halloween | Friday, October 31, 2008
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saw 5 | Wednesday, October 29, 2008
I WAN TO WATCH SAW 5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wan i wan i wan....stomps feet....
just dun understand y they make it M18 for saw1 when i was 17, and y make it RA21 now when i am pass 18 but below 21! argh....
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Finally i got my hands on Mr Beannie =)
after aeon of years i craved for, i managed to locate one branch at Simei but i onli manage to finish 1/4 of it? It wasnt TAT yummy afterall..
after pondering, i recalled tat the last time i had, was with my sayang, hei hei and 1decade at the airport. We were literally fighting for every mouth.
then i realised and understood..Labels: beannie loves
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tamagotchi??? | Tuesday, October 28, 2008
playing with my new toy after so long lol..but i got no patience u see... wells its cute la...thanxs for the tamagotchi lookalike digital fotoframe!
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Current Location: Office Current Mood: Busy
Preview for last week's Zoo trip!!! i had hella fun...entries will be up shortly... its taking 213740927497 years to complete the uploading of 467464167 shots  lotsa stories to share =) i think i get pretty emotional nowadays..family..friends..
Oh ya...Eugene i hated the way u doubted me..tat is call slander!
Note BeautyQueens: i wan full attendence the next Sunday(9 Nov 2008) Monday 3rd Nov for dinner, attendence is compulsory.
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rants | Monday, October 27, 2008
Hmmm Tuesday blues now??
EEEeeee i haven had enough of the weekends..Girls having their finals this week...and i am so worried...Esp for the little one...*headaches..
the boi's exam is over...but his aunt wants me back till the commence of holiday just to accompany him to read...lol...
can u imagine those days when i was real tired?? i almost doze off...the heavy lids almost unable to overcome my will to stay awake...that funny boi will look at me so anxiously and ask: "老师,你没事吧. 不舒服啊?"
it made me laughed within myself and became 99.9% charged to drill theories in him agn...
so hopefully tuition will end this week and i will be more relaxed and abe to indulge in my own time once agn...hmmmm work agn...
WORK AGN!!!! wells...its ok i think...i'll have Irene and the 2 noisy one to acc me till 5.30pm !
Ciaos dears....nitey nitey nite!
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 hees....i LOVE....i missed the HOTPOT at wasabi tei...=( saddens =_='''
wells...i still detest u tho...hmmm....but no choice...and ur description of the food was totally turned off tho...u get orgasm over salmons???
oops sorry ! i think the evil runs in my blood la...hahaha...
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Movied-ed (another Sat 25/10/2008)
    High School Muscial was Gr8....i love the everything...the cast was impressive...=) i wanna watch butterfly lovers, High School Musical Muscial and Twilight!! soon soon soon...... Thanks i noe how to copy my pics le...=D Labels: =)
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i have an urge to blog out everything...the uPs and Downs all these week... Labels: meet ups
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i've got my CPU revived!
like finally...i realised i am rather reliant on it...cos i have too much inside!!
i dunno where shd i start, but i definitely noe i owe my darling twins thier entry. 07/10/2008..to my dearest gals...
We had thai buffet at a Thai restaurant near Cineleisure...
For our 20th Twins...    i'm sorry i was pretty occupied for that week and the cards were rushed out in about 2 hours...but still...i hope they loved them..
Full attendence as usual...and i love u gals....including sayang u too! For making the effort to be present =)        did u see my purple extentions???the theme was polo tee for the non birthday gals...and the shou xin po were in pretty dresses =) and here's the big sis birthday gift =) Fossil =) and the Guess is for our younger sis luijing =) i love this pic....its so artistic wells, wat are we doing?????????????????????
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this is for our dearest sayang's 2oth the coming week....words filled with love =)  on our way back....no cake????yes we do!!! tat will be on the next day with 2 crazy KTV waiter tat ruins it....lol...will update soon i promise promise...  Nothing's better of having them in my life =)
oh meiyan i think i accidentally deleted our reunion get-together pics...whoops...i will see if i can find it in another memory card ...ooops...
wells...this is the onli pic we had on tat nite of KTV...cos my camera died on me....=) but we had fun...yes i had fun emoing over love songs....lol....hahaha.... So to those who couldnt make it on the 7th Oct 2008, i can onli say.....THE CAKE IS YUMMY!!!!! hahahah Labels: twins oct birthday celebration
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NEW MOON | Friday, October 24, 2008
I'M GONNA GET "NEW MOON" AND FINISH IT THIS WEEKEND =)
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ITS FRIDAY!!!!!!!(i missed the bus the 2nd time =_='')
wells...a few movies i wanna catch...=) the Butterfly Lovers looked good when i caught a glimpse of the trailer 2 weeks ago..or wells shd i say the costumes were captivating and i love romance =)  AND AND AND!!!! High School Musical!!! i wanted to catch it like ever since i noe they are filming it? =) its simply those melodies and love songs...=) ANYONE keen to catch these tgt???!!!
