delighted....i am goin crazy

i'm so high today
was mugging alot last few nites...see i look so guai rite!!! haha opps =X

so happy so happy so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tats y i say i love tp...cos i can get to see the ppl i wan to see!!!!!!ARRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

i saw MY Prassy today!!!!ar!!!!!!!!! i missed him alot lor....*shys*

due to overnight studying, it developed serious eyebag and dark eye circles lols...but i was too lazy to cover up with makeup le...so ya..u all should noe how tired i am le lor...=(they commented i look lots younger and innocent but hor...i am really young and innocent ma...bleas..lolsbut but but!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRR!!
after my papers i saw pras!! ok well...everyone was excited and greets him....but ya...i little paiseh to call him becos ya...i look very pale ma...not nice...lols...but eventually i called him...

den u noe wat happened??????
of a dozen of ppl hu called him, he turned around and pointed at me and said "hey! Joyce!"
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! i so high le la.....ar.....hmmm...u all jealous rite???
and he was smiling so brightly at me lor!!!! i can see his whole set of teeth..

so happy!!! he made my day...the paper was easy...it adds on to my excitement...AR!!!!!!
ya...and ya...the evening u noe =) ya u noe wat i usaually gat gaga over de ar...=P

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR i love temasek poly!!!!!!pictues will be up later ba...the blogger uploading is not working...
wells i have 2 more papers tml...and the last one ends at 9.30 pm...haha...and i decided to go for prata supper and midnite movie instead( but not yet decided with which gang lols)...shall be guai u noe...lols

omg i think i can go die...i still have 2 major papers and i am enjoying myself to the fullest now...darn!! shoot me!!! hahaahahahahah

oh ya last but not least u should see wat my daddy and uncle got for me before my papers...damn kua zhang can!!!!

daddy got these...he's so cute can! omg!!!ok la...half is for kor ...but i just asked him to get some pens ma...he was so paranoid lor...i love my daddy!!!den later in the day more came..my uncle dropped by and passed me these...stock up my inventories...i can open a stationery shop ya....haha....

dun be jealous k....prassy, jeremy sim and daniel smiled so brightly when they see me....haha...i supposed they missed me too much...

altho eugene lee did tat...haha i dun give a damn !!!lols...ok i am crazy!!!SHOOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!

2 papers down!

Happy HATCHDAY mr Chappy!!!! wat a day ur burfday falls upon...haha...happy mugging~

hmm...aniticipating for this particular outin with this group of handicaps...

Practically everyone just wanted to screw and burn Nair's ass today....all of us memorised everyword in the notes and he gave us CRAP qns...non or i can say not even a point came out from our lectures.... i was kind enuff not to set him on fire...cos he's already a spoilt black potato lols...
qns eg: wat is OOO

feak wat the hell we noe wat on eaarth the 3 round things are...we had funny and atrocious ans...i put triple O's lols...baichi qns!!!!! onli lamers could ans...ya the head of LMP did tat...correct ans >>out of order...
pls lor...he nv even say its an ancronym or wat!!! argh!!! SCREW HIM!
ya...i'm racist is there a problem with tat??? bleas....

wells slept from 6-10pm...and was totally shut off from the world...i just ignored the fact tat my cellphone existed..den when i checked i was so amused by the fact tat tat potato was so high over a night out from camp...-_-'' hen hao pian de lor ...
yired le la...3 more papers to go!! gambbatte kudasai!

rants

ARrrr....so soon 26th =( loathed and yet excited ...

ya i am having images of ktv-ing, retail theraphy, movies, activities, visits, post celebrations and workin pleasures popping in my mind as and when lols...

i want to try to hop on a bus and get to somewhere in Singapore and explore my curiosity of this small island...i feel fun! lols...

well shall get it done and over soon... den NJOY the long long holiday!!
stayed up till 4 last night and just couldnt make it...*saddened* wells again...the last day...u will see me burning the midnight oil till dawn...as usual my frequent habit =)

urs truly...hazel and me me and huimin

the kid teaser...lols....look at tat dazzled face...haha....( onli the pro ones managed to get a pic of her>>>which was me!!)

noe wat...this little gal has a birthmark on the face, usually any human beings with any brain cells in their head knows its advisable not to bring up any topic revolving this issue by sparing a thot for their parents and the pride of that person...

