supposed midnite friday shoppin-

i almost teared today AGAIN thanks to those jokes and randomness...

i luv my customers..i luv my job...

HE* made me GAGA today...oops=X

work was hectic with *2 women play =) but it was awesomely exciting & challenging

met up wif the craze ones...hit the crossjunction in the middle of no where and hijacked our chaffeur'ss car....

*HIGH to the ultimate*n onsense conversations and hilarious oopsie doopsie misinterpretation over calls...melodies flowered the journey back home...

luvs~

(ps: sorry for PS u guys for work this afternoon..dui bu qi...=X)

dead...tml have to help out at 9.30am...and time check 2.18am...=) bleas...Awww!!! and we are hitting the eski bar tml ba...prob end up hibernatin=) okies...ciaos...

<hee...i noe u read....so wad??? bleas...not bad eh...someppl quite intelligent to find their way here...uncle mumble!!! bleas =p >

one chance~

Work was hella fun! i was almost in tears...=Zthe fly shooting episode 3 =)
and cool!! there's cute turtle launching in July soon!!! AWww adorable green freak..haha...me and fatin <3

-MY CRAZY ADDICT-

Never Let you go - Janice

The rain, just never seems to bring

the joy I feel the same.

Everlasting pain of my loss, remains

My heart can’t seem to learn to part

the hold you left your mark

all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Though I told myself won’t hold my breath

a part of me was dying

there is nothing left for me to do now but give in

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling

I would sing to you and tell you

I won’t live my life without you

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes

and you know I’d never let you go

~a beautiful song~

joyjoy signs off...

dun try me*i bite! grinz

hmmm...i'm no angel ok...u all try putting my name up la...den in the mean time choose wat limb u wanna bid goodbye...=)

anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADA!!! awww...loves~ thankx for makin my days in tp so interesting yeah? i'm glad i have u there owaes...

hmmm....i got a damn er xin and rou ma msg today...EHEW...it just gives me goosebumps...HAO ER XIN AR!!!!!!!!! save it...*sick...

i think i'm working less days next week....AHHhhhh 2 consecutive dinnings with diff gangs at top table next week..so happy

ehew!!! time flies...half a year just past!

and lao jia huo just reminded me to leave a day off for him on August...and we were happily jk away...=)

den it reminded me of important bdaes in August September and October...

den the "oh shit" internship tat will last a scary 5 months...which means i have to part with the bearbuilders if i cannot arrg my time...

tan kuku was damn random la...=) but its owaes nice chatting with him...cos i nv failed to have a hearty chat wif this bro of mine=)

in a long run , a relationship may be just a status...so when love just fades..its not within ur control...and its not one's fault , so treasure ur loved ones ,dun let go and nv give up on him or her ..or u just lose them

food and company =)

i have been randomly craving for Food! lols.
suddenly something sweet and suddenly something to chew on...haha

i'm not pregnant...STILL a VIRGIN ok...

lols...sudden urge for apple shrudel, den my fav choc , den choc eclairs, den doughnuts, den ice cream...but suddenly i will feel i dun wan to have it...haha random...

but now i'm craving for sashimi and design sch's nacho cheese...haha....ok i am random...=)

had my French test earlier..tat alien language was a killer...can i have my Japanese back?? whaha...

so since clyde wans ice cream we headed for our ice cream!!! wanted Haaigen Daz but ended up at Cartel cos we wanted some finger food..hees...just look at the portion ...it was enormous! it's like a tub of icecream la...haha..

