today is the first day zie havin his leave, so ended up karmun reliefing...
ystday toked to zie till 3 plus 4 sia... asked things i wanted to noe all the while n oso things i'm curious of...ended up so damn tired...but luckily zie changed my shift to mornin...or else...dun dare to even think k
mornin shift wif hua jie mah...den today so initiative got do foldin before changin n even eat while foldin k...but noe wat...serene scold say we nv do anything...den worse, jasmine called n diao us...make our days so bad...flared up wen foldin the circle table...fold one piece dey fling one off...really pissed off..feelin i'm on the verge of sendin dem my fist...i did uttered the f word le hor..
den realise have;t done even after werk....gotta go tm pass the punch card to jas n pass ours to zie...we tok in mac for quite a while n headed bck...zie said bout wat happened ystday wen he wanted to acc me but i rejected...so he went walkin...n reached 721...tat was far...den ask him to walk...bring me dere to make me convince...he lost his way...he lost
den i decided to walk hm..but ended up walkin one big round...lolx...but i really like walkin at nite...nice feelin...soothing n romantic...dun feel tired de...light the breeze, calm surroundin..easen my temper at werk..
after zie tok to me earlier...feel not very scared of him le...at least i noe more things...lolx
the taggin thing is botherin me...juz waitin for the suana wif jorine...yah dia dia msg me go watch movie...haven;'t had the chance to reply...ren!!!!!two more days....i'm free!
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Monday, March 28, 2005
Saturday, March 26, 2005
taggin???
ok...this tag board thing is weird??? juz realise it could be replaced as the comments thingy....
i went to watch the ten ways of seein ghost, tot it wud be eerie n scary kinda stuff but i ended up laughing at 70 % of the show...funny siaz...esp the main male lead whom i forgotten the name ;)
i liked the part whereby the male lead misunderstood the little boy as xiao gui in the first jian gui 1, den kicked him, den the little boi cried, he's a human...evryone was laughin...
at the beginnin oso funny de siaz, the dunno wat possessed gal stick out her tongue n like lickin all the monks...i really can't help laughin...dunno whether its meant to be funny or scary...dunno whether to cry becoz or the dramatic scenes or the scary parts??
zie called me bfore my movie say geok's pants was ready den say wat tml his last day, i was shocked, he said lst min de, den the carman frm 828 comin to take over...i was confused at first, y wen our shop is closin dwn den so urgent to get zie trnsferred???asked zie whether he goin to 828...nv really replied my qns until jasmine saw me ltr n i asked her....ZIE IS JUX CLEARIN HIS r/O LEAVE...to think i tot he got transferred so sudden..ok lah, called zie he say i nv hear properly, but dunno y still think he got a little on purpose dun wanna make things clear...hmmp!! got tricked again ...kui wo hai you dian shang xin, 802 hai mei kuan jiu yao ba i/c diao zou....argh.....
i went to watch the ten ways of seein ghost, tot it wud be eerie n scary kinda stuff but i ended up laughing at 70 % of the show...funny siaz...esp the main male lead whom i forgotten the name ;)
i liked the part whereby the male lead misunderstood the little boy as xiao gui in the first jian gui 1, den kicked him, den the little boi cried, he's a human...evryone was laughin...
at the beginnin oso funny de siaz, the dunno wat possessed gal stick out her tongue n like lickin all the monks...i really can't help laughin...dunno whether its meant to be funny or scary...dunno whether to cry becoz or the dramatic scenes or the scary parts??
zie called me bfore my movie say geok's pants was ready den say wat tml his last day, i was shocked, he said lst min de, den the carman frm 828 comin to take over...i was confused at first, y wen our shop is closin dwn den so urgent to get zie trnsferred???asked zie whether he goin to 828...nv really replied my qns until jasmine saw me ltr n i asked her....ZIE IS JUX CLEARIN HIS r/O LEAVE...to think i tot he got transferred so sudden..ok lah, called zie he say i nv hear properly, but dunno y still think he got a little on purpose dun wanna make things clear...hmmp!! got tricked again ...kui wo hai you dian shang xin, 802 hai mei kuan jiu yao ba i/c diao zou....argh.....