Irene made this for me!!!!!  on a random occasion when i whinned and say i wanna learn how to make Tiramisu..for him... Irene was so nice to make it on the next Monday for me to try!!! she's so sweet...it was YUMMILICIOUS! but i tell u...she's out to make me high...=_=''' after half the cup i literally feel the stomach burning..a little u noe,tat kinda soul drifted feeling...den i questioned that saddist..She actually mixed 2 strong alcohols of average 20% content... HTM students shd noe when we mix alcohol...the mixture usually gets stronger... i missed lunch that afternoon as the burning intense made me feel full..and missed dinner too cos i dun feel hungry at all...i'll try to make it for my gals if the try was successful =) beams*
i dunno if this long weekend was packed. But Sat will definitely be.. Just prays hard that my documents can be retrieved and i promise i'll post up all those belated pictures.. (anyone noes how to change the setting of my blog for my pictures to be copied-abled?)
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stressed | Thursday, October 23, 2008
Its a Thursday already! can u believe it? o_O'''
Trying to squeeze everything into the 86400seconds everyday..dying...cant wait for this long weekend..so i can die in my slp..so tat i could get the ample rest..
Computer repair man will be here tonight...i hope he recovers everything...
i feel i dun understand myself...shd i go BQ with Apple and those not so familiar frens this sat..I DUNNO...
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o_O | Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Nice? This pic is so unique. We can come to a conclusion, my set of teeth is not white enough. lols
It was a total embarrassed moment last night after dinner with mummy.. I literally left my slippers 5 feet away shouting for "MAMEE" when a huge dog came sniffing at me..to be precise it was a huge black dog with short legs..
Its scary..
ANDI'MREALLYSCAREDANDDUNNOHOWTOHANDLE
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sorry | Tuesday, October 21, 2008
my mind is in a whirl..yes I know I took awhile to sense something amiss..
i hope i didnt mess things up or gave the wrong idea..i admit i am slow to notice details but i dun intend to go into any r/s any soon..so i hope i put things across clear..if u noe wat I mean we are good this way arent we..
Sorry and thank u ..
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weekend updates | Monday, October 20, 2008
mixed feelings for last weekend, dreaded but felt it past too quickly too..
17-10-2008
Cancelled tuition and Fri was meet up with the project mates...=)
did guilty thing too, but i noe he wont mind... =P
den final decison to dinner was to Ministry of Food =_=''' all of us merely concentrated on the desserts and totally neglecting the main course..
and i totally forgotten i did mention i will try to make it for dessert with DumbDumb on sat...i'm really sorry...*huimin onli reminded me on sat night lols
it was nice catching up with the crazy ones, reminded bout Mr Aloy's reaction when i presents, how crazy we were for Mr Pras, our choices for our course, regrets and those nv regrets.
I think all of us were playful in mind to choose our course, and some part of us in the hidden corner did wondered y didnt we opt for JC. Struggling when we come to noe the importance of possessing a Uni cert. We could have scored so much better in other courses or maybe if we wanted we could try to get our DHL in engineering courses..
But if i had the chance, i would still go to HTM. If not i will not work in Bossini, would not be part of Beautyqueens, not to mention form the Bimbo gang and created hella nonsense in TAS..
wells...after meal was shopping..the candies from Tokyo was so so heavy...trained to punggol and bused back...too tired to think...
WW3 at home...i just finds it irresponisble for him to always shut the system's main switch as he wishes..Now that its spoilt, its non his business....cos to him its just for entertaiment purposes..he nv tot of how much impt things i kept in the desktop, how inconvenient it would be for me...and the whole family just sides him, just becos everyone is afraid that he flares up..
No use for me to make a fuss over it...I gave up trying to...i just headed to my room and shuts myself from everyone.
18-10-2008
Things was decided that way...
Had my class and thank god the haughty gal was pretty cooperative that afternoon..abit stress i really wished my kids will do well...its like my report book u noe?
i'm just very much worried for the little one...=S
and i went to collect my 200+ pics i developed...its all over my bed now...and i sorted it in piles...
had some private time for myself for some thoughts and met up for cycling. It was supposed to be an evening thing..and it ended up a night activity...thanks to my dear huimin who spent half the time scaring me with her cramps and ghostly look..i spent like 1.5 hours getting to her place and cycle to the reservoir to Hei Hei's place...=_=''' when we are at the reservoir she said she needed a break at HeiHei's place and we drop the idea of cycling in the park...
