Friday, November 15, 2013

Disappointed

Been through ups and downs these couple of months with arguments and quarrels. 
Thought it will all come to an end but I just felt it got worse.

Booked our bridal studio at My Dream Wedding last Sat. And yes he hit my last straw tonight. 

I always thought love is unconditionally.  I feel it should be this way. But why should it be like that for someone who dun deserve it. 
I used to wish he will give in for this relationship but know I woke up to the reality because it never happened. Why put in the expectation when you know that all u will receive is disappointments.
How much he loves me. I am not certain now. But I know I should love myself more. If he doesn't treasure me, there are others who will.