nice?
hmmp...this new template looks cute huh?
i'm still werkin on it while my darlins helped me along the way...anyway i'm still left wif the taggin part n the fotos part bah....phew...
i've not been updatin my blog since quite long le, but i've oso started to have a handwritten portable diary so weneva i'm free on the train i can jux jot things down *smile*
802 is closin down le, i'm sad, i will miz dis bunch of hanky panky colleagues...but heard tat dey r openin another shop upstairs,hope n wish tat one day we will be brought together again..
yst day sales was gd, i njoyed my clsin wif zie n buddy...dunno still gt how mani tyms...hiaz...
eversince after my o level, my job had indeed taught me lotsa stuff tat i nv encountered, luv, friendship, life....i can say i'm truly blessed.
ok le lah...signin off..goin out soon...keep u updated bloggie!!!
i'm still werkin on it while my darlins helped me along the way...anyway i'm still left wif the taggin part n the fotos part bah....phew...
i've not been updatin my blog since quite long le, but i've oso started to have a handwritten portable diary so weneva i'm free on the train i can jux jot things down *smile*
802 is closin down le, i'm sad, i will miz dis bunch of hanky panky colleagues...but heard tat dey r openin another shop upstairs,hope n wish tat one day we will be brought together again..
yst day sales was gd, i njoyed my clsin wif zie n buddy...dunno still gt how mani tyms...hiaz...
eversince after my o level, my job had indeed taught me lotsa stuff tat i nv encountered, luv, friendship, life....i can say i'm truly blessed.
ok le lah...signin off..goin out soon...keep u updated bloggie!!!
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
temesek poly!!!
i got into tp tourism n hospitality management...den noe wat...i got so over excited after noein tat xm n lj got into the same sch n same course....can't stop laughin sia...jo dear oso got into tat business course...i was abit tempted to join in dem...hahaz...hope eventually i'll not regret...
think i said the wrg thing again ysterday...i was merely jk...havin fun...den...ok...i feel so argh.......cnt blame me k...how i noe he willl take things so seriously...i onli have less then 10 malay friends my whole life till now n i dun noe how dey look upon such thiings k....seriously...i was too angry...i nv disrespect..i nv...
geok n sy came to my shop today...geok got a free jeans sponsored by us...lolx....the shop was quiet today---sales--683.05...haiyo...no wonder closin dwn soon...kaka came over to our shop...talked about sex u noe...decent kind...for knowledge... ;)
huajie n low today xiang chu de bu chou...alvin messg me...n=maths killin him...comin back on mon issit...i think i going off le...awaitin for my resignation...dunno can continue not...802 like tat...den dun think nd part tym...think maybe 31st will be my last day in BOSSINI le,,,
continue later...tired le
think i said the wrg thing again ysterday...i was merely jk...havin fun...den...ok...i feel so argh.......cnt blame me k...how i noe he willl take things so seriously...i onli have less then 10 malay friends my whole life till now n i dun noe how dey look upon such thiings k....seriously...i was too angry...i nv disrespect..i nv...
geok n sy came to my shop today...geok got a free jeans sponsored by us...lolx....the shop was quiet today---sales--683.05...haiyo...no wonder closin dwn soon...kaka came over to our shop...talked about sex u noe...decent kind...for knowledge... ;)
huajie n low today xiang chu de bu chou...alvin messg me...n=maths killin him...comin back on mon issit...i think i going off le...awaitin for my resignation...dunno can continue not...802 like tat...den dun think nd part tym...think maybe 31st will be my last day in BOSSINI le,,,
continue later...tired le
Saturday, March 19, 2005
*0* 'startled*
today hua jie very nic to me leh...the feelin was indescribable...although buddy not dere lah...
low was angry today for being asked for relief at lot 1 today...dun wan him to be so moody all day so decided to volunteer...at most make 3 calls!