She was as pale as a paper i tell u...
We headed for some bites...and finally she had some colours back...lol...i was scared, more than amused...lol
After some random mail checking and mircosoft window shopping, it was already midnight..
We rmb we came on bicycle..Aunty Jenny refused to let me ride back...cos Huimin right from the start decided to abandon her bicycle at Hazel's and let her mum lorry back...HUIMIN u're such a failure la...den my last resort was to call my helpline..=D
Thanks for accompany me coming out just to accompany me back home...and we made it back in 20mins* exclusive of the time we went to pump the wheels at shells...and it made me wonder how on earth i actually needed 1.5hour in the late afternoon to cycle to the reservoir...HUIMIN!!!!!!!!!! lol...
Mum waited for me at the void deck..think she was too worried when she thought i'd cycle back alone..she said she saw the photos on my bed and thought i was bothered...i assured her i'm ok...cos those are my fav pictures...and was developed sometime ago...silly her...to stay up so late to wait for me...at the void deck tho...den daddy came down to check...
Thanks bestest...All...noe u peeps are reading...for the company and so much of worrying...i'm good..
and huimin u may take out the last paragraph..i didnt k ...hmmpf...thanks sweets
~smiles...
Sunday 19-10-2008
it was good! finally, MY ZOO!
nuttz insisted i cnt ps her...and min made the effort to join us...it was so funny with LJ's company...i knew thay all made it becos they knew i wanted and yeah...trying to cheer the princess up...hahah
she's so cute...we saw a marina monkey chasing the female and trying to reach out to her butt...min and i were so amused...and yes...It did it!!! omg...so funny..doggy style? or shd i use menkey style instead...
AND YOU NOE wat! liujing got ANGRy...with? the male monkey...ok i almost laughed my guts out...
i'll see how i can get all those pictures up...=)
i asked Alvin how to solve my com's prob...going to try the F8 thingy...if not...i will have to owe him a favor if he have to vroom to my place =(..ok la...he's nice la...
and yes! i rec a new toy! its so cute and i love it...thanks my 1 decade =)
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Zoo?? | Sunday, October 19, 2008
 My com's down..bloggin from my fone at mandai now..enjoyed..thanx..cos i noe the company was just to make me smile..:) and i did =D
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FRIDAY= <3 | Friday, October 17, 2008
 Its a Friday! like agn! its in a blink of an eye...
i'm very very very packed for the past few days...
its like constant tuition sessions with my kids from Mon to thurs...Dinner meet ups and lovely treats by lovely ones...
Supposed to have a session today as requested by the mum today but...i told myself i needed a break and its town with my SOLONGNOSEE poly project mates.
Work was cool of course...very busy too...I started to love this job with Fiona's and Irene's company & guidiance..it makes work easy.
I recruited 2 new temps...and finally i am not the youngest..Apple is sweet...and Rueben is er...weird but i think i will like him...
Wells...its a small small world...Amysan noes apple too!
Mok drove me to work today...tat was very sweet...i'm down with headache...a little one but TGIF...=D
it wasnt that pain and so much of heart aches now..stopped missing so much maybe bcos he didnt do anything to salvage and ithe "forget him" thing just comes to me eventually
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its already a Wed =D | Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Bwaahhhzzz...
yeah...we texted but instead of feeling those lovey dovey tinge of love, i raged in fire.
he's not a man...he's a BULL!
wateva... hmmm dinner out after tuition today...having classes with the tiny one after work...OHHHHhhhhh work was good...with the saddist Irene and racist Fiona...lol..
i'm goin to have a cute colleague soon! like tml?! she'll be the youngest in the company other than me den.
Dinner arranged with poly project mates on Fri...its like oh i missed them so...
Den sat will be a relaxed one with tuition in the early afternoon and if i could make it will be the promised desserts at MOF in the evening..
Sun, WHoos....i'm toking bout SUNDAY! we're goin to the zoo zoo zoo! how bout U U U, u can come TOO TOO TOO, we're goin to the ZOO ZOO ZOO...and of course night will be spent at the airport to pick up my dearest =)
woah...and it will be another weekday cycle den...hmmmm
and i think i am pretty interested in Sony Ericsson P1i...hmmmm.....but its out of stock for now...shall check out more on it first
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love hurts | Tuesday, October 14, 2008
 Y issit owaes like tat, that people dun treasure things until they really lose it forever.
