life

i'm feeling slight headache, tinge of heat and bad feelin tat the fever virus already invaded my cells...
lotsa things happened recently. can't remember how many times i cried and teared
not tat anyone bullied me but yes, i think i am rather emotional when it comes to emotions.

Sayang broke the news to me when we were out for japanese food and xiao long baos..i was angry but frankly sad and reluctance were of higher ratio. Just didnt wan things to change, just liked it the way it is now.
the partial gang clubbed the other night at MOS, Sayang's *virgin nite at club really did gave her an impressive memory ba =)

I RESIGNED. did i already mention it? i was sad, but i wan it my way done. I cannot regret. tho i really started to get used to how things goes in tat office, how laughters spread, how sarcastic remarks can do to make us laugh.
THANKS Evelyn, Ariel, Jo, Yvon, Jon, Jaq, Gary and my little elder sis Suzanne for making the last few weeks so awesome for me..I almost cried when i saw the card. tat is the best present ever i could receive from them! and when i left office, Gave Jo a hug, wanted to give them each one hug but i tot i was a little childish for i'm the youngest to do such things, i regretted not doing so tho...i shouldnt be so shy...

Thanks for the treat, the little presents from some of u, the wonderful wishes, and the specially hand made card. i nv regretted joining RE..IIRE ROzcks!

will update the pics of my colleagues soon when i grabbed them from jo and clubbing pics from sayang, alyssa's bdae pics from cher..
but this was the card i made for Alyssa's 20th

with laces =)secrets...we hearts u sweets, and the video u put on ur blog....U SUCK! i was totally UGLY!

damn i think i'm really falling sick

cherlyn's 20th

Yeah u see the point??? if i haven started on the next uploading session....i cant proceed on to the recent ones...
YES its cherlyn's Bdae on the 11th for the 12th June..it was a miserable day for me the day before, cos i tot Bf and i just ended our relationship...
Packed my emotions up, ready for the weds, for the gals, for the celebrations....

He came down to my office, somehow we salvaged the relationship in silence, but somehow i tot there's still something missing in us now...

BUt still..he rode me to the glasshouse to meet the darlins...

the pretty one was glooming in the crowd..yeas...becos its a day specially for her...sorry we didnt get u a cake but we presented ourselves to u, tgt with the laughters joys and tats the new born 20=)darlin jean with my dear cherlynbut some stupid ass just keeps photo whoring themselves...ceci! ur day's over...and alyssa..urs over now too....hahaha....zhi lian kuangso here are the seafood platter, NY fish and chips & fish and chips...wells...i meant the food they had...haha....they are disgusting to do this to me...but that is onli for entertaiment purpose...i'm the one hu spreads laughter i noe... =)

stupid lor....i was hungry....they all finished all their food le lor...i was the last,,,and i had crayfish sphaghetti..which just tastes like prawn bolognese that cost 18.90+++ i think...haha..wells i was not craving for platter or fish & chips so i get my desserts for ordering that haha...

ok decent pic of me with the bdae gal...wells not really decent cos the others got me distracted=(

KATCHA! =)
ok present time! think the gal's delighted=)

nah give u prezzieCherlyn: oh i'm so happy!!!!!!!!Cherlyn: awww...so sweet the wat they got me! a wacth AGAIN

pls refer to for previous posthttp://joyjoyleo.blogspot.com/2007_06_01_archive.html oops i just realised we dint take a pic of the watch we gave her last year which she lost before she got this new pair from us...btw i noe i think i looked fatter....dun remind me pls...cherlyn: I LIKE!
( the face is classuic i tell u...not manyppl can do tat...)

*note: kids pls do not try, u might drop ur jaw...jie jie is being trained...

i think she's high? u noe y??????cos there's like a panal of photographers flashing infront of her????cherlyn: how u noe??!!!!=D

joyjoy-i told u guys i'm right =_=''''

lets see wat we got her>?casio watch....=) its the tots that counts...we had a great nite didnt we???wells...where was i???

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i was the photographer ma=)
haven got the pics from the others...so no group pic...

well hope u enjoy ur day bimbo! we hearts u lots! muacks...