1-----mummy sayin i'll not be home today
2-----mame ask to stay over at her house
3-----dear sayin i'll have to sacrifice our meetin
but.eventually..low went...*reluctantly*to prevent him from anymore madness...try to give in to wat he wans...fan zhen wo ye bu neng bang duo shao
zie scared me today...sobx...i was dumbfolded...
ok lah i was teasin him bout me punchin out early...but tot it was fun...jk wat...called *pink pink* stuff like tat...he was angry...pulled me to the storerm n was like --------
tat was fierce...i was startled...quiet...duno wat to say...
I ADMIT I AM CHICKY K......he said sorry but i dun feel like tokin to him...he can b scary de...no joke...
low was angry today for being asked for relief at lot 1 today...dun wan him to be so moody all day so decided to volunteer...at most make 3 calls!
1-----mummy sayin i'll not be home today
2-----mame ask to stay over at her house
3-----dear sayin i'll have to sacrifice our meetin
but.eventually..low went...*reluctantly*to prevent him from anymore madness...try to give in to wat he wans...fan zhen wo ye bu neng bang duo shao
zie scared me today...sobx...i was dumbfolded...
ok lah i was teasin him bout me punchin out early...but tot it was fun...jk wat...called *pink pink* stuff like tat...he was angry...pulled me to the storerm n was like --------
tat was fierce...i was startled...quiet...duno wat to say...
I ADMIT I AM CHICKY K......he said sorry but i dun feel like tokin to him...he can b scary de...no joke...
Friday, March 18, 2005
happy like spiders//// ^_^
today beri fun....hua jie buddy and me spent our tyms together...can c tat all of us enjoy ourselves
...so long nv c tat cheery face of her le(hua jie)
tok bout experiences of being court by guys...n how sweet tokin dey are...how dey actually kope ur love...interestin...
hua jjie lost her superstar badge..den we spent the whole evening searching for it...ended up one on the shelvin...the other at the corner of the fittin rm table..funny sia...but i realise how close we can be*winks*
heard tat zie may be resuffled n 802 teared dwn....haiya...fan si ren le...thinkin of bein seperated from everyone...sudden surge of sourness...
tml maybe meetin hazel dey all get present for hafezah's bdae...sat gotta rush...promise to go out wif dia dia dey all den to the part at nite...
dun understand xm leh...now still go find the stupid job...wrg timin lah!!! think i really made joseph angry for not turnin up tat day..oOps!!1turning in le...nite nite bloggie!!!
...so long nv c tat cheery face of her le(hua jie)
tok bout experiences of being court by guys...n how sweet tokin dey are...how dey actually kope ur love...interestin...
hua jjie lost her superstar badge..den we spent the whole evening searching for it...ended up one on the shelvin...the other at the corner of the fittin rm table..funny sia...but i realise how close we can be*winks*
heard tat zie may be resuffled n 802 teared dwn....haiya...fan si ren le...thinkin of bein seperated from everyone...sudden surge of sourness...
tml maybe meetin hazel dey all get present for hafezah's bdae...sat gotta rush...promise to go out wif dia dia dey all den to the part at nite...
dun understand xm leh...now still go find the stupid job...wrg timin lah!!! think i really made joseph angry for not turnin up tat day..oOps!!1turning in le...nite nite bloggie!!!
happy like spiders//// ^_^
today beri fun....hua jie buddy and me spent our tyms together...can c tat all of us enjoy ourselves
...so long nv c tat cheery face of her le(hua jie)
tok bout experiences of being court by guys...n how sweet tokin dey are...how dey actually kope ur love...interestin...
hua jjie lost her superstar badge..den we spent the whole evening searching for it...ended up one on the shelvin...the other at the corner of the fittin rm table..funny sia...but i realise how close we can be*winks*
heard tat zie may be resuffled n 802 teared dwn....haiya...fan si ren le...thinkin of bein seperated from everyone...sudden surge of sourness...
tml maybe meetin hazel dey all get present for hafezah's bdae...sat gotta rush...promise to go out wif dia dia dey all den to the part at nite...
dun understand xm leh...now still go find the stupid job...wrg timin lah!!! think i really made joseph angry for not turnin up tat day..oOps!!1turning in le...nite nite bloggie!!!