Affected after reading her entries again. u feel the pain and their hurt and makes one wonder the blessing they are bathed in...but we just dun apprecaite or treasure when we could hold tightly on to it...human beings...
I think the worse feeling is love when its lost forever in another dimension.
i suppose that is how candice felt tooLabels: love hurts
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for my dearest sayang | Monday, October 13, 2008
Dedicated to my lovelist galfren/lao po: SAYANG SAYANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAppy brithday to you happy birthday to you! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAYANG, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!  Esp for you and my onli you okay -=) would like to dedicate this song to my lovely lady far away in Aussie spending her Big 20 with kanggies there..just wanna let you noe i missed you and loves you! 老婆 从昨天到今天还有明天 感谢老天让你们陪在我身边 爱的心痛的心等待的心 因为你们的拥抱我很放心 当初见面的不安彼此探索 也许有些茫然迷惑 朝夕相处才发现这世界中 没有人比你们更懂我 朋友 姐妹 都已不够来形容 我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容 老婆/SAYANG 老婆SAYANG 我们一起打勾勾 请记得约定的旅程到永久 its been all these while ...since Sec school, when we first gotta noe each other abruptly...from hijeting your class...becoming the calefare in your class....joining you class chalets, going home tgt after school, worrying for you, searching for you, finding and recovering your 6289642870 lost wallets, seeing you tear, making you cry, getting angry at each other, fa pi qi and not giving in, to toking our hearts out, listening to my woes, shopping kaki, tonning at your place, your lameness and blurness nv seem to stop me from laughing at you... We walked a long way tgt...6 years...closely bonded, bringing more close hearts tgt, we are nv apart tho a milluion miles apart as we noe our hearts we nv apart.      so many wonderful memories...etched in the mind.. Sayang...you're one of the last person that i will ever wanna lose... i noe you owaes dote on me alot...i noe.. from being so sensative to letting me noe last tat you are leaving for Aussie the so very last min...thanks for appearing so stong when i messed up my makeup at the airport...AND THANKS AR for saying not giving me a goodbye hug when i cant stop crying... i noe you cared...cos u noe tat i will cry...BADLY too...thanks for your companion...cos whenever i need someone you are owaes the first one to report to my side...u noe how difficult it was to leave me alone for 3 years! you gave me advices and toked into me...be the listening ear, first to noe something's wrong with me...shared our clothes, shared our everything (except bf) haha....shared our mummies...hahaha u noe wat i mean...shared your cards? literally everything=) i dun noe how life will be without u.. For this special day, i wanna wish you all the best in wateva you do, all your wishes to come true and be happy STAY REAL HAPPY in Aussie while i wait for you back here in Sing...u made me so excited for Dec you noe. i missed those vocals of yours....the way you sing the blur look you owaes give and the glutton darlin i owaes had by my side... TO MY DEAREST SAYANG again: SHEN RE KUAI LE!!!! *jumps jumsp* XOXO Labels: loves my sayang *happy 2oth
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Madness over whelms.jpg) .jpg) .jpg) i like my love my old fone front cam...Rocks...
my sony ericsson???i cant see a thing???!!!hahahahahah...another 4 days...i might need a big cry on the 18th...maybe not a big hoohaa...prob just the minor sobx sobx thing....i tried changing my desktop wallpaper but it didnt seem to react to the commands...my desktop is mad! hmmmm....ARGH!!!11.00pm le...i gotta write a QING SHU n my bloggie for my darlin le!
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Feeling weird today..tot was abit gastric but not really...just twitch of sudden pains on and off.
Crystal-jaded and went shopping for lingerine teh Sunday! prized 2 triumph bras each back with huimin. Showed mummy and made her guess which are the ones that belonged to me..She gave me tat kinda look and guessed correctly before i could comment on her attitude..Wanted to get the ones huimin got but no sizes stock..Pierre Cardin ones looked so sweet...reminded us of our dearest sayang..cant wait for Dec to see my *happy candy
the gals said i slimmed down...i'm so Happy! i tot was the credits to the new hair cut...wells..i still didnt dare to go on the weighing machine for further verification...lol
KTV rush but it was not really good..cos somehow i felt tat i dun sing tat well as before..there would be a crab feast cum ktv session with colleagues and bosses within my department next month...i need to brush up my vocals and train up a few english songs =)
decided to get in Uni SIM's July part time intake for 2009 if they go by the year.
cant wait for weekends again...for my japan and hkg goodies treats...
I got lotsa foto frames and albums from Ikea the Fri before...all ready to display pics of my loves..but the choosing and sorting of pics were real tedious...
i'm abit used to not having him ard. But still do miss him abit. But i dun wish to see him, cos i might just lost the courage to not love him again..
actually..there are advantages to being single..onli misses are those warm hugs tat i recieve every other days.