i didnt noe my sayang was dumb enough to emphasize on tat and said wat a nice sticker/ drawn on tatoo... i am so dunno to be angry or laugh at her innocence...she even went to the extend of trying to rub tat birthmark of her's off her face.. -_-''' save me jesus!

ya we made a kid cried tat afternon...tat little girl's bro...lols...we put all our attention on this little one who was so hyperactive running her and there...i wanted to carry her but her bro blocked me for doing so...i tot he was playing with me...

the next thing we knew...he was cuddled up and crying at a corner...we were puzzled...

it was then then we knew he was jealous of his sister's attention..HAHA...interesting rite??? little kids...and we tried to make up by *GIVING HIM ATTENTION*aftermath...it ws so hilarious...

stressed

wells so much on the comments on my pics so i shant post any this time round...bleas

hmmm...i dunno where to start, there's so much to say...
i was very pissed tat day of tat comment made...yes! i will play along most of the time esp with kids...but dun push too hard and be too much...i have my own limits as well...
know when to stop!!its testing my temper...

mixed feelings tat nite...
and i was wondering....i think he did it on purpose after recalling wat happened....ARGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! but thanks *smiles*
haha...i didnt noe y he managed to make me "tok* over tat particular conversation which was pretty long ago....probably he was honest tokin bout his relationship den...and i ACTUALLY told him how i actually felt bout mine....not even my closest knew then lols....so he's the onli one tat knew my particular secret a year ago.....hmmmm....eee i so paiseh liao!!!! and wat an evil arrangement made this time round!!! lols

i admit i was delighted tat he sent me back...=) but ya..i think i am thinkin too much tho....maybe becos i just need someone there den....

it seems like i'm very stressed up coping up in that *turtle well* of mine trying to be guai and ya...good gal...thinkings just made things sorta more complicated...
its giving me sorta pressure pondering ya...whether i should do this do tat...y cant i just be as crazy as the others of my age and stop constraining myself to the things tat a good gal does!!!
ok sorry....studying makes one go mad!

tat was chu san i think...haha tats my mummy in orange...and with those ORANGES!!!!!!! lols...damn funny sia this pic!!!dun think otherwise like i did k...tat is naughty!! lols it was supposed to be a decent shot u noe???!!! haha....

yup!!! today is chu qi!!! ren re!!!!we had the yu sheng>>> with salmon sashimi and abalone!!!hapy birthday everyone...hmmm..mummy's birthday is on the 3rd and i am still thinkin wat i shd get for her...

i shouldnt be distracted somehow....=) i need my serious studies...and see wat i really wan to do aftr my exams....=)

oh!!!!!!! want some brownies with ice cream ???haha

studies

basically theres just too much pics to upload u see....

-the first picture is being removed!! *censored* MOK here~ joyce will be back one week later! dont miss her!!-
this was on chu san when we visited hazel's mum...wat a trendy mum and daughter...dey wanna dress like twins i guessed...so many funny things happened...hazel true have alot of nice cousins....haha...ya there's a particular one tat can sure sweet tok...hahathere's sure alot to tok bout chu san...hmmm...haha....i think i shall elaborate on the next entry with visuals ba...and i am totally obssessed with little kids...haha....esp this new year...and one of my fav boys grew so big le la...hmmm and shuai too!!!today's movie was nice...u shd catch tat..- Norbit...haha....loves~
well i think i am so gonna be dead...i need my night drive again...

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bleas.................

Awww

happy bdae aunt! chu san*

i had my fair share of fun today and i told myself tat's gonna be the end of insanity craziness and down to some serious mugging....

thanks to my gals tat brought so much happenings not onli to me but to my loved ones as well... i nv could have been happier having u peeps in my life..

u lovlies not onli showered me with the laughters love and care but oso to those ard me...see how happy u made the lovely dovey?? bleas...i felt the bliss too =)

share the love in u and i am sure u will make at least one or more person feel as blissful too... its 2am and i need my day after a day of exciting happenings....