...so long nv c tat cheery face of her le(hua jie)
tok bout experiences of being court by guys...n how sweet tokin dey are...how dey actually kope ur love...interestin...
hua jjie lost her superstar badge..den we spent the whole evening searching for it...ended up one on the shelvin...the other at the corner of the fittin rm table..funny sia...but i realise how close we can be*winks*
heard tat zie may be resuffled n 802 teared dwn....haiya...fan si ren le...thinkin of bein seperated from everyone...sudden surge of sourness...
tml maybe meetin hazel dey all get present for hafezah's bdae...sat gotta rush...promise to go out wif dia dia dey all den to the part at nite...
dun understand xm leh...now still go find the stupid job...wrg timin lah!!! think i really made joseph angry for not turnin up tat day..oOps!!1turning in le...nite nite bloggie!!!
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
150305
ok today tot everything will be fine wif hua jie but...haiya tat lao jia huo....qi si ren le......
told myself everything will be fine..ming tian hui gen hao
mummy say wanna bring us go new zealand but still on n off...haiyo
confirm quittin as full timer le...now considerin wen to start as a part timer...so many qns to flood zie...hahaz
hafezah asked me to her bdae party this sat...but i promised dia dia dey all le...argh...now dunno how...but since it's hafezah...haiya...she hor...dun go i will feel uneasy de leh
haiyah...nxt tym continue le...very busy...makin a call bb!!1
told myself everything will be fine..ming tian hui gen hao
mummy say wanna bring us go new zealand but still on n off...haiyo
confirm quittin as full timer le...now considerin wen to start as a part timer...so many qns to flood zie...hahaz
hafezah asked me to her bdae party this sat...but i promised dia dia dey all le...argh...now dunno how...but since it's hafezah...haiya...she hor...dun go i will feel uneasy de leh
haiyah...nxt tym continue le...very busy...makin a call bb!!1
Monday, March 14, 2005
dedicated to my beloved 802 cuties *_*
stubborn bull...hua jie...tan ku ku...casper...ma lai po..buddy...lao jia huo :)
friends
packin up the dreams god planted
in the fertile soil of u
can't believe the hopes he's granted
means a chapter in ur life is through
but we'll keep u close as always
it won't even seem u've gone
cos our hearts in big n small ways
will keep the luv tat keeps us strong
n friends are friends forever
if the lord is the lord of dem
n a friend will not say 'never'
cause the welcome will not end
though it's hard to let u go
in the father's hands we know
tat a lifetime's not too long
to live as friends
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
you dian suan suan de gan jue...dan shi wo hen qin xing za ren shen de dao lu zhong, wo neng yu dao ni men ^_^
friends
packin up the dreams god planted
in the fertile soil of u
can't believe the hopes he's granted
means a chapter in ur life is through
but we'll keep u close as always
it won't even seem u've gone
cos our hearts in big n small ways
will keep the luv tat keeps us strong
n friends are friends forever
if the lord is the lord of dem
n a friend will not say 'never'
cause the welcome will not end
though it's hard to let u go
in the father's hands we know
tat a lifetime's not too long
to live as friends
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
you dian suan suan de gan jue...dan shi wo hen qin xing za ren shen de dao lu zhong, wo neng yu dao ni men ^_^
I Dunno le...i'll just try to enjoy the rest of my stay dere
i feel BAD..i dun like the feelin...being avoided...haiz...but if like tat dey happier...i'll feng pei...
nvm i tell myself....these are things i have to learn...somethings can nv return to the past...the first day---jux memories...i'll just try to spend the rest of my days dere happily...leave dem a gd impression...soon everything will be ok...i luv 802...the luv i gave n recieved will nv be forgotten....if i really wanna continue as part timer...i think i'll request for transfer for everyone's gd....
mummy say wanna go aboard for vacation...think dey'll forget me n return to the old happy go lucky outlet once again
dun wanna think le...just let everything goes naturally...but tat hurts...like losin a friend...a special one...but i have to accept it wat...i'll jux think tat in poly life dere are more things out dere...i'm not gonna let the joy tats inborn in me to be defeated here.... :)
memories are always beautiful....i luv dem all--always---ZIE AEI HUA ALVIN NADIAH SHIRLEY LOW.....ilove u guys deep dwn my heart alwys......since 01122004---1.30p.m
nvm i tell myself....these are things i have to learn...somethings can nv return to the past...the first day---jux memories...i'll just try to spend the rest of my days dere happily...leave dem a gd impression...soon everything will be ok...i luv 802...the luv i gave n recieved will nv be forgotten....if i really wanna continue as part timer...i think i'll request for transfer for everyone's gd....