ya ya...i noe wat u see is fats!! haha

happily chatting away and waited for my galfrens off sch to meet the loves up!! its been weeks since i last see them...hmmmm....the twins were having some serious conversation with her group mate due to some project issues so outsider> sayang and me...we went yamaha, toy r us popular minitoons to play...haha....she's our dancing queen wor!!! hot! lols

and i am ms SPIDEY! lolsmalty's baby version-ed pooh!!! *hazel...ahems...AHEMS...lols*oh oh! ya!! sayang got a casing for her fone....so i just randomly asked..yuan lai my fone oso can change the cover haha...i am blinded for so long...evil singtel staff qi pian xiao mei mei!!! hmmpf!! haha...and tat gal wanna be same as me to get red...HAHAH!! copy cat!!! lols...BUT I LIKE!!! haha

oh i am so happy when my loves just called me out for lunch and dinners...cos ya...altho i cannot make it...it just shows u are reminded and missed....AWwww...! yes! they've made reservations at the Top Table restaurant for next week...*jumps!

alive and kicking...=)

i noe u all miss me...i'm absolutely ok dun worry lols...

been out lately but some nites just dun feel like bloggin...ya...cos i was either too happy or pissed off...bleas...

i wanna go those weird weird places...hit china town and clarke quay on sat... thumbs up! my next wanting destination is a visit to the PRISON!!! yays!u see this temple? its *fo ya shi* its so pretty tat it draws me in...yup! and alot of funny things happened...i was in a white spaghetti top and a skirt...was jk to jean tat maybe i'll be stopped becos *fo men chi di bu ke bao lu*

den suay suay i got stopped...and she says i am wearing too revealing..den i laughed my head off and put on my jacket...den when i walked 2 more steps...another person stopped me...say my SKIRT TOO SHORT!!! kns...its not la!!!!den i was so confused...den he say bottom must be below knee length....kns...den he gave me a CLOTH*sarong alike~funny la!!! OK NO FACE X lols

den headed to clarke quay...not clubbing but just shopping and viewing...Central MAll has pretty and cute things...finally visited the couple stall lala mentioned...no wonder she likes...its really pretty... and theres alot of kawaii shops upstairs...Waraku restaurant oso...

nonetheless the view was awesome..

went for our feid trip today...i didnt noe tanjong pagar and chinatown is so damn near!!!and oso...finally i seen the SCARLET HOTEl!!! i love tat place!!

u shd go in and have a look.....its located on a steep slope end la...lols...
oh wells...i'm still happily workin.... and i still luv my colleagues...MORE!

yup random pic for the day =)

i was anticipating for the weekends...

saddened

guessing games are not my forte...

drained~

hmm....

it definitely feels good to do some good deed at the end of the day...u will leaven the weight shouldered on u and ya good befalls on the person hu does good=)
we see a great example today...=)

i think Jen's right...we dun work for the stars...i wanna care bout it anymore...i just do my job and enjoy my companies at work tat made it worthwhile...

can u believe it??? sch's in 2 days time...and i am not prepared for it...i am addicted to the melody of the piano i will play before sleep and before i leave the house =)
i got lovely visitors at work today tat made my day a little more brighter! candice leavig for MAldives!! how cool is tat!! AWWww

happy birthday huiting and belated birthday to dajie!

DA JIE sheng re kuai le!!! haha...yeah she's evil to reply my 2 smses with
*finally received ur msg
*nabei
=) kns...si zhu rou si!!! lols...hmmmm...i really looked forward to any get togethers with them...

HAPPY 19tH HUITING~
happy happy birthday! from bimbo gang to u!
we hope ur day is special in everything u do!
we gave u love and joy
u sent us smiles and hugs
B. I. M. B.O
its wat tat we are for!

we had an advanced celebration for Huiting and Malty!
ok fine...i just thought tat this pic could be like our heads were the garnish for the cake...but it didnt work out well...haha....OUR DIGGED IN!!!!!!! so unfortunately some greedy pig ate too much ice cream and was down with diarrhoea and missed the choc mousse cake...*licks...
this pic is nice rite....haha....i mean from the angle we spooned in the cake somehow became star shaped at a certain interval....eh...it really taste different to eat the cake like this lor...hahas...2 of my gangs are addicted to this way of eating le...haha
YUM YUM~all down into our tummy(s)
ok!!! its present time!!! (to self denial bim)
-dejavu mascara,esprit top, boxes of nong sim brand instant noodles, hello panda biscuits, coco crunch

u can see how high she was...

