me la!! oMG!!!

Jer: hello

joy: hello...hmmm who's tat speaking?

jer: Joyce ar?

joy: jeremy ar..eh how u noe its me...well er wateva..yah...er i promised jonathan i'll get him ice cream today so ya..

jer: er so how ar?

joy: huh?! so u open the door , take the ice cream den put into ur fridge la? Duh! lols

jer: orh...ok...

he ar...lols...clown sia...den still do childish things like hiding behind the door and waving like he was still young while little jonathan rushed out..funny sia...i still missed the days we hang out tgt and get into serious water fights...lols...

ok...goin clubbin tml wif LMP! finally after so damn long...but with the absence of our gang head...haha..hikaru, we'll njy ourselves for u...wells...hopefully i dun run into potato...god noes he goin wif his frens tml oso lor...-_-''

mummy's goin china..say wan take leave...wth! leaving me and kor kor to die ...sobs...den no one love me le...but i die die oso wont go back again...bleas!

uploads for ytd...

ya movie-ed , slacked in library and sold myself den..

my group mates in year 3!

cecilia-san

eto meiyan san

hai janie san desu nei

*btw previous entry for guys were for despicable ones hu bullied my loves...hmmpf!

stuff me with dreams!

i'm officially sold to SUNNY HOLIDAYS for 5 freaking months today at 4pm...

wells...CAAS called but i wouldnt want to spend my days worrying when i will get my internship confirmed and secured with so many things on hand to complete..esp when the interview was told to be on the 6th next month...

and i heard negative comments practically everywhere..so ya...i didnt follow my heart AGAIN... i told u i hate making decison...

altho it was a golden opportuninty, i wasnt very much happy after i pened down my signature on the contract.

i was drained and feeling fatigue.

chiong-ed through my individaul proj last nite till 4am and to bed and up at 8am to continue and off for my presentation...yeah i noe i *sound diff..i lost my voice...my pretty sweet one...haha...i sound like a MAN! lols

met up my gang and we updated bout each other's stuff...yeah i declared KIAT YEW as the sweetest and evil guy tat with the lamest way to win a gal's heart...stupid but used in teh correct way..

movie slot arranged late cos have to accomodate to mr charcoal lor...

movie-ed pirates of the caribbean..hey guys! there's still parts showing after the end of the movie and credits to the actors and production.dun leave the theatre so soon k!

alrite~ no class tml so i'm gonna turn in and have my largest share of sleep and off to marina, taka and vivo tml wif best company..

LOLLIPOP LOLLIPOP>>DUDUDUDU!

men are ungrateful piece of ****

kids

sparks off an interesting working day with i can say infants to start my day...

i was surprised to discover the birthday gal is onli a year old...and all her so called *frens and guests* are nowhere much older than her...some even younger...the age group was the youngest of all parties i've taken...Baby Jonny even crawled to me when i asked everyone to squeeze close to me..tat's really very adorable..

potato dropped by when i was havin my break i was simply amused by the fact that the twin toddlers in my shop were banging their heads into practically everything they see, including fanshu..haha..and i realised they owaes had their forehead *opening * the way...so funny,....den sudd Anderson and i looked into each other with a smirked smile...laughing after sharing the possibilities of the gals' numerous bruises on their forehead...lols..and tat manager is cheeky...he eavesdrop converstaitons ...but i find him really funny cos i simply couldnt imagine a close 1.8m guy 28 year old stuffing a bear for a like 4 year old kid...lols...
i asked him to help me stuff the kid's bear...i mean asking a manager to do tat lols, just for my own satisfaction of seeing how he stuff the bear...and yet he was so helpful and willing!!

settling the appointment, SIP issue, and catching with the pirates too

HAPPY BELATED BDAE CLYDE TO SAN! hugs*

retail theraphy

i love JenJEn!!! thanks for the company today...cos i simply enjoyed myself...haha...

it proved the sentence rite again...JOYCE NV FAILED ANY INTERVIEWS...i was happy tat sunny called...not becos i got into sunny, but becos it proved me right...but however i am very stressed over wat to do...cos i was idiotic enuff not to pick up the 2 missed calls from CAAS on fri..i onli hoped and pray hard that the sentence will some true for my CAAS interview as well...hais...tat is something i am very sure i wan to do for once..

ok so practially shopped shopped and shopped today..and had the volcano freEEeaking hot laksa...spent like hell and i think i have to live on tree trunks this month...
this is jen jen with my prized shoppin stuffs..haha....and the clothes that she's wearing are all bought and worn on the spot de lor...and too bad...
i didnt get the casio watch tat my gay couple got...cos it was the last pair...i like the black one better....but it was the onli piece so ya...since i already got one Guess de...i cannot complain..

btw, thank u jenson! =)
and stupid zie try to make me feel guilty...no way...bleas...

tml party again ...sometimes dunno wat to say...and i haven done with my presentation on monday and not to mention the party we gonna have at woodlands tml nite to celebrate my clyde's bdae...
i screwed up myself again for some reason lols...

rites my zhan li ping....!!!
guess how much i've spent tho...i am so dead for this whole week...its so packed with outings!!!!!! haha....