And Thanks Laojiahuo, u're a great help at work too...
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first saturday | Sunday, October 12, 2008
Saturday- Vivoed~movied~dinnereed~
It was good. Altho a little attention diverted but the day was spent good.
Watched painted skin. It was real good! animation was great, characters were beautiful, story line is awesome.
Yes i teared..i'd nv expect i would cry for a so cheena movie u noe? lol
pet safari-ed , i dunno we went there to look at animals or at human beings la...den chatted for so long...and he passed me my belated birthday present. i was like =_='' its similar to wat Eugene gave me for my bdae..both with pointed ends de! Like =O
  In comparison...its funny....do i look like i suit this kinda design?
I was the only lady there ytd. the 3 of them are pretty gentle man...and i dun deny tat Xavier is realy cute....oops.. Enjoyed myself...esp the night walk home...
hmmm...something happened to my Celine...hais....I got the girls some stationaries for Children's day but somehow Celine got involved in being accused of stealing the mechanical pencil...i m so damn angry but for some weird reason, i didnt take pic of the sationaries...argh...i took the ones i got for Yang Kuan..argh....
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thots | Friday, October 10, 2008
他还是不懂 要说什么杯子都已经空了 闭上眼睛 心里下起大雪 天寒又地冻 是不是到了爱情结帐的时候 只剩下各自买单的寂寞 为什么当我推开门 他没有来拉住我 他还不懂 还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留 如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔 他还不懂 永远不懂 一个拥抱能代替所有 爱绝对能够动摇我 要用什么 融化这一片沉默 在四周的冷空气里叹息 化成烟飘走 过去的种种 在心里滚成雪球 怕还没说话泪就会先流 爱不是他给得不多 是不知道我要什么 他还不懂 还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留 如果开口那只是我要来的温柔 他还不懂 永远不懂 一个拥抱能代替所有 爱绝对能够动摇我 都是背了太多的心 愿流星才会跌的那么重 爱太多心也有坠毁的时候 他还不懂 还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留 如果开口那只是 我要来的温柔 他还不懂 永远不懂 一个拥抱能代替所有 爱绝对能够动摇我 在第一时间拯救我 X fingers crossed...hope this weekend will be easy. hope u will enjoy urs too. i noe u love me, but with ur stubborn character u love urself more.. tuition and hitting vivo tml....hope i'll be good.
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NEW HAIR CUT! | Thursday, October 09, 2008
Alyssa makes me so wanna try Botak Jones *bites
wells! i actually went to this salon- ALYSSA to trim my hair..(there's really this salon)My hair's shorter and i like! i dunno y but maybe its becos i wan it a little shorter the want made me so delighted after getting it. haha...=) i hurt my leg badly, and my scalp too =( the extentions bruised my scalp la...haha...and the new heels literally tore off my skin =( i almost cried when i limped into gaurdian to get the plasters. He came to my mind first thing before i could react. Dunno. Weird rite? Okayys and there was this aunty who was so kind to offer me a chair and chatted abit...i was lucky tml is a fri and i can be on flats and its yayness...i think i sprain my ankle too =( argh...
Its Fri already wor...tats fast...cancelled tuition for Thurs and Fri. Tired week.
Nutty darlin promised Zoo with me =) Alot of promises tat i noe my frens will fufill for me for you...Yeah was Fiona's Birthday! how come they look so radiant i look so dull??? =( i'l like the youngest! incredibly youngest one? Like her...she is very patience to me ...=) and the cake is yummy from Bakerinz =) shall get tat for alice's birthday =) pretty??? my effort....i need to go down China town for materials again and Ikea probably tml? wanna keep my weekends packed..dun wanna think so much...So sat's tuition and meeting Mr Low for dinner at Vivo =) den i promise to drop by to visit Jenson to assure i am normal =_='' Hope sunday will be a full day out to the zoo and animal farm =) *smiles. and its a Monday again? Days past fast isnt it?
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well..Today's topic over lunch was the OHSOSWEET things bfs and hubbys had done for them.
I just listened quietly, listening with envious.
Fiona's 15th anniversay with her husband. And he texted her a romantic msg of asking her if he could be honored to go out for dinner with her today..
All those last min rush, plucking of flowers becos florists were closed, those cuddles,hints and candied toks.
I smiled and "wowed" along.
All hinted Nathanial. i dunno. i liked Nathanial's smile. Think its similar to Eugene's. ok i noe i'm thinkin too much..