(to our shorty bim)

-classic pooh, vest for pooh, teddy box for pooh, esprit top, esprit belt =)we den had crazy kiddos rides at MARINA SQUARE! and ya...u didnt see it wrong....

AWwww....i enjoyed myself alot...really=) and fishy had alot of events planned le....tats so cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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work somehow gave me a tinge of stress...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALTY AND HUITING!

i was greatly upset more than anger last nite...

awesome nite before the quarrel...i'll update when i'm free...*troubled with my tired puffy eyes...sobx

luvs my sweets company and yeah...lotsa outings planned =)

-tons of pics uploads soon.....

mummy's back!!!

MUMMY"S back!!! LOVes~

gave hugs and kisses and i suppose all my aunts and uncles are GREENED with jealousy...but i love my further chubbified mummy...<3>

i got a BALUKU on my forehead at work today..and ya survived a few scares...eric, ade, dumb dumb and my neighbour dropped by =) ok i sorta made gor gor angry a few times today!! GORGOR i noe u kapo will read de... DUI BU QI! =p bleas

mummy forced the weird weird thingy on my bed...its so ugly!!! but its feeling good tho...like lying on ice..=) try on my bed...haha...

ok the evil ppl will bully me tml!!! helps!!* but i'm sure i'll love tml!!! =)

blah blah blah

wells...early in the morning i was SOooo excited over my doughnuts and to my great disappointment, it was invested with the bloody stupid lizard! i put it up high and the F***ing pest still managed to intrude into my doughnuts!!!!
haha....sighs....i either lost my doughnuts, burnt them or get them infested wif disgusting pests...lols...( go ahead and laugh ba...bleas=p )
SORRY sayang for the effort this time round=X ( i wanted to try the greenish weirdy thingy...but stupid lizard sneaked in! hmmpf! i was so angry tat i asked daddy to catch it and feed it to my arowana fish* haha!!! i'm so evil!!!*)

oh btw tat was the birthday cake DALIA made for us ytd!!! so sweet rite...and cute!!! heess...

sentosa trip was cancelled for this morning and ya...my gay fren was sorta disappointed but we decided on MINDCAFE-ING to replace...hmmpf shopped for presents and ya ended up shopping...OHHhh NOOOoo...i shdnt be spending...my acc is seriously bleeding...=Z

i'm having a headache of where can we go in singapore...its owaes either movies, ktv, shopping, eating...where esle or wat else can we do??? fine...choosing presents is already a hardcore issue to me ,so save it for askin me of opinions and ideas of where to eat and where to go...GrRRZok tat's my mocha float....and ya...my monkeys there...evil lor they...esp evil ade! kept laughing at me...btw i like my girlfren's fren...=) interesting one there! we played a new game...i liked tat...cos u can bring along ur close frens and from that game u can see how they think of u....haha.....its called *true colours* =)

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hmmm...as usual i did my blog visits...

sads...sometimes i may neglect some of u...i didnt want to de..=( but sometimes last min dates couldnt work out becos i might have something on...but i'll try and pls let me noe if u really need someone there cos i dun read minds u get me?

contradicts and ironies is not wat joyjoy likes..

i listen and i keep my mouth shut...i dun like to comment on too much tings esp when the stories tend to be one-sided..i'll go with wat i see for myself wat i feel and wat i think is true...i just wan everyone to be happy and enjoys my company with a genuine smile...

tat's all for the day!

note: joyce is not being emo or anywhere near there...dun worry...=)

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itinerary for tml~

10 to prob 12- proj discussion in tp

1-8- WORK! actually its suppose to be from 12 to 8....but i dun think i can make it...DIE!

after work i'll head to the airport ba...slowly dilly dally cos mummy's flight departs at 10 which means 11 plus after all those checks and collections den can see her le...so in the mean time, i think i'll slack till gor and daddy meets me...oh shit! i forgot to charge my MP3!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!DIE!!!!!!!!!!die of boredom....haha prob stone to death tml lols....hees...