mummy say wanna go aboard for vacation...think dey'll forget me n return to the old happy go lucky outlet once again
dun wanna think le...just let everything goes naturally...but tat hurts...like losin a friend...a special one...but i have to accept it wat...i'll jux think tat in poly life dere are more things out dere...i'm not gonna let the joy tats inborn in me to be defeated here.... :)
memories are always beautiful....i luv dem all--always---ZIE AEI HUA ALVIN NADIAH SHIRLEY LOW.....ilove u guys deep dwn my heart alwys......since 01122004---1.30p.m
Saturday, March 12, 2005
hoMe sweeT home...wowz..
today is my day off sia...decided to stay at home to recuperate...lolx...abit too exaggeratin lah
but i luv it today...wahahaz...no bothers...no disturbance...go online chat chat...do my things
can u believe it i actually spent 1hr plus bathing today...long time nv enjoy le...bathing is the only time one can enjoy other den when u sleep ..siok...
actually was thinkin of goin ktv de cos i tot hua jie not goin...den onli 2 ppl frm 802 go like very bu ge mian zi...so i told buddy if zie angry den i go dwn lor...luckily...everything's fine...hua jie oso got go...so i can continue lazin at home...joseph nv call...angered him le...aiyah...dun feel like goin out mah..den told dia dia nxt week den meet dey all...*winkz*
mummy say wanna go new zealand, but cnt arrg the time sia...i startin sch le...den kor kor say dunno wat he gotta retake his test or smthing...den blame me...quarrel until i dun feel like goin le...argh....den in the end end up like last tym onli he n papa go...idiotic sia....but for now...i'm goin to my rm n tidy it up before it gets into a real mess before my nxt day off...bYb!!!!!!
but i luv it today...wahahaz...no bothers...no disturbance...go online chat chat...do my things
can u believe it i actually spent 1hr plus bathing today...long time nv enjoy le...bathing is the only time one can enjoy other den when u sleep ..siok...
actually was thinkin of goin ktv de cos i tot hua jie not goin...den onli 2 ppl frm 802 go like very bu ge mian zi...so i told buddy if zie angry den i go dwn lor...luckily...everything's fine...hua jie oso got go...so i can continue lazin at home...joseph nv call...angered him le...aiyah...dun feel like goin out mah..den told dia dia nxt week den meet dey all...*winkz*
mummy say wanna go new zealand, but cnt arrg the time sia...i startin sch le...den kor kor say dunno wat he gotta retake his test or smthing...den blame me...quarrel until i dun feel like goin le...argh....den in the end end up like last tym onli he n papa go...idiotic sia....but for now...i'm goin to my rm n tidy it up before it gets into a real mess before my nxt day off...bYb!!!!!!
worz...
ystday ma lai po came for relief...lolx...had a whale of time wif her...mizz her lotsa...n got to noe tat she changed...got new bf le mah...
ok but zie spoilt the mood...he became so moody...bringin things into werk...asked him y...den he nv tell until the end...n still act so fake...dun care le...wat he wans to do is his prob le...fan zhen most of the tym i say thinggs he oso ignore le
went watch movie wif casper n tan ku ku...hahaz...pris scared terror movies mah...den tan kuku n i bluff her go get the tickets...lolx..can u imagine it???she actually covered her eyes throughout the whole movie u noe...damn funny...n u noe me lah...i watch terror movie the person beside me die de wat...he gotta endure my screams n lend his hand to me so i can survive through the whole movie...pris too bad..i held on to her hand huggin her tight...fun siaz
den after tat we go somerset dere eat swensens...yummy...we chat damn lot u noe...so much...so much...so much ...how they all feel n evrything...oh god....as if alvin noe how to predict the future...n things i dun noe...interestin things dey obsevred from the first day of werk...