Gwen sudd asked if i am going for a date today as i put on the dress with a knitted cardigan. a forced smile and i said i just broke up.
hualalallala lots of why and wat...
wells. i was not casually dressed becos she was back..=_='' i think i am so gonna rush home later to change down those killer heels. tats y its called killer heels. It Kills.
somehow everything seemed to be able to link to him. We were toking bout planning dinner at angmokio for crab...hmmmm...
goin for the haircut today and i think my scalp is suffering from blue blacks..its really pain =X
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=D | Wednesday, October 08, 2008
i was having so much fun with Irene back =) i realised the HRs are all shorties la! lol...it was hilarious when i ditched my heels and walked barefooted ard...they were shocked can!
She got me Kawaii Hello Kitty stuff from Taiwan and i love the tie dan can...its not too hard..very nice...TML's Fiona's birthday...just abit -_-'''u noe to noe tat boss gonna be back..cos she might comment of my extentions...
toking about extentions...it freaking hurts my scalp can!!!!!!! i couldnt take it and asked mummy to help me pincer it off! the fake with so many of my reals!!!!!!!!!actually red is not bad la....BUT pain...if u put it at the back of ur head near ur neck la...these 2 streaks are from there la... gonna update twin's celebration prob weekend??? i was looking at sayang's celebration last year...AWWWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwwww u noe how much i missed my sayang saynag( now without her cannot *jump jump * liao =(
  i wan the zoo! i need the ikea! i have to go salon! i'm meeting gay fren*whoops*
i'll be ok...really...and thanks...(for checking me on and off and making sure i didnt just kill myself without saying bye -_-'' its so frequent tat i was wondering how come i am still alive after like zillion times? i'm really ok and thankful i have a nice fren like u dumb dumb lol!)
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HAPPy Birthday TwinS- 07/10/08Hearts u gals...my cam died on me last nite and so i couldnt take many pretty pix of them down. tat's the best that my W910i can produce! wells better than nothing.. i meant the 8 pages sms man! =) i am so amazed i wrote that to my 1 decade bestest (Xue Mei) :We've walked a long way , from bullying u to bullying the other guys in Pri Sch, to getting into Hai Sing randomly, crashing ur classes, noe the season gals then the Beauty Queens, graduate and to poly, watching her walking into god's arm, mugging, job hunting, tears-joy-anger-frustrations-laughters, 10 birthdays (i rmb u didnt give me the mentos on ur 10 year old) we've walked so far tgt! : i wanna see u date ur ideal guy, i wanna hold ur hands and guide u down the church aisle just to warn ur man nv to bully u, i wan to spend our husbands' money till they cry in our husband's arms, i wanna watch our kids grow tgt and become the next generation's BFF then get married,sing karaoike tgt when we cant walk, grow old tgt and spend the next 10 decades laughing at each other's wrinkles. THANKs for being my fren =) *tat is specially for u my special fren tat acc me for the 10 years. liujing. sorr i am biased but yeah the sms i texted u was from the bottom of my heart too=) it was XM tat brought me to the special u too..love u gals =)
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Created at 10:15 PM
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My loveliest..when i'm confused and needed advices, they guarded by like angels sent from heaven..my 20year old angels:)
i woke up to the morning msg, hoping it was u. But it wasnt. my heart wanna text u so much but my mind doesnt seem to obey. Even to greet u good morning as a fren,i'm not confident, afraid tat i will noe we arent even frens to u was it Pride? i cant get it right. i'm acceptin things this way now..
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Created at 8:45 AM
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N-U-M-B-E-D | Tuesday, October 07, 2008
i still cant get used to the new heels, maybe it takes sometime, need it to be seasoned or shd i say i need to get used to the pain?
wells..put on my comfy today cos i am goin to enjoy myself tonite
i can seriously bow down to u ppl. How did you manage to take it so easily, or did i took mine pretty seriously this time round.
its like daily dosage of anaesthetics , day by day i get more immune and less pain, 2 weeks later maybe, i supposed it will be totally numb
Oh did i wanna say i typed a 7-8page long msg last nite, my most de yi msg for my 10 decade old gf, and my stupid phone hanged on me 3 times and i actually completed the msg after 25 min and fell dead in bed...lol..
i have itchy hands, and i think the purple extention is too loud for work...its rather exaggerating esp when i am meeting people later..lol...i look like a chao ah lian cum immature freak doing HR..lol
OHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhi need my sugar dose!! 
when a msg comes in, i still do check my cellphone if its him, but on a reality check, its time to wake up tat deluded side of me. still unwilling to del the screensaver and details, cos i noe if i do so i will forget eventually..i need some time like i've mentioned
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Created at 8:49 PM
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actually after thinking so much.
