Wake me up when August ends~ 2011

Time flies, little did I realized I'm 23!
Awwwee.. It's scary to know hw a person age without knowing it..

This year is spent pretty much quiet. In a way I felt I've matured and I dun need some knotty gritty and fanciful parties or celebrations to spend my special day or "my" month.

My annual Birthday Celebration with my Queens the weekend before my bdae was spent without fail at the botanic garden with a MATFUL of food and my glutton dog.
Nice weather, awesome company, delicious handmade food.. Nothing much u can
Ask for=)
Exact day was spent at work with an amazing surprise from my lovely Irene and Gwen, lifting a smile on my face on the "just another day at work" day.
It was arm aching trying to wrestle that heavy bouquet home haha...

18th august marks the, erm our 4th
Year anniversary Tgt. Yes I really wished he was here but sad to say, he is not.
I'm not upset, I'm not angry, neither am
I feeling very terrible.. It's just a feeling tat the day belongs to us and without u, it makes no difference with just another day..
It's a conflict of diff mixtures of feelings that is unexplainable.
I really wished one day he will know hw much this day matters to me..

23rd august also marks another phase in my life. Tgt with my godmum, I selected a flat unit for me and him. Yes, u may ask, it's u and his flat, but yes too, he wasn't present.
I said I wouldn't mind, but if u ever read it, I do.
And this is something in our
Relationship that u cannot fill up the gaps..

August 2011 ain't a fantastic one.. But I can say it's a
Year that filled with alot of choices and changes..

Wells, let's hope moving on, I'll have more happy August entries and a satisfied me =)

Happy 23rd Min Min

Wow! Its here again?!

Our queens birthday season when all of us are going to be so so broke.

We celebrated Huimin's bdae in advance on the 3rd August at Tarafuku Japanese Restaurant.

It was a pity that our little lala queen couldnt make it because she was down with fever, but wells...there will be more to come =)

We started taking pictures only after we have eaten and the restaurant is cleaning up in preparation for closing ahhahaa.

Inpromptu shots.

Our Aimakan with her big and small gadgets

 In the midst of discussion of cakes alternatives =)

 Photowhoring~

 Me with the bdae gal =)

 AND here are we with the SPECIAL bdae ICE CREAM!!!!!

 Looks like she is holding up 2 bra cups! hahah

 Make a wish and blow the candles ~

 

 We ended our day singing our hearts out at Cash Box Cuppage and tagging some weird places. Hahahaha..

i was totally drained out due to work and classes but i did enjoy myself loads.

Cant wait for my own party this weekend...

A silly gal has divulge the part of the plan and i know my lovely COLllllllllllllgattttttttteeeeeeeeeeee gets to celebrate with me this time round =D

Boy is on Business Trip 8 Aug - 29 Aug

Time Flies, the next thing we know, we are in the month of August.

Few changes in my life.
I have moved on to a Human Resources Business Partner role in Harris Caprock Communications effective June 27th.
I'm making a major decision in my life with Eugene later this month.
Im turning 23 year old like in less than a week!


Eugene will be away for a 3 weeks business trip, missing some of the important days of my life.
My birthday definitely, our 4th anniversary tgt and also our flat selection date.

Its tough you know, to make such decsion, to tell yourself this is the guy that i am going to entrust my next few decades to.
I really dunno.

Cos marriage and happiness is like a stake, a gamble. You wont know what you get until you live your life with it.
I Love this man here. I dun deny.

He is my first man and i definitely want him to be my last too. But dilemma comes in.

Making this choice, will i lose my chances to meet better guys out there?

Will he love me and dote me till the end of time?

Will i regret?

He is the first guy so frankly there's no one that i can compare him to.

But...

I know that he changed for me

I know that he tried

i know that he really loves me

I know that i mean alot to him

is that enough to commit a lifttime?

I hear things from my peers, friends, families.

Yes, he is not handsome as a hunk but he is really adorable and charming to me

Yes, he is not tall and macho but i think he is just nice my partner (yeah i do worry that our children will turn out to be balls =( , but im sure he will convince me that they are adorable)

Yes, he is not that understanding, sweet or romantic, but im sure he is trying and i hope he is constantly trying.

Yes, he smokes, but he promised that he will quit and i believe that he will keep to his promise.

Argh...he is really trying to confuse me as much as trying to convince me.

But honestly speaking, any last minute decisions can be made as long as we have not signed the papers yet.

Well till then... Even though he never reads, i wanna say im missing you now~

Its less than a year to my graduation if things

Officially left Husky

Bye Husky Injection Molding Systems Pte Ltd

It marked a painful decision, a tough one, to move on and step out of my comfort zone.
Embarked on ths journey 3 years ago in Aug 2008 and my last day with the company was 24th June 2011.

Bidding goodbye was not a good thing. Teared when i wrote the letters. Undoubtfully, the person whom i will miss most in Husky now will be Fiona, my dearest mentor.
Wells, good things dont last, but this time i made the choice myself, i joined Harris Caprock- Caprock communications and this is a big step in my life.

Honestly speaking, one of the reasons i left was because of Irene and Gwen's departure and also the foreseeing changes in the team. But another of course is an attractive pacakge and an idependent contributor role that i can tab into.
Different working culture, different working environment did indeed stressed me up a little..
Several mood swings huant me but im doing well =)

Passed the mid of the year and i am looking at my final 2 semesters to give my best shot.
This semester was the worse with 3 Bs and 1 B+ pulling down all my GPA.

Hopefully, praying hard that i will be able to do well in my coming semester for July's semester.

And, August will mark an important month for me.
Have yet made any impactful decisions but i may. Also frequently swing by alot of opinions, but i thought, the decision for a lifetime should be made decisively.
What i know is either August we will settle down or our relationship will never be the same again.
Tough month, abandoned birthday, monthsary, voting day.

Wells, he makes me dread August needless to say.


Sometimes i wished that things will all happen the way i deem, but reality is harsh, that is why "choices" comes into place =)

daddy's 60th

Daddy's 60th at Tung Luk - Noble House