10TH

=)

hmmm...its the same monthly rountine, ytd was our 10th month...
interestingly passed with boy in his camp and me having food fun and insanity at Darren's birthday chalet...

so the night's topic was bout guys, condoms, mental locks, balls, fetish, little girls, gender's preference and opinions...=)
we credited $100 for arcade and i had aches all over playing the ghost game and basketball=)

wanted so much to catch the Zohan...planned to be on wed...but in the end i think i couldnt catch it this week...angry with BF...ANGRY!
bud...thanks for comin down just to make me watch u have ur dinner during supper time and go all the way back to camp...

HAPPY daddy's day! =)
treat to daddy and got a pair of Hush Puppies casual..

hais...somehow it seems alrite but i lost confidence in us gradually...potato u're really a block can...u just dun get obvious hints.. really tot we really cannot pull through if there's another argument...i am too stubborn to accept tat ego in u...get it?

feeling blue

Jean just told me Clifton died! i was like which Clifton, it took me few minutes to recall...
He was my senior from HTM, i didnt noe he was one of the NSF men who died.Watched chinese news and i cant even recognised him or his name...He was quite fit u noe...sometimes its just worrying...
Iamindarnbadmood today!
mummy just shouted i said something i shouldnt to daphane jie jie and tat edmund would noe and bla bla bla...i yelled back..so i assume its supposed to be some discreet issues and i just leaked some words,the matter's gettin out of hand...
thanx to the irritating level of humidity tat totally kills me..

to add the last straw on the Camel's back,Bad news was...TML's the last day for the IT fair ....and for some misunderstanding or wat i tot huimin says theres no sales of cameras for this fair, the ceci told me she got a camera from the fair like just now!
OK OK! nvm...i try to decieve myself and gave myself adequate reasons namely

-tml's daddy's day, we cant just disappear to somewhere esp when last week's bdae thingy was already so bad
-i'm jobless soon and yup maybe i should miss this fair becos i just spent quite alot for daddy's stuff,lenses and the number of birthdays this month
-tml's sunday, i hate human squeezing sandwich situation
-maybe i dun really wan to go suntec for some reason and another
-and prolly it might be wasting of time and i dun really have the mood to...well its still under the *wan to* but not a *need to* list...hmmmm...next fair next fair...
and well things wasnt tat good today altho it was nice having the company when *thunderstorm strike. i had a nice listening ear and encouragement last nite, but today's discouragement i can just put it aside first ba, i refuse to accept it,maybe when i truely understand wat the lyrics really meant...thanks..time past quick today and i even had an evening nap when i reached home..

OK i successfully convinced myself in a self denial state.


if i do really matter to u, would things be like that in the first place..i'm really very very upset..i had the urge to update the discreet blog..last entry mar 2007? i wasnt tat vexed for 1 year

ok fine...my mood is worse for that sudden news...*mind shut!

cecilia's bdae updated

updates on Cecilia's 20th as promised...
it was a long night, an enjoyable one with full attendence..

the night's plan was to get the present have the desserts and for the supper.

my piece of art

and we headed to the Goodwood Park Hotel for the annual dessert buffet thingy...it wasnt that mcuh of varietly but 1 serving is enough to fill us to the brim..

desserts meant happiness....
tat's myimmediate second serving to end my crave...rock melon ROCKZ la! tat's the birthday girl's creation..bimbo mamasan, bimbotic bimbo and brainy bimbo fotowhoring when the other's spent half a day in the ladies =_=''

and present presentation time!

we got the the jappy checked dress from fareast and a pretty purple cardthe bimbos
fishy alyssa jean malty ceci joyjoy cher

CANDIDS-midst of act cute crisis
even in the toiletmoney matters...

AND the after dessert satisfactionindividual shots with the birthday galends our nite with>>>>Like i mentioned...so much things not yet done, but more things to come..

I NEED TO
Type my resignation letter
Find a new job ( first of all, think of wat i really want to do first)
Tidy up my room
Get a new pair of working heels
Get a new bottle of perfume
Get daddy father's day present to be done later
Visit to an optometrist to check my deterioring eye sight and new set of contact lenses

I WAN TO
Get my blings for my watch
Get a new camera
Get the foto printer
Go to the zooGet striking extentions before the new job
Chalet with the beauty queens in the midst of confirmation
Go Little India for the eyebrow threading
Make an appointment for my free hair treatment

but at least i got one or few done - tml will be a better day tho i hate sundays..
add ons-botanic garden and the search