but tml is another thing...i pushed away all dates leh...dunno joseph will be angry not...i jux wanna rest at home...but called 802 later...onli 2 person goin jas party...scared she'll be angry...but i jux dun wish to go...hui min got go...joshua oso asked me to go den acc me home...alvin oso not happy i think..tao yan lah!!!but like so late again...den mummy not happy le... den xm ask me to go out teach me majong...aiyah...can't i jux stay at home relax a day...sobx...
ok but zie spoilt the mood...he became so moody...bringin things into werk...asked him y...den he nv tell until the end...n still act so fake...dun care le...wat he wans to do is his prob le...fan zhen most of the tym i say thinggs he oso ignore le
went watch movie wif casper n tan ku ku...hahaz...pris scared terror movies mah...den tan kuku n i bluff her go get the tickets...lolx..can u imagine it???she actually covered her eyes throughout the whole movie u noe...damn funny...n u noe me lah...i watch terror movie the person beside me die de wat...he gotta endure my screams n lend his hand to me so i can survive through the whole movie...pris too bad..i held on to her hand huggin her tight...fun siaz
den after tat we go somerset dere eat swensens...yummy...we chat damn lot u noe...so much...so much...so much ...how they all feel n evrything...oh god....as if alvin noe how to predict the future...n things i dun noe...interestin things dey obsevred from the first day of werk...
but tml is another thing...i pushed away all dates leh...dunno joseph will be angry not...i jux wanna rest at home...but called 802 later...onli 2 person goin jas party...scared she'll be angry...but i jux dun wish to go...hui min got go...joshua oso asked me to go den acc me home...alvin oso not happy i think..tao yan lah!!!but like so late again...den mummy not happy le... den xm ask me to go out teach me majong...aiyah...can't i jux stay at home relax a day...sobx...
Thursday, March 10, 2005
10.03.05 alot of things happned...i'm collasping..
alot of things happened...haiz...
misunderstandings...conflicts...blah blah blah...
ok...tok bout the day i did pack stock on the 7th wif buddy bah...i'm feelin more distant from her le...had my break wif her...she said alot...things changed, no longer like wat it used to be like...i've neglected her...
tokin to low n bein liked by zie seems to be the reason tat caused me and hua jie n shirley to drift apart...dey dun like low...but wat can i do...he's my friend...shirley seems to hint tat after zie came to noe me, he changed...ok but i realy enjoyed tat day wif alvin, shirley n myself wen we joked about at the shop floor...
the actual day for packin of stock was damn tiring...zhen de...i smore werk full shift...things ended only ard 1+...zie's mum send both of us home...n i managed to catch a quick nap bout 3hr+ before goin for the season change the next day...not in the mood...wen zie asked me to do faster i got pissed off le...i noe he got his own pressure own stress but i can't take it le...ltr still gotta do afternoon shift...but thankfully jo n xm came to visit me...cheered me up...but wen zie went hm...nightmare befalls...hua jie n low fan mu cheng chou...dey almost quarelled...i can say is indeed quarelled...i was like sandwiched bwt dem...do this not gd do tat very bad....dun feel gd...on my way home...messg zie...think some things have to let him noe...
we chat on the fone till round 2 bah...den have to rush to werk for mornin shift today...waited for hua jie n got her breakfast...she was late by a min...but i had a hearty tok wif her....how she felt towards me...we tok thoroughly bout zie....shirley....alvin....nadiah....low....n even me n her...she's happy today...hopt tat tat is genuine but not forced....
tml go for movie eif tan kuku n casper...hope tat dere'll be fun...sat dunno wanna go out wif hu...joseph??? dia dia??? xm n jo???? or wif my collegues...i'm tired...reaaly...n iii can't master how to apply the link to other's acc here...ARGH
misunderstandings...conflicts...blah blah blah...
ok...tok bout the day i did pack stock on the 7th wif buddy bah...i'm feelin more distant from her le...had my break wif her...she said alot...things changed, no longer like wat it used to be like...i've neglected her...