WHY shd i be so upset?? yeah becos i love him..yes yes yes...i noe
Budden..he was the one who gave up on his part...i seriously think i am a good gf compared to other gals and its not tat i have no suitors right! =_=''' damn! feel so naive getting so upset over him for the past few days. I'm not even sure is he upset for saying those things to me..
If he thinks otherwise or dun treasure this relationship i dun think he is worth my love. Shouldnt have dump mine all in tho...
wat was our argument about-Him still taking cigerettes frequently? i dun wan my husband to puke blood in future..he doesnt understand.
not tat i am atrocious asking him to do the impossibles that will hurt him or his pride, or childishly throwing my temper for nothing making him embarrass,or trying to demand him to get me things that is unreasonable.
i noe i didnt ask for anything in this relationship, onli for his love, attention and him being happy.i really tried to do alot just for his smile.
wells. if he thinks i am not his ideal gal den why force him ? i believe i can find another boyfren tat appreciates me and think i will be his perfect gal rite? =)
till den. i wan u to rmb *Eugene u took the wrong step for letting me go. Pride cant bring one anywhere.
But u promise me right before u asked me to be ur gf, tat we will still be good frens in future. So i really hope tat it will turn out that way. i felt better le...alot...ALOT better =) i'm letting go and i wanna fall in love agn..with the person hu really appreciates me. OK DEAL* pact * hi 5^ * giggles
ok enjoy myself later
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Created at 4:55 PM
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i feel so bimbotic hmmmm*BM | Monday, October 06, 2008
wells, hmmm u guys are really discouraging..=_='' *idiots.
ok fine. this time round i knew i had to trust you guys instead of my feelings..
Damn! i didnt noe this time it meant so hard.
yes, i'm still still upset, tossed in bed, teared, got tired and posted the previous entry on from my hp...ok stupid me..
but i'm good...really...glad that this week's packed..esp the weekends..
give myself 2 weeks...Oei...this is the first time i really felt such distinct hurt feelings..So yeah...after the 18th??? it will be truly over ok..NO MORE FEELINGS for him...( i told myself that will be the last time i cry for him) just like him on the other end telling himself that he had taken me out from his life =)
*smiles
wells a few things i have to get used,
- feeling a little empty on my finger
- not having the pokeyness from the necklace on my neck
- getting used to him not being the first and the last in my inbox
- weekends without him
and stop loving him. iwill.
i almost texted him last nite..but i cooled myself down and tot, its not worth..i've held on all these while but maybe he was tired..
*just dun let me see him from now till 18th, i'm sure i can do it. *
and Eric u are an ass la..lol..i'm sorry i wasnt much affected with u the other time. Hahahah...But thanks for being here..And Low..thanks for being sarcastic, i'll be fine..i dun need ur first time *laughs*smiles..
Sayang, i'm really really alright..i love u..*hugs
Queens: at least now i noe i will see the full attendence at my wedding in future..
changing bf is like changing new shoes! really...the feeling is the same...its pain but u have to get used to it..for a better one on u?
Eugene, i put too much into this relationship. Maybe we or more precised, me, some time.
Things didnt turned nasty, i still love that smile on u. So keep tat on, it cheered me, so do use tat and i am sure ur next gal will love it as much as i DID =)
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on a sidenote,
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWwwwwwww i need a haircut badly man!! BTW, i didnt remove my streaks of purple and red extentions on my hair for work. Fiona said it was nice and ok not to remove=) hees...more purples if i hit town soon =)
the kids asked whether i dyed my hair? den i replied no
hmmm...maybe i'll meet my gf to acc me for my haircut this Fri, if not Mr Low will have to pei me to the salon on sat den=)
note: i will open my blog to public as long as i think i am ok to do it k=) soon soon *cross fingers.
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Created at 8:59 AM
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Are u feelin relieved nw? | Sunday, October 05, 2008
 If you really loved me,you would have done somethin. I can't accept e fact tat u could let go just like tat..tat tat was how much u claimed u loved me..hurts..cos u just assured me tat i really loved u more than u did all these well..u are sleepin soundly are u? I can't. *************************
Created at 11:16 PM
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we officially broke off..days ago we were still toking bout our trip overseas, i was still thinking of alot alot of things..
was his decision. was thinking maybe i needed some time, some space for myself.
nv tot of locking *joyjoyleo* but i tot i really needed a space.
after so long. 18-08-06 to 04-10-08. 13 months.
maybe from the beginning, i was just so unsignificant.. no matter wat comment or whose opinion, i held on..cos to me he was really special.. i do loved him..
the msg he sent was hurtful..tho handling it maturely,but i finally understood how much i really meant to him onli..really...i felt no assurance, the 13 months tgt,but there is nothing i can do , i cant force him i cant do anything.. i really did my part in this r/s, i think i would nv do so much for another person.. haha..
i'm trying to take things really easy...maybe time caould bland things out...