dadadadudududududadada

sentosa tml....i'm havin evil thots tat prob it will rain and stuff....haha if my gay fren reads this i'll most likely be slaugtered..
been stayin up real late these few days...and ya..ok i noe its not a good habit cos mummy's not here to nag..
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the party today was alright...tho i practically find it hard to just tok when we reached the stuffing station..the kids are lovely u noe...but i was simpy drained of energy by the time we are done...but seriously...they are lovely ppl...
sales was good today...everyone was in a very good mood...and i was enjoyin myself alot...
ya ADRIAN TAN i will dig out my shrek ears for Abi when i'm free k...haha....
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potato came down today with a gigantic bag....but unfortunately the scares didnt make him choke on the sweets...hmmm i'll most prob try harder
had dinner at C.J but the cakes and stuffs from the bdae gal had already filled my tummy...
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN!!!!!!!!!!!!! hugs*
hees...thanks for the doughnuts delivery and ya...i will die die eat the shrek shit look alike flavour since its chosen by u =)
its so nice of u peeps...i noe u all love me...i love u guys too!!
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went to mok's place to get the volleyball for tml...haha...john was limping pathetically...haha...i noe i was evil but i cant help laughing at the tot that he hurt himself on the 2nd day of his book in and the reason behind might be he missed home...lols...he could just force a tube of toothpaste down...it aint that bad as compared to spraining his leg ba...lols...
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okays...so sentosa's tml and mumy's bck the day after tml at 10 pm and i'm picking her up cos i think she missed her baobei alot...actually i admit i missed her...!!!! i love slacking at the airport....dun u think its nice>>?? =)

complicated

my apologies ~

somehow i regretted the actions to words and practically everything tat's related...

it hurts and it really does...onli if i were in the right mind to noe it when i was happily being entertained..

i should learn not to be influenced tat easily and join in with those randoms..i'll probably have to grow and learn to follow my own perceptions and realise wat is my own opinion upon such issues...

i felt ashamed for myself when i knew i might have hurt someone whom i nv intented to...

regrets..i'm sorry if u meant i were the one...sincerely...cos i noe u read...=Z i was tramatised when i read u noe...

sometimes i think i shd just shut my mouth and remain silence...prob just deal with it with a smile...sorry...

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my job~

i dun deny i love my job, but i could sense the stress and responsibilities building up...i wont want to disappoint so it adds on to the nervousness and stressed at times..

i requested to view the party video and ya...i really want to know and get a few tips here and there to complete the pic of a party i could satisfy the kids..

i dun deny i'm really worried for tml's party leading...Garry's gonna close the shop for this group, many will be looking, ppl will be judging...potential party hosts will be dropping bu to decide whether they will hold their parties tml...the GM will be observing...hwee sung will be there...tell me how can i not be scared? i kept complaining y is it me! but i no they have their reasons to put me in charge for tml...thanks garry and adrian for helping me today with so many qns and trying to assure the paranoid me...

just u noe...hmmmm....dunno how to say.....i noe they will be there for me, Adrain Garry and Yee ling will back me up but its just....hais...its not tat i have no confidence...but it just seems to much all of a sudden...i thought parties all the while should be just fun and joy...free from the above issues...

and tml's Father's day! =) hmmmmm....hais...wateva...Garry said he would sent me the videos though email but i think tat forgetful joker had forgotten clean bout it..

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my day~

woke up late...thanks to dumb dumb's morning msg tat i managed to wake up in time after silencing my alarm earlier...the party with JenJen was mediocre...not very good for today...but i was happy and excited cos the birthday gal's name was JOY! and they called her joyjoy....it sounds so dear to me ok..

and ya...haha...i realise some ppl tend to do the little actions or i call it gesture? tat i owaes liked...haha...and i realised ajisen oso like!!! haha ..Garry's doin it as well gaga and i'm feeling so weird...haha...onli sayang, mok, dada and cldye noes ba...

they were toking bout the meaning behind certain hugs...freak...cant it be a warm and loving gesture! and he must corrupt the minds of us hu are innocent naive seeking ppl..i suppoese not all guys thing the same way! onli him...horny joker....

