life~

life aint tat great when u get to hear the unhappy things tat happened to the ppl u care for...

gets real upset when i hear sad things...esp today...but was glad i rec the msg

" are you still alive"

lols~ i am still alive....i miss u guys alot alot alot....*saddens...i didnt mia-ed , just wasnt in town and couldnt get in touch in time with all of u when i am back...feels terrible sometimes...cos whenever u guys called...i dunno wat to say or how to console...all i could do was to listen and hope i could share some of ur burden and unhappiness...=(

i really need a nice tok with them the next saturday after the briefing session...argh....

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life was good for me..time past fast with the project rush tat we are assigned to complete after our educational trip..

the thunderstorm was deafening and i was unwilling to get out of bed in fear i would get stuck and electrocuted aint shower...

mummy was cute enough to wake up early in the morning to make me a cup of hot crysanthemum tea and the half boiled eggs which she screwed up =)

it was owaes daddy's job to make the perfect half boiled egg...and mummy was so excited thinkin she had suceeded after some tips from daddy...

unfortunately to her disappointment it screwed up lols...altho daddy teased her and i laughed at her...i think tat is delicious...=)

*luvs

late for work for likr 5 mins...but boss didnt make a fuss over it..were occupied with our researches and parts and Jeneve amadeus lesson was cool...boss called us in and toked abit after working hours...gradually i find him a really nice guy...even tho he likes to give us pressure and stress for the amadeus course we takin next week...i'll try i'll make an effort to do well...after noeing wat other's are goin through....i felt so lucky...

was lookin forward to meetin him after work...but somehow just screwed up...sometimes i just wan to be a little more initiative ,understanding and put in more effort in the relationship... but things just sparks off...initially was anger but it turns out to be upsettin...sorry...i knew u are concerned but sometimes just wan u to noe i am concerned bout u too...i wan to be there esp when u are not well...=(

somehow was alrite when laughters filled in when i had a madness singin session with my family...lols...its owaes so fun..

i missed my sch mates alot....esp the time we had at Sentosa..even tho proj deadlines made us suffocating but the joy and enthusiasim are owaes present

...rmb how naive, innocent, happy and cranky we were den? but somehow the smiles seemed to be stolen away..