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well balanced life

today at BABW- fri 25th may

i could be even happier today...all thanks to the missed calls...

sch was hectic but nonetheless..i had real great companies, be it project mates, juniors, lovelies, bbf..they made my day in sch so *chong shi*

was occupied with projects, individual ppt, issue ppt, tests...

but....we rewarded ourselves with a little treat at SugarLoave today...i love it when evryone shares the sweets tgt...its such a simple yet loving act ok...=) i love Fri lecture! cos it is when i can see those ppl i cant possibly run into..

did i say work? hmmm....too too too much on politics and things i nv imagined could be so serious...i shant tok bout it...babw is just a place of my passion and doing wat i want to do...i love the companies there...but somethings i think its better to ratio it according to our 2 ears 1 mouth ratio...listen and tok not unless necessary...

btw...i saw the 3 NEW young managers!!! my first reaction when i went to work on thurs was like =o

Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of zillion of years... Garry got us a male colleague...a cute one too!! haha...den i got so excited by the fact tat babw has a guy!!! other than the 2 funny alien managers...den the next thing i noe...the new guy's act a manager! oops=X wats more!? he's a father of 2!!! lols...that really an amazing fact that he is onli 26 i think...i knew Garry wouldnt be so nice to employ nice males for us...haha...ok wateva...but seriously...tat guy is really hilarious...when he's recommending bears...haha...i was so AMAZED at how he do it...esp when he's quite built...if i were a 3 year old i'll most likely get intimidated...lols..my new love-IZY! and my naughty manager Adel!! Adel's goin suntec...and i am staying...=) we'll miss her...and i promise to drop by to visit...ahems...disturb should sound more appropriate...i enjoyed myself today at work...with adorable kids, mummies and daddies..i shan't complain of my badly lack of sleep...cos i am happy with wat i am doin..i got this charity bear bear for my god mummy cos ya...its one u cant buy actually lols...den we did an exchange...so yup=) cos it was exceptionally small...no shirts fit on it perfectly...and i onli find the panties acceptable ...so tats my gift for marmie...i shd reflect how long i've not visit her...hais...and mummy's gonna help me pass to her on sat during their ktv....wat a god daughter...sads...

alot of things lined up in sequence for next week..and i simply didnt want to get the schedule into my head...but sun mon tues thurs fri are days i am looking forward to=)...eh...doesnt it seems like it almost made my whole of next week...wells...wateva...haha...

be back in a couple of days!

going for a hiatus...

serious...this time i feel the stress...cos evrytime i am being motivated...now i need to be the motivater...how's tat!

head spinning ...badly...test/presentations/projects/reflections coming all along...

all pilling up! and soon the June holiday...why am i so vunerable to the germs mama nowadays!!!!! PISSED!

WOULD U BE THERE?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,

And whisper in my ears that's okay,

Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,

And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,

And touch my lips with tender love and care

Would you die for me, would you run with me,

And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one

To take my breath away?

Would you be there to take my soul tonight?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be there,

To kiss my pain away?

Would you be there...

goal in life

had my 2 hours badminton...=) sOooo Happy! haha...feel so evil tat i can show my true self through the games...=) lols
so high laughing at others and making them pick the shuttles..and doin dumb things on the court and singing stupid songs..=)
dinnered wif mummy and kor kor after i've reached home..and yeah..
i've got a special company for dinner... SCREW!! its so intimidating can...its huge and un-tamed ok!! and it just sat beside me when i had my chicken rice at the coffee shop near my house...
YES! i moved my seat but it didnt move away...i couldnt eat la...when ppl is staring at me...not to mention a DOG! i kept picturing any moment i'll get pounced on...hmmpf!
and my evil bro and mum kept feeding it la...pissed me la...it made him stayed there drooling la...and i cant just finish my dinner peacefully...
ps: i like dogs...but i still have a phobia for dogs la...sobx

got a call for interview...i think Clyde noes me the best...seriously..i find myself doin random things...like yeah i applied for tat internship attachment becos many ppl want to get in...so ya...it will be my pleasure to get it...its all competition and stuff la...actually i've asked myself y i want to secure that internship? wat i like bout tat?


i could onli find one ans.. cos its at parco bugis..and yeah i love tat place...er more precisely i shd rephrase it tat i had wonderful working experience there...and it was where i met lovely colleagues ..
other than tat i suppose nothing more...but come to think of it...wat the shit i am thinkin!! cos those ppl arent there anymore...onli my chicken little aunty helen..haha...wells..i oso dunno...hais...

i'm not sure CAAS will get back to me when...cos i hate to make decision...
i''ve just sent 2 resumes...and i got replies from both =)..haha screw those hu sent 20...tat's ridiculous! =p
well i washed off my nail polish and i will behave extremely demure and good gal as owaes for interview tml...but u see ar...i was nv guai or good gal kind at interview...eww....i feel so aimless with no goals in life...hais..=X


wish me good luck yeah? and thanks for those hu already did =) hugs tite!

