depressed

i was very very very upset today..

its the first time in my life that i cried in sch infront of my lecturer ...i was nv scolded by any teacher and even xm hadn't seen me tear.. but it just happened today when ms quah was tokin to me about the commitment of my part and my opportunity to be selected and depriving the other 300+ candidates of that role..

i couldnt do anything when i was abroad...i didnt noe this will be so serious..

anw just drop by to thank everyone's concern today and those thoughtful ideas to cheer me up...i'll be alright...thank u n sorry for nt being myself today yah?