its freakin disturbing lor...i mean some of my class issues...its really very bad goin into my fav blogs n seeing ppl hurling vulgarities at one another...and now it has became a (boyfriend intervene issue) hais..staying nuetral is certainly a tough postion...

yah i said i wanted to scold huimin here...
CHUA HUIMIN!!
u bluff me lor...say no jap lecture...still can swear...
GOT LOR!!! sumore this lecture quite crucial before my test...(better stay dere let me peel off ur skin when i c u)>>>u say de wor...hai wo almost miss seeing deren korkor ystday kies!!!lols

deren kor kor was there!!!hahas...so...excited...i think he's like jamie not from my lecture grp...cos didnt c him mark attendance oso..cfm skipped his lecture and come to my lecture grp...val n jamie lor...chop a seat so far away from him...else i can chat wif him -_-'''

yah yesterday i was sotong enuff to think i was late for class...A**...and i actually came an hour early...credits to my fone which showed the wrg tym!!! n i msged my frens to come early to pei me...hahas

i was happy when i rec tat msg yst...=) really feel sorta..u noe...HAPPY!!!hahas... abit shocked too =)

I"M SO LONELY TODAY!!!
45 min class and tats all...really feel sian u noe...cos i oso a little fussy lah...dun wanna stay in sch wif kk dey all...dun feel like goin town, and my classmates seems to be in no mood--concentrating on the battle field haiya...not even to tm(actually got report journal to complete)n i went ystday le...JUST NO MOOD DUN WISH TO DO ANYTHING U NOE but u noe feel so no where... dun feel like waiting for the gals class to end so yup!!!i was bored n went cold storage to stock up junk food at home---strawberries...chocs..green tea...canned longans...magazine..cup noodles(cannot let marmie see else down into the dustbin)..

saw tan kuku just now...said he cant recognise me...kua zhang lor...i'm just in a shirt-like top n jeans tats all...

looked diff meh??? a little like those kpo reporter goin ard gossiping hahas.. si wen(bai lei) hahas
he's rushin to get presents for jason dey all...n 840,asked if i wanna join..weird lah..all from their shop and one from 808...yah saying of the xchange gift thingy...meiling picked for me n msg me last nite...she hor...peeped everyone's one..play cheat...but aunty's apple one haven got picked...bless the person...actually is simple lah...she stressed so much she likes choc...hahas..

n dunno wad will turn out on fri...hope no violence tho...
dwn today...

maybe just abit affected by wat shi hui said during my sit in interview(writing a report on my grp members interviewed)..she used the word"kana kicked out" a i feel a surge of uneasiness throughout the whole session..
realised how retarded i was ...not treasuring what i have...when others actually yearn so much to get it...hais...if i had a choice i wud love to give up my place for them...one is my nicest grpmate-shi hui, one is my dearest sis-jorine...actually i dun think i'm really up to standard as compared to them as dey really have the passion for the union..n i was a little regreting for goin for the interview in the first place...u noe the feeling of guiltiness or i can say its like betrayal when onli me out of the 3 got in to gl??? its real bad...and i dare not bring up anything even a tinge of info related to it...hais...

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