Sunday, September 09, 2012

September came

Just felt a little different after the separation issue.
Feel a change but yet a similar touch ever since we went back Tgt.
Just can't get over the absolute distant feel that evening over ayam pengyet dinner at bugis and the shocking news of the additional buy he got the next day after our so called break up.
To me, it just feels that he intended and has accepted the breakup, so y is he still behaving as if nothing happened now..
Couldn't get over this, just couldn't understand what he actually meant and how much do I mean to him.
Options are still open. Just I dun feel secured much.
Dinner at tamp 1 fish and co this evening. It was quite awhile since our last visit.. Just vexed.