after so long

i noe its been awhile again to see a fresh entry in here...
once again itried to blame my working hours...i blamed the tiredness and mundane life of mine nowadays...
but gradually i asked myself.... issit the lost of interest in blogging...from daily to weekly and now to prob once every 2 weeks? wats going on in life? i dunno....

everything's alright, it seems to be but true enough, i dun think its just wat it seems to be...

i dunno whether those words were from the bottom of ur heart or u just meant unintentionally...but when i asked again...its still the same ans...it may be a casual remark but do you noe that becos those words were from u, it hurts? it makes a difference when it comes to hearing things from different ppl...
frankly...till now...i am still unsure how important i am to the people i think they are to me...other than my family members....who are the ones that are really open to me and nv had any secrets to keep from me? i cant give a definite ans..i used to say its enough to form the fingers of a hand...but now, i doubt so.

sometimes life's easier to live in doubt...this world is filled with ppl in mask..u cant deny this fact...even if they are ones that are closest..or shd i say, seem closest?- matter closed-

wells...meet ups with my Beautyqueens finally on a weds nite- labor day eve 30th of april...thanks pretty lady to wait for me after my work )

yeah...tat's my hazel...she changed alot in terms of dress sense...and i am glad u finally made this step...u look gorgeous the way u are now...trust me =)

initial plans were to a steamboat dinner but considering the number of ppl who have eatened, the queues and budget, we headed off to Haji Lane for a thrifty but fabulous malay food. =)

so these were the illegal shots i captured down ...i gotta thank Nutty for forgoing her cotton like vest for my safety and well being, cos my top was too revealing and my blazer almost suffocate me alive...the ambience was good and food was value for $$$$ too =) xm was nice to be so supporting to be in the pic that nite...thanks lovely...for being hu u are...nv were so mushy to her but i felt blessed to have u this past decade...sayang was there too...but somehow things weren't that pleasing, i suppose my next few entries would have her inside tho =)

i enjoyed myself that nite, the fact that i have u gals ard...*mixed feelings, but i hoped everything is still the same....i nv wan to lose any of them..huimin, amy, hazel, xuemei, luijing, jorine and alice...sorry that i had to rush home cos my bro was sick...but thanks for being so understanding as well...

Tok bout work-i found this interesting looking animal at Jon's desk when he was away for his Bangkok trip =) so cute yeah?we had company's function, dinner and soon an outing....it became somehow stressful to be part of them cos i hadnt made up my mind as yet..we had dinner at Marriott and it cost my colleagues and managers a $3000 bomb for a 8 course meal for 19paxthe dessert was unique...fried cheesecake...yup...becos its desserts...i love sweets....everyone noes that...=)

Korkor treated Sakura again...and this time i had my stomach intruded with 80% desserts again... I'm alright peeps....dun worry....still alive kicking and still indulging in countless portions of desserts....

cheers! will be back soon i hope =) muacks..