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msged daddy and gorgor and got to noe they not coming home early today so agreed for the dinner with dumb dumb this evening...and ya...funny him...cant live w/o jacket...wat a nice excuse...scared no AN QUAN GAN...lols...=_=''

headed to Ps spotlight to get things he want and to secret recipe for dinner...nice night!! but i forgotten our conversation...i admit i have short term memory!!!!hees... btw his drink really sucks...haha...

daddy bought supper back from geylang...haha the beancurd and you tiao which i did not really touch tonite...lols...and i was watching GUESS3, haha...GUO PING CHAO...reminds me of melvin and the ktv i promised...lols...i missed my duet partners....of cos...my shifu-KAH WOON!

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reality check~

its a clear fact....u can really tell how much a person puts u in their priority when it comes to little details and i suppose onlookers are the better observer....ya and i got the fact right....the tok on thurs was very to the point

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wells...i really dunno wat to say bout us but it doesnt seems to be working out ...the guessings , waitings, anticipatings and character....it seems to make things worse...

fun...my best getaway with

awesome company today...they made me laugh and became myself =)
keep teasing me with tickles and make me high...KUKU dem... made me sqaut and sit down in the middle of nowhere in disgrace..****

i wan to visit tat nice place pau pau mentioned for chill out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *i hint le wor* so ya...*winks

shopped for rubbish stuff today....and ran into old fens tat made me go gaga....sensative and horny toks...now i noe each of their sensative areas ( so u guys dun come disturb me le ar, i noe ur weak points too!!!hees* and hu gets drunk easily =) i love the pics taken tonight at the pub...and the indian server keeps looking at amy with that ahems look la...NOT ME NOT ME!!!!! lalalala....lols...

morning tml again...and i think i'll be good gal to go home after work=) i feel an itch to do up some dishes...so marketing after work ..=)* so excited* hope papa and korkor will be home ba...='( else will be home alone again....

*pic will be up when i rec them* i need sleep le else tml cnt wake up...got party i think..whoops!

potato grad dinner at Four Season Hotel

hmmpf! tried to do my online Apel module...thanks ar...the weird system demands a lower grade of internet explorer to access the system...cool...so u mean they wan all of us to downgrade it just for tat...=_=''' think i'll complete it in sch when sch reopens...

accompanied potato for his officer grad dinner thingy in the evening...and tat evil vegetable peeped into my MESSY room uninvitedly...hmmpf...

headed to Four Seasons Hotel for the event thingy and wow! to my surprise everyone calls him POTATO! Jasper did a great job i suppose...

*wells thanks for the hilarious msges during those intervals ya...it really made me laughed...

den ya...his fren excitedly sent me some unglam pics of him DRUNK ...

but still. miss nice joyce decided to be a little bit nice to mosaic a little...=)

i find it interesting to see the comparison...haha...the former was taken ytd and latter ,this evening...ok la...it seemed like i paid him partial of the money i owed him...a little angle of elevation at his tip of his lips lols...TAT act cool vege..

i got a msg late..ya, i think u are thinkin too much...everything was fine...things wont change...and i assure u with the frenship tat i nv wanted to lose too...

okays i have a morning shift and a lovely night to catch up with my gang tml! =) i need shopping and tml will decide a naughty or guai joyce next week ...beams =Xand next week will be a great meet ups with my BBF bfs gfs gayfren bearbuilders BMgang BQgang! AND MUMMY WILL BE BACK! i think she;s happily enjoying herself cos its 5 days away and we just rec a call =_='''

hmmm...i'm really pondering bout stuffs u noe...and i think i might need to update the other blog pretty soon...hmmmm...=Z alritez i have a morning shift tml and i need to be on time! WAHAHAHAHA...