tokin to low n bein liked by zie seems to be the reason tat caused me and hua jie n shirley to drift apart...dey dun like low...but wat can i do...he's my friend...shirley seems to hint tat after zie came to noe me, he changed...ok but i realy enjoyed tat day wif alvin, shirley n myself wen we joked about at the shop floor...
the actual day for packin of stock was damn tiring...zhen de...i smore werk full shift...things ended only ard 1+...zie's mum send both of us home...n i managed to catch a quick nap bout 3hr+ before goin for the season change the next day...not in the mood...wen zie asked me to do faster i got pissed off le...i noe he got his own pressure own stress but i can't take it le...ltr still gotta do afternoon shift...but thankfully jo n xm came to visit me...cheered me up...but wen zie went hm...nightmare befalls...hua jie n low fan mu cheng chou...dey almost quarelled...i can say is indeed quarelled...i was like sandwiched bwt dem...do this not gd do tat very bad....dun feel gd...on my way home...messg zie...think some things have to let him noe...
we chat on the fone till round 2 bah...den have to rush to werk for mornin shift today...waited for hua jie n got her breakfast...she was late by a min...but i had a hearty tok wif her....how she felt towards me...we tok thoroughly bout zie....shirley....alvin....nadiah....low....n even me n her...she's happy today...hopt tat tat is genuine but not forced....
tml go for movie eif tan kuku n casper...hope tat dere'll be fun...sat dunno wanna go out wif hu...joseph??? dia dia??? xm n jo???? or wif my collegues...i'm tired...reaaly...n iii can't master how to apply the link to other's acc here...ARGH
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
seeMs LikE everYthinG finE leH!!!
today hua jie open shop...i do afternoon shift...den she called me early in the mornin say she got no key....i was like----*huh* ok lor den i called ah low up...he say he nv help take key,den called zie, think he rushed to pass the key to hua jie bah....i cannot slp le...haiz....
before goin to work...help buddy get some things n bought a pair of earring...ended up 2 pairs....den pass the alteration pants to 812...heh i tot i was early noe...den met dem go shop shop...demn i suddenly realise---monday---1.30 not 2pm...den actually was suppose to help hua jie buy milo de den ended up askin to help me punch my card...hahaz...
today we packed storerm....i sense the feelin in the past back again...the place was filled wif joy once again....tot of wat pris said to me ystday...feel pleased...was very happy today....really...but think low felt neglected...erm feel bad oso...wen he poured all his woes to me just now....hiaz....he oso got his own fan nao...
tot i manged to qi si zie...hahaz....but ended u he win again....zie asked for my bloggie add
really happy today really....if everyday like tat so gd...mummy wanna tear dwn my com le...gtg...continue tml..
before goin to work...help buddy get some things n bought a pair of earring...ended up 2 pairs....den pass the alteration pants to 812...heh i tot i was early noe...den met dem go shop shop...demn i suddenly realise---monday---1.30 not 2pm...den actually was suppose to help hua jie buy milo de den ended up askin to help me punch my card...hahaz...
today we packed storerm....i sense the feelin in the past back again...the place was filled wif joy once again....tot of wat pris said to me ystday...feel pleased...was very happy today....really...but think low felt neglected...erm feel bad oso...wen he poured all his woes to me just now....hiaz....he oso got his own fan nao...
tot i manged to qi si zie...hahaz....but ended u he win again....zie asked for my bloggie add
really happy today really....if everyday like tat so gd...mummy wanna tear dwn my com le...gtg...continue tml..
Monday, March 07, 2005
haiz...i miz the old 802
how...i am feelin more sian werkin le
cos from the start...joyce choose to stay becos of the laughter, love n care she recieved at work...but these seems to be fading day after day
i think one day i'll qi si zie...den hua jie will be sick of me...n buddy will ignore me...sobx
actaully,,,pris now oso quite happy...she managed to keep all dose happy memorie wif us...although i had those happy tyms wif them i can't help thinking dose will be overcome by the hatred that had been buildin up all dese while...can't help to think i'm the one responsible for all dese when dey saud tat dese nv happened in the pass...i'm the sinner...think the decision of me leaviin is right...dey will becum happier...less stressed...more joy...