loves~

chu er!!! haha...i'm too lazy to post up everything as there's too much for today....mummy is urging me to bed as yups>>> i have the sudden crave for chocs again *get wat i mean* lols
seriuosly! i noe i'll get whipped till my skin bruised aprat or i'll et dragged a few miles on the floor if fishy sees this...but i seriously find this picture very beautiful...nice things are for sharing dun u think so?
fishy wa kirei desu neh! hai!
~loves the dimples!!!!
haha....i noe today's top a little too much...ya...destest those stares and looks from ppl...well just abit of my favourites...
so cute so adorable so chubby!the cute ones....shall elaborate tml!gtg maybe update tml or something!!! i love my dressing for tml!!!!!!!!wahahahahahahhaha

chu yi!

hmmm i had a hard time deciding wat to wear today...cos the fussy ppl i supposed to be visiting will definitely comment alot so ya...i decided to put on the white one...see wat they can say...=p bleas...
but eventually i didnt go to tat dunno wat my grandfather's bro home...he keeps saying me and my bro bu xiao becos we cant go to the temple to pray at certain days...like we dun wan...we have sch!!! to think his son is a principal!!! haha mummy oso afraid of his nag so the final decision was not to visit!!! hahahmmm today is quite a boring day...cos its papa's side..

ever since my granny left us, i felt distant from tat family...it wasnt like how it used to be..there is one person less to call me and ask if i'm doing well and remind me not to sleep late..=(

hais...saddening...i miss those days when i rush from sch to Bangawan solo to get her fav cakes and visit her where she will owaes make sure the maid prepare my favorites...='(

okies enuff of the unhappy stuff...show u ard my room ya???

it was 95% cleared at this state....haha....but my wardrobe....shakes head* lols i have no idea how to make it tidier....haha...

terrible right??? i noe...i seriously do....hais....haha...okies..i had steamboat AGAIN on chinese new year eve =)hees...Wah it seems like i am eating it so often these few days le la..*faints*

hmmm cabbed down to nai nai's place...wells...not in the mood to take pic wif them...haha...and went over to roderrick's place...kor and him was engrossed in their guitar while me and raeling started exchanging songs in ur cellphone...wanted to capture a pic of her but she just ran everywhere....no wonder her zodiac is monkey lols...den we went to eat the fei fei wanton mee....dad's favourite...noe wat!! i just realise my dad have a cute smile! not this smile la...when he shows his teeth lols...den we headed to the temple to bai bai as owaes....haha but i started photowhoring....papa damn cute i make him take pic with me and he was like: wait wait wait!

i tot wat...den he say put the cam higher...den can see his hair...lols....after he took he gave me the word : " wan dan liao...*, cos he is suffering for themost common male ageing diseases...lols...*balding liao*
ok i admit i am evil!

my badest kor kor!!! he with his SO FAKE smile! i owaes like him without his glasses on...haha...and here is me with my mummy! ya compare tat crazy blonde hair she has....i look damn decent le lor..hahabaddie havoac mummy!!!lols....

haha next up will be some randoms pic....trying to imitate thos black africans with thick lips...haha so i used my tongue and the pouting lips to make tat...haha...ok la just laugh k...just to amuse u for once this new year lols!hmm ya...u see these cute things???these are wat they call light of wishes...i took a pic of these last year...but i didnt noe wat was it all along until i asked...and i got 4!!! one for each of us...and i made a wish for my lovely family too!!!they have it catergorised by colours u noe??? blue are for dragons...so its for me and my mama...green is for my rabbit dad...and the yellow one is for the ferocious tiger at home...hahaok lastly...just to share this long gang!!!! i missed these old big ones when papa has to *hop* me form the other side of the drain where i will scream hella loud...but now...lols...ity was easy like killing an ant...*AAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaa y am i so evil* lols...

i am waiting for tml!!! although i have to wake up damn early!!

hmmpf! i was saying sean for working today...and now i am jealous of him workin...he got a so big red packet from the guest la...3 digit somemore!!!!!!!!!!!! GRzzz...tats y i say working in the hotel line esp when u meet some damn generous guests hu print notes...haha...u get it!

happy happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its chinese new year eve...

