worried, angry , but still worried

these are 2 pics taken on thurs!the birdeye view from carlsberg skytower

-angrified-

i feel so like slapping hard into tat kid tat i met earlier...and i meant real hard into his face for his absurd behavior...wat an ill-breed!

i was so upset and hurt when tat ill-breed hit his younger bro..

waited for dada and i took the diff route home...so i happened to run into this cute little boi ard 2 i think...he was with his maid waiting at the queue..a sweet lookin boi...

but when the bus came, it seemed that they were accompanied with the entire family when his dad mum and elder bro( ill-breed) boarded the bus soon after...

the parents and the elder bro who seems to be like 3-4 years old sat on the 3 seater while the younger boi and his maid sat tgt... it was a very loving scene that the hardly balanced kid tried to make his way to his mum to sayang her ...and u noe wat the brother did? he smacked the younger one so hard tat i felt the pain across...

the weak one cried but was ignored...the parents were aware but seemed oblivious to what happened...i was frowning at one side...angry and hurt...

the maid quietened him down but the small one just nv gave up reaching for his mum...and got kicked but tat evil bro...he even pulled his mum's hand back to keep her away from the smaller one....

the battle for affection and luv--- i think it is too ridiculous and overboard...

this incident just made me feel the unequal treatments and biasedness in the reality...seriously...i despised the parents for being so unconcern...if its so...just have one kid when u dunno how to divide ur luv equally....I HATE SUCH PARENTS...this is tat evil devil!

-and worse come to worse...i just realised this family lived in my same block on the 8th storey...i tell u i will make sure i stare till the little devil cry if i ever bump into him* so angry!

-work/ choice-

had hell lotsa fun...cos time passed quick...sales was good today..

tired at sch and i think i screwed up my wine test..

ya from afternoon to morning and morning to requested off...wells...u noe how stubborn of me when i want things done my way... vila was evil to chop me with the *beremy* chop!! so many somemore...hmmpf!!! said as punishment... she wanted to train me for parties...however i find my alternative more important...hahs! and i think i'll have fun there too!

adrian was so evil! he started to find it fun to scare me..and asked me to watch my back...grrzz...

and keeps calling my name for fun..-_-''' and he chased after me to chop me la! bloody kukunaden! dada was so worried when i said i had punishments...lols... hah! just few chops on my hand la!!! tot they gonna rip me apart??bleas

i had fun with my customers...thery were so interesting...and i felt evil at the same time...

there was this guy who was prob ard my age...i find him rather *special* lols...he is so sensative and shy la..lols...adrian was teasing him...cos he got a bear for his gf...and recorded a personalised recording for her...and he was so worried tat anyone of us would play it and emabarrass him...cm'on wat's wrong with showin ur love for the one...haha...it just made me more tempted to listen to the content... he was funny and xi xin in a way...i managed to tok some info out of him...it was their aniversary la..and he was paiseh and secretive when he keyed in his special name as * laogong* and her's as lao po... haha i will still be the one passing the cert to u wat lols...but he was cute...and entertaining to me...

there were a few guys whom i played with lols...Heh! i meant made fun of...haha...they are nice peeps tho...

-questions/ dilemma-

how do u tell when u really love someone and the other party has the same feeling for u too...sometimes its just because u love the person too much tat u get hurt too deep..sorry i couldnt lend u my shoulder when u needed it most but i promise i'll be there within my means...

saddened and real worried...=(

hope u are alright =Z