wen buddy said she will be more den willing to be transferred out...wen hua jie said things doesn't happen like this in the pass....wen zie happen to be so weak n stress partly becos of me.....n wen low gets unhappy too....think i just need the last straw...the last one....to breakdown...to just walk out n nv return again....to pardon myself for being so irresponsible....i think i may not be able to refrain from this which is goin to happen....
i'm sorry...deeply sorry...
cos from the start...joyce choose to stay becos of the laughter, love n care she recieved at work...but these seems to be fading day after day
i think one day i'll qi si zie...den hua jie will be sick of me...n buddy will ignore me...sobx
actaully,,,pris now oso quite happy...she managed to keep all dose happy memorie wif us...although i had those happy tyms wif them i can't help thinking dose will be overcome by the hatred that had been buildin up all dese while...can't help to think i'm the one responsible for all dese when dey saud tat dese nv happened in the pass...i'm the sinner...think the decision of me leaviin is right...dey will becum happier...less stressed...more joy...
wen buddy said she will be more den willing to be transferred out...wen hua jie said things doesn't happen like this in the pass....wen zie happen to be so weak n stress partly becos of me.....n wen low gets unhappy too....think i just need the last straw...the last one....to breakdown...to just walk out n nv return again....to pardon myself for being so irresponsible....i think i may not be able to refrain from this which is goin to happen....
i'm sorry...deeply sorry...
Thursday, March 03, 2005
03032005 moe sux!!
today is mummy's bdae...hahaz...luv her lotsa...tml oso pay day, perhaps treat her for dinner??? i've ready gotten her a turqoise blue gem earring...dunno spelt correctly not, n a piere cardin wallet....broke now...ordered a cake but bill to kor kor
but very buzi today...wanna register for the jis thingy ...but the thingy is jammed...buzi...qi si wo le...jc or poly.....dey all give me opinions on both sides but i jux can't make a decision...i'm tired...really...den cnt log in!!!
die...y zie so chi xin de...went carrefour wif him...tot evrything was fine le...cos he can tok n said he gave up ystday... i tot he finally give up le...i duno how le lah...he say he can't....he cnt continue to luv me cos i can't luv him.....
but very buzi today...wanna register for the jis thingy ...but the thingy is jammed...buzi...qi si wo le...jc or poly.....dey all give me opinions on both sides but i jux can't make a decision...i'm tired...really...den cnt log in!!!
die...y zie so chi xin de...went carrefour wif him...tot evrything was fine le...cos he can tok n said he gave up ystday... i tot he finally give up le...i duno how le lah...he say he can't....he cnt continue to luv me cos i can't luv him.....
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
*strEssed*
yesterday no tym to upload...zie came to my hse to pass the keys aei hua forgotten to take hm...somethings not rite frm his face...
ok ma lai po told her bout me n joseph thingy...finally i think...he gave up on me....but am i bad??? cos i did lied...but if tat's a white lie, i didn't accpt joseph although i did think of it...can i be forgiven???? hope so...ok lah one of the reasons i change to dis blog is hope he doesn't c the content :) bad arh...die...
i may be selfish dis way lah...but if dis can stop him frm luvin me...before i'm actually fallin for it...
now the troubled thing is my course stuff...not yet decided n the registration day still got limit de...argh.....den was somehow worried for joseph's result...gotta tok to him tml...
tired leh....tml still got meeting...4 person only...miz pris,nadiah,shirley n alvin...sobx...dunno how to face zie oso...think will more or less be a little akward...
ok ma lai po told her bout me n joseph thingy...finally i think...he gave up on me....but am i bad??? cos i did lied...but if tat's a white lie, i didn't accpt joseph although i did think of it...can i be forgiven???? hope so...ok lah one of the reasons i change to dis blog is hope he doesn't c the content :) bad arh...die...
i may be selfish dis way lah...but if dis can stop him frm luvin me...before i'm actually fallin for it...
now the troubled thing is my course stuff...not yet decided n the registration day still got limit de...argh.....den was somehow worried for joseph's result...gotta tok to him tml...
tired leh....tml still got meeting...4 person only...miz pris,nadiah,shirley n alvin...sobx...dunno how to face zie oso...think will more or less be a little akward...
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