XIN NIAN KUAI LE! =) may this year be a prosperous and good year ahead for everyone kies....
having steamboat again later...but this time round with my family~loves

i luv my ROOM!!! went ikea with Mok earlier as promised and ya...i got my wuliao stuff...a table, mirrors and boxes...thanx mok for carrying it for me =) bu kui shi my best pal!
my room is now neat and tidy...and i bet it will not last more than 4 days...cos once i start my revision for the examinations, my room is never tidy =)

while tidying my room, looked trough some of my things...thought through alot of things...its owaes when one is alone, seriously doing things...thoughts comes in...and suddenly became moody n unhappy for nothing*baichi me*
well...i dun understand wat i wan...basically i just dun even understand myself well enough..i am taking things around me for granted and nv thought of other's feelings...or maybe i considered too much...i am owaes angry tat his non persistance and his sudden actions out of the blue made me being lead on but now i seem to be leading others on when i didnt even get my feelings right...in this way i wont be of any difference from others hu are hurting people...felt bad for the thought of trying when i didnt even get things right.... =(

and now whn more things just came in...i just cant get my feelings right...confused vexed and puzzled...='(
well i think i should stop rantling bout such stuff...hmmm....a sumptous meal is waiting for me=) and this year my godmummy wont be here...

tml will be a visit to my father's side at my former grandma's place, the day after tml will be my mum's side when i have to basically tour the entire west area.. and on tuesday will be my most happening day to visit my frens' places..and i can see alot more pictures flooding in soon...
okies... RMB K!! stay up late today and help ur parents *shou ye* blessing them with longevity ya??? hahas....nudge me awake if u see me online but falling asleep later ya???hEES!!
and ya...i will unblock all my contacts today bleas...

happy new year lovlies...!!!!!!!

last day of TAS and the pre new year tidyup

Visuals~~~~~~~

well tat was basically the last day at Tourism Academy...the place was nicely decorated with the floral theme for the new year and its really lovely!at the imbaih lookout! tats my little gal trying to blend into the surrounding =)everything is just so cartoonish and cute there...lovelies...=)
was told to give out brochuresto the tourists on my last day of deployment..and PJ gave me a rose...how weird..i'm so sorry i did tat but basicaly its not my fault...i cant hold on to A ROSE and walk about the imbiah lookout wad?? it will look weird...so i handed to little gal...and she broke it into 2...
wells so i started plucking the petals...haha...* but still i like roses la...tat incident was just an exception* no hatred towards flowers lolstook sentosa express back to the island the one last time....it was very hot...so i took off my jacket...and ya...i was scolded....it was really very HOT there la...little gal keep giving me tat look and say its too revealing ='( faints....it wasnt tat bad in the fotos....ya...=)and ya we tried to amuse ourselves with anything we can find...and this time round...>>> my hair lols!!!!!!!!!!!!so funny la the pic!
waited for cecr to end her execution so little gal and i started photowhoring again...trying to act emo....haha and she was satisfied with the results lols....i simply LUV ceci's dressing for Service execution todayshuai dai le!!!!!and ya...my fav plae for zai jiang mian...hees....
met bao bao at raffles to collect my G market stuff...quite nice =) but i didnt get all the stocks...this is cute rite??? i wan i wan i wan!!! stomps feet!! ( too bad it didnt arrive ='( ) but still love BAO BAO!!!!!!! see it????????<<<<<<<<<<>

got my V day gifts too...thanks lovelies....and evry one...u noe hu u are...appreciated =)..MOK! where is tat hand made one???? kuai na chu lai lols...bleas...

wells tidied my room and to my surprise i found alot of surprise!!!lols

so many things!!! i forgotten all bout them!!!!!!tat basically is my dressing table drawer...and i opened each and everyone up...and recalled wh o the hell gave me on wat occasion and when i got some as well lols...the top one is my study table!!!! nice rite??? ok la...its seldom tat neat ma...well...here u can see my wine collection section...*hmmmm actually its just an excuse to keep some of my favourites in my room so tat when my darlings come hahaha...
and ya...lastly the sweet sweet corner...=)

-hmmmm...i dunno wat he is thinkin but i am seriously not tat* concern bout him anymore...it seems to me tat its owaes so out of the blue..i noe i must try to understand him better by being in his shoes but it aint doin better ...it seriously aint...

ya again like i said the history is repeating itself once again..its owaes the same stupid thing..