rantsncurses

I'm in the bottomless-pit depression mood when i got to know that his trip will be a close one month training..
Ya-Da Ya-Da wateva...do u noe in the midst of your anticipation for your longed training in Taiwan,it saddens me becos u couldnt spend the most significant shortest month of the year with me..

y?
-Bcos FEBRUARY's gonna be an interesting month for me!
-Bcos u are telling me we are not spending Val day tgt- wats the point of having a Valentine and not having a Valentine Day?
-Bcos we're not gonna celebrate our 18th month, our 1 and a half year anniversary that i looked forward since last year. Precisely bcos its the 18th month on the 18th!
-Bcos u wont be there to give me opinions for my Annual D&D!
-Bcos u wont be giving me advises for my competition Finals.
-Bcos u wont be accompanying me for my Uni application.
-Bcos u literally skipped and missed my entire FEBRUARY!

This is like the chinese saying- 希望越大，失望越大。
shoudnt have anticipated so much...DAMN...Fine...wells...ironically isnt it good, dun need to bother bout Valentine's day present, dun need to bother bout anni celebrations, no need to crack the head on how to places to go...

I&T^* (*^^*$&769867032087)&)(*(>M{p!!!!!!

Ok i'm just not happy.