maybe u nv were the one

sadly we cancelled the pending outing and postponed it to next tues...which means i cant have my date wif my gals next week...
howeva...my grp spent our time doin insanities in the free access lab...tho its still proj but yeah....u go spot the stupid things in there...if u can see =)it was so yeah yeah yeah la...lols...but still we managed to complete our SWOT and PEST analysis..but u noe...i cant get focus and ya...the labs owaes cut off my conversations on the fone...and i became so paranoid when i get missed calls....yeah...when i just dump my fone aside or having tutorials...but luckily i managed to pick one up and it was from CAAS..bless me! lols...i really wish to work in the airport...she said she will get back to me for the interview and wat does that mean? do i wait or apply for others...wateva!of course ! foto whoring is a must must..lols...i was imagining meiyan having her student overseas internship prog...haha...Beijing ! tat is the last place i'll visit again in life..haha...i tot again...actually not a single part of me ever thought of leaving for studies or work...cos i cant bear the ppl i luv here...wells...marmie's top! cute eh!!! haha..
hmm as for tml...i haven decided...maybe i'll meet Gary for dinner tml...maybe not...i wan my badminton dose badly...and 2 hours aint enough...i missed BQ...
gtg...wells..actually to some extend i dun really mind and care alot like i think i would...so wat does tat mean?

stress and faded feelings

PARTY FOR 16

today was stressed....the party sent Adrian fuming with the attitude parent...16 kids with Garry's instructions to make sure this particular party goes on well...jen wasnt there vinnie wasnt there..adel wasnt too...i was left to fight the war single handed..

16 kids...!^!!!!!!!it aint easy...NOT AT ALL>>>but i managed to pull it through =) i sudd longed vinnie's and Jen's presence

hit the library...ar thanks...it wasnt really fruitful, i think i'll visit the national library before meeting the crankies & cheekies tml for the indulgence as planned LONG LONG LONG LONG ago at esplanade=)

actually i liked my managers alot..they owaes tried to accomodate to our last min changes...and yeah...i wan my weekends request...and my free days from work from mon to weds...they just gave it to me...u cant get to work wif ppl like them owaes....

little gal headed for concert today and we trained tgt....

dinnered with Mok and yeah...

maybe i changed...did i really???wells...theres nothing tat dun change except for the word *change. we gotta accept it...and change for the better...

u will noe tat someone cares and puts u in priority with those little little things...and u can realise little little efforts one made...and of course e minor things just come into consideration when u make decisions and form an opinionif i ever find my frenship with urs is like tat!!!i'll screw u ...onli i can do tat...hees...

wat's with this week!!! WOAH!!! u have to update urself den =p

time flies..i suppose nothing will change even after June..i promise wat i promised but nothing more than tat....

concern priorities opinions feelings

it seems like i'm doing parties my entire morning and nothing else...it gets stressed but i mean when u take them often..it becomes a *used to* vinnie taught me a marvellous monkey banana dance today...i think its mush better than the bear's conga..or issit spelt as konga???
the first party was a 13 pax...yeah...i love this enthu lot....and i had fun too...the birthday gal- Elizabeth and her marmie were very nice ppl=) and i simply love this group...well well...before i could literally take a break, it comes another party for 7...locals...with cute boys...but i wasnt tat enthu to take their pics after a tiring one...den the next thing i knew, came another party of 6 which was suppose to be vinnie's party and i ended up wrapping it up...

its party party and party....!!!!

and tml!!! a damn big group of party of 18 kids...adel put the PARTY HOST>>JOYCE AGAIN!!!
oh god!!! hais!
anw we had the wateva love and hugs programme today...making bears for Grace Hal children' home..i texted dada and ceci...so afterwork, ceci came by and we made a couple bear!!! for charity!!! =) *shy lols...mine is a gal gal bear...hees...=) so sweet rite??? i look so kinna.....we trully believe doing good deeds will be rewarded at the end of the day=) jen jen did one oso...=)
dada coming by tml to do one up if they still have the bears=)
btw Garry and Adrian are very naughty today...Garry damn horny la! lols

shopped and picked up mummy's cosmetics at Ps and ya...nv failed to do some shoppin before i meet her up for dinner..cancelled my previous dinner date just for her...how sweet eh? cos she's not goin for ktv today and i bu ser de leave her home alone at home tonite...

Phins-ed~
and i got amused by this cute teapot =)
mummy ate alot...alot....the steak couldnt satisfy her crave...she had nasi lemak and breadtalk after dinner...peifu...
den walked home...i love the night...with nice weather and night strolls...

i think i'll most likely hit the national library tml after work...Clyde had been warning me to keep focus...oopsie!!

PS: i am making a reservation at Top Table Restaurant this coming fri...so if anyone wan to join in our group of 8 i suppose...pls msg me by monday...=) so dun say i nv say ah...bleas....
Beau Queens: er...we shall have our gang's meal like next next week ok...sorry=)