random.....i think my god ma forgets bout me

everyone seemed to be aware of my 18th..but my god ma is silent this year
wat's wrg???am i forgotten??? i dun wan!!!

maybe i have been neglecting her these while.. and become unwanted...how???sobx=(

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its good to be busy...i just love to be busy and occupied =) *not onli wif work la!*

i got a set of accessories from mame jessie wen i reported for work..>>its with purple stones...will post the pic soon...
and noe wat i ran in to aunty susan today in my shop ...she wondered y i was there?? and stuffed me 50 bucks..-_-'' do i look desperately broke??? i called up marmie to ask her to help me return the money..and i got scolded for goin to work w/o telling her...aiya just temporary ma...few weeks nia....it was just my first day back -__-

i saw an old lady fell...i was stunned...i wanted to help and dash...
but legs arn't listening n my paces were slow
felt a surge of unhappiness and engulfed in guilt
i was so helpless wen i held her up..
holding on to her crutch ..i wondered
thinkin whether my loved ones or me will be like her....