how...i am feelin more sian werkin le
cos from the start...joyce choose to stay becos of the laughter, love n care she recieved at work...but these seems to be fading day after day
i think one day i'll qi si zie...den hua jie will be sick of me...n buddy will ignore me...sobx
actaully,,,pris now oso quite happy...she managed to keep all dose happy memorie wif us...although i had those happy tyms wif them i can't help thinking dose will be overcome by the hatred that had been buildin up all dese while...can't help to think i'm the one responsible for all dese when dey saud tat dese nv happened in the pass...i'm the sinner...think the decision of me leaviin is right...dey will becum happier...less stressed...more joy...
wen buddy said she will be more den willing to be transferred out...wen hua jie said things doesn't happen like this in the pass....wen zie happen to be so weak n stress partly becos of me.....n wen low gets unhappy too....think i just need the last straw...the last one....to breakdown...to just walk out n nv return again....to pardon myself for being so irresponsible....i think i may not be able to refrain from this which is goin to happen....
i'm sorry...deeply sorry...
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