hILaRioUs!

i'm in sch.....dozing off soon...yawns...
heh something puzzled me leh...ystday nadiah call me wor...after i online...erm...was quite sleepy after chattin online le...but heard she was not herself--knew she was crying...
den she started tellin me things...geo n her n lotsa lotsa, her dreams n stuff...
but watv kept me thinkin was y?
y she chose me i mean its owaes out of tgheblue when she called me.. i mean its not frequent...den we toked...almost till 4...i alomost fell aslp straight away wen we put dwn the phone...erm...i actually dunno where my stand is but i dun wanna dampen her spirit to actually ask her to consider properly n think thru...cos...everything will be too fast if i were in her shoes...hmmmp...but i still wish tat she'll really find her true happiness n stay cheerful n happy all the while...she said something tat hurts me...im now very guilty ....i really dunno whether she's really happy dere...but still i'm responsible for this...hiaz...

aniway...was late for todays class...cos was unsure whether we having tat tutorial not mah...heng i was meeting chap early den wasn't really beri late...apel class was hilarious...i mean i got scared wen i was told tat the tutor is fierce n strict...but she turned out o be quite innocent kind n jianli kept on imitating her vocal---she's a hongkonger hu sounds really weird in eng...but the lesson was interestin wif the guys ard often addin laughters to our classes

went library for some discussion wif my grp...saw jo dear n tok bout shane...den so coincidental he came by...lolx...n his stupid messages...lol
zie msg me..erm was rather surprised bout the content...was a while wen i saw the msg cos i left it to silent mode...erm...dunno leh...was wondering if he's ok..n need someone to tok to...but i noe...he wont call me de lah...his stubborness...but hope everything is right

yah got pulled up to stage just now to dance... i was watchin as an audience down dere at...of all ppl y grab me...i look so malu n paiseh u noe...argh...
den later went for lunch wif luijing dey all n back to the library...was tired den took a quick nap till huimin awaken me...den cnt slp le wor...den started chattin in the library...dunno y suddenly started drawing...oh yah...cos nadiah n low called mah
...den started drawing my colleagues faces...tan kuku de, zie de, hua jie, buddy de....lolx...still got the cartoon version wor...hm was oso drawing mah den ask her to draw haslinda she say she dunno...den draw zie leh....funny lor....

den we waited for jo dey all...goin for pool later mah...haiz...na li zhi dao....den we started tokin...alot....actually wanna go concert de...but buddy say wanna go out so i nv promise dem..den tml shd be quite free ...sun tat lj sign my name for the church thing le lor...hmmmp...must go all the way to city harvest...think if can den meet nadiah cos she's so anxious to show him her guy...
----------------------posted 3.48pm 3-06-05-------------------------
stayed in sch till 8 plus...i like the library noe...so fun....
den all of us walk back saw kai sheng...---tortise...huimin call him he like so dao...den later wen we reach the stairs dere...he suddenly call me ...sarcastic...den both of us went to the bus stop ,jo de bus stop the other side mah...i mean the way he tok is so dramatic funny n interesting lor..today i gd mood nv hit him...pardon him..;)...toked abit bout his classes n stuff den my bus come lo...lol...

chat wif jo n huimin dey all jux now mah...dey say dey on the way back drank bubble tea beri nice n ask stupid qns....tokin rubbish ...den i can oso say jo n amy n john alwaes togather got something on lor...wu liao...=)


was havin conversation wif low...he showed me ard his room...lolx...hahaz...he beri sad noe...so kelian...llolx...looked so boi boi now...