Time flies, little did I realized I'm 23!
Awwwee.. It's scary to know hw a person age without knowing it..
This year is spent pretty much quiet. In a way I felt I've matured and I dun need some knotty gritty and fanciful parties or celebrations to spend my special day or "my" month.
My annual Birthday Celebration with my Queens the weekend before my bdae was spent without fail at the botanic garden with a MATFUL of food and my glutton dog.
Nice weather, awesome company, delicious handmade food.. Nothing much u can
Ask for=)
Exact day was spent at work with an amazing surprise from my lovely Irene and Gwen, lifting a smile on my face on the "just another day at work" day.
It was arm aching trying to wrestle that heavy bouquet home haha...
18th august marks the, erm our 4th
Year anniversary Tgt. Yes I really wished he was here but sad to say, he is not.
I'm not upset, I'm not angry, neither am
I feeling very terrible.. It's just a feeling tat the day belongs to us and without u, it makes no difference with just another day..
It's a conflict of diff mixtures of feelings that is unexplainable.
I really wished one day he will know hw much this day matters to me..
23rd august also marks another phase in my life. Tgt with my godmum, I selected a flat unit for me and him. Yes, u may ask, it's u and his flat, but yes too, he wasn't present.
I said I wouldn't mind, but if u ever read it, I do.
And this is something in our
Relationship that u cannot fill up the gaps..
August 2011 ain't a fantastic one.. But I can say it's a
Year that filled with alot of choices and changes..
Wells, let's hope moving on, I'll have more happy August entries and a satisfied me =)