Give me some time ..
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Created at 1:53 PM
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Feeling: S.O.O.L
mesmerised by those smiles. But sometimes those smiles doesnt outshine those faults
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Created at 2:22 AM
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things may not be smooth sailing all these while but yeah i am glad i am me.
its good to noe tat i am being missed..u are being missed to sayang from far far away here.
Giraffe miss called and i think candice was drunk at eeh background i supposed..didnt join them at timbre but yeah promise a next time soon..
Woh! so he was there at the track, glad to see him there =) sometimes its just the give and take.
And there, the gift was gorgeous, becos the tots and heart was deeply etched
After hearing the recorded msg, i noe u deserve better baby.
and yeah this day was fruitful and yes maybe its time to really think things through cos r/s will onli balance up when both parties are willing to put the equal effort in.
time flies...its another Sunday...counting down to mon tues and weds, maybe not to weekends tat badly.
Shall try to make my attendece present on Tues yeah=)
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Created at 2:01 AM
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baby giant monster =) | Thursday, October 02, 2008
the 6 months Giant Monster..His grip scares..  tats my uncle with the grandson. the chubby big one..THE MONSTER I CALLS =)
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Created at 11:04 PM
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It was that Sunday- Last Sunday
it was a saddening day tho.. supposed a breakfast with mummy daddy and boy for Joo Chiat Prawn noodle...but in the end was just a disappointment. Made me realised sometimes people who stood by made not be the ones tat would be.. Boy was lethargic and it was unbearable to drag him outta bed. Mum gave a surprising and undeclinable excuse tat she cant make it for cousin's dropping by. Dad 's "you willl make ur way back after the meal as i will have to go seomwhere else after tat." was the last straw that broke the camel's back. You wouldnt understand how upset i felt the very moment. Do u understand its not the food, it was the company i yearned. Glad there will owaes be someone there supporting me silently and willingly.
Made the Yummy to fill the tummy   it was ex ..100+ for the 3 shares...it may not be comparable to sakae or sushi tei but it was the bonding and the interaction that was priceless =) mushroom soup tat evening was delicious too     tat smile. it was thier effort. credits to min min and hei hei =) hugs tight
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Created at 10:36 PM
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Its a somehow short and long week. glad becos weds is a public holiday-Hari Raya Puasa.
i still dunno wats the difference between Hari Raya Puasa and Hari Raya Haji. Anyone can clear my doubts please?
Wells. its oso the OHSOSPECIAL Children's Day ytd =) 1st Oct 2008
Had my tuition with my girls today and passed them the mechanical pencil and sanrio pencil+ eraser. They are happy. hope it motivates them to do well in thier finals. *Prays hard.
met up with Boy for Bunny House after my tuition sessions. Late. often keeps me waiting nowadys. Boy, we dun really have that ample time tgt u noe? Forgiven.
cos i am often late Shopped.
got a pair of heels. didnt noe y i got it, i got it becos i have to get one. WELLS. its hard to find shoe tat i like so this pair looks identical to my current one. =_='' Movied.
HOUSE BUNNY was good & entertaining. so much better than THE BEST FRIEND'S GIRL.really i apologize for the interest for the movie
Dinnered.
had ajisen.LIKE FOREVER??? its like the onli thing boy liked. Volcano ramen. he will perspire like nobody business and he swell very big! * i meant his lips tho.
WAT~ELSE~WE~DID??? i forgotten...days with him ended too quickly and too random at times. BOY since when did e last took a decent pic of us? i forgotten. so i am forced to put an ugly chao ah beng here.
an unsucessful rubic's cube hidding at his butt! he sucks at tat...i cant fix nuts outta it oso.... i dun like boy! he's onli surprised me once for the freaking 13going14 months...failure u! hmmpf!
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Created at 3:38 PM
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this fried sweet potato combination is not bad =) the company and catchup was fantastic tho..
Everyone's moving on good...janie is enjoying Uni's life. Cher is waiting for Adrain back from Aussie's training, while Ceci me and yan are working and enjoying life till school next year...hmmmm .....cant wait to see them again. and i missed Temasek Poly's Design School's... chicken chop with spaghetti, sunny side up and extra nacho sauce....booo....='(
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