Happy 2010

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Happy New Year. =)

New year eve's didnt work out...What's done cannot be undone...

My 2010 resolution will be - i will be doing it for myself.

End of 2009

Can you believe it?

Its just a couple of hours to the end of 2009.
This year is a quick year, faster that i have ever expected. A year of choice, decision, shouldering of responsibilities, time management. It aint easy at all.

Career

Luck was on my side when i came into my company. Was given alot of encouragements and help for the past year by my lucky stars. They showed me the way out when i am confused and sheltered me from lotsa possibilities of getting hurt. I am really very appreciative of them. Being a colleague and also a fren.
All i noe is that this is a place i know i will look forward to every Monday =)


Studies

Initially i thought poly studies will be a full stop to my journey in education. After considering the practicallity the realistic truth in the society, i took up a part time degree with UNISIM. This 3+ years course is really a tough journey. Having to cope with the tiredness, finance and workload. But this is my choice. I will have to do it to my best.
Sem 1 was unexpectedly rushed and tedious. However, i did myself proud. 3 As and 1 Bs..
A pat on my shoulder. Not to mention i really met some nice groupmates in school, very interesting ones and i am really glad i've them and of course they picking me...Anna, Yusri, Huimin, Aihua and Ken. credits to you peeps
I really hope that the year ahead would be an eased one.. and i am not going to disappoint myself..

Relationship

Still as close to my Queens, they are always my pillar of support when i am down. Constantly reminding i am being loved and my presence in this world is significant because of them.
Mediators when i am in dilemma when it comes to relationship problems, being very good *teachers* when it comes to school work, awesome companies when i am alone and just nee4d someone there and never fail to lend me the listening ear that i ever needed.
I love them. <3

Bims.. Haha...my cranky gang that i met up once in a blue moon. Nv fail to entice me of the happenings in their life once in a while and we love it when we do crazy things tgt. This really makes me anticipate for more of them. They really dfid made a diiference in my life.

Eugene. my potato.
This year marked our 2nd year tgt. Not easy i can say but seriously i felt the the changes and effort put in.
He have been there in my life and a part of me that can nv be replaced. Having him with me makes me feel a whole. I cant imagine myself without him. Its like limbless feel...hahahah....
Working out things tgt aint easy. There are certainly things that he does that really touches me and makes me feel i'm glad i have him. Not to mention, there's times that pulls me down to a endless pithole that makes me wonder if i had the ability to hang on.
And thank god i did.
The most precious thing i got from him this year was when i asked him if there is a time that i am facing a choice and lost my directions will he hold me back. His ans was: I will hold u back now le... cos i cant imagine without u my dear..

Thank you baby, u assured me
His reply that i was right all from the start. love u and hope you will hold my hand and walk down this road towards the future of both of us.


Family

I have a new member in my family. Colgate...
Hahah...He made the family bond a little closer. Naughty one which timely turns the house upside down. Esp getting on my mum's nerve when his Pee nature calls...
He's going a year in a couple of days, our Jan Baby
Financially, my family is not doing very well..often get very stressed when it comes to this. But i still try to give all i can and u can nv fail hearing laughters and joy even though we are so called *broke ...lol
However, i feel that its time..to shoulder on responsibilities and learn to be strong.
Nothing beats kinship bond. Sometimes i do regret throwing my temper at them, blaming them for things that are not within their control, and having them to swollow the accusation just to make me feel better.

I am sorry mummy, papa, kor kor. I love u guys the most.. Really... I would give all to see each and every one of you happy. Thanks for doting me and showering me all the love i can ever have, finding solutions and way out for me when i am cornered to my limits.
Thanks for everylittle thing.. My aim of the year is to provide you all with more and not being so spoilt, Love u guys!

Christmas Updates & Lala Queen's birthday celebration

Christmas Updates & Lala Queen's birthday celebration

It was a truly packed and eventful week.

24th Dec was nicely spent with my gals playing Deal and Sequence at Sayang's place..had serious fun...especially laughing at Jorine's innocence in mindset and Luijing's persistence in her own way of gaming...

25th Dec was spent with my dearest. We tried a few new things...Whoops...Had Sarpino's pizza for the first time...It was good...And we promised each other to watch our diest * which is such a difficult stuff for me...=X

26th Dec was a long Saturday.
Dearest and i went to school to pay for the hefty sum of fees =(

And i dunno y he was so sweet to offer to pick my queens to Tiong Bahru for Ah Chang's porridge. I was craving so much for it.

Called Hazel and Min and HeiHei directed us there...

Whooo...i love him <3

Aftermath, he sent us all home and i hit the hay to prepare for Alice's 21st birthday celebration!!

Hitched Hazel's car in the evening after her picking up the cake from Choc a Bloc.

Introduced Paul to all of us and we headed to the Korean Restaurant!!!!!!! Whooo...it was great...i am so going to bring my boy there soon soon!!!

After math we headed to timbre for our celebration and Christmas Gift Xchange.

It was so much well spent!!!!!!

28Dec was well spent with Dear Dear. Argh...i a had cravings for KFC and yes we went =X accompanied boy to NTUC to get essentials for his healthy meal and yup i bought bmummy some real expensive cosmetics and face care...wells....glad she liked them..

P.S: I am gonna upload pics via photoscape....the blogger loading is hella slow...

December 20th

=)

I'm back!!!!!!!!

Got my results and its 1 B+, 2 A- and 1 A

Phew...Boy is in camp for commissioning parade today..so i am here blogging till its time to meet Low for dinner.

=) u noe wat...Boy finally got me a camera that i wanted since aeons ago for Christmas...Know its a huge slice of meat from his heart to part from his money but he did!!!!!!!!!

Got a PURPLE Canon Ixus 200IS =)

He is really sweet these couple of days...things he said, like the other day when i said thank you for the camera, he replied as long as he can give he will try to give =o

You noe...sometimes when i casually asked him what we do if i went off with another guy? He will always reply he will not hold on cos my heart is no longer with him...But on the 17th Dec, he replied me :" i will hold u back nw le, becoz i cant imagine without u my dear.

BTW we just passed 2 years 4 months on the 18th of Dec 2009, time passed fast yeah?

I was seriously very touched and moved for his words....Never was i so sure of his love for me..

The new toy can really take some real mouth watering looking pictures of FOOODDD!!!!!!!!!!!

Just some random day on the 17th Dec , Thurs. Ceci texted me for dinner...and yeah i liked the crappy session when she poured wverything which happened in couple of months to me in like 2 hours!??? She's so cute...so funny....Its good to just have dinner and do some catching up with your frens...i like tat!

His 42.5 KM Run

This weekend was a great couple of days.

I was having a HEAVY flow that Monday. Uber emotional.
Boy met me on Friday at my place and claimed that when my aunt visits i am extremely emotional and violent.
i didnt really like the description and seriously from the bottom of my heart didnt want to see him on Saturday.

SATURDAY 5TH DEC

But for some weird reason, he came down. While, probably becos he felt my *i dun wanna meet u* was an ironic threat.
Kor wanted a dinner out becos he has cleared his leave and will be heading back to office next week. So we sent Colgate to the Pet kennel for trimming and headed off to Ding Tai Feng.
Dad's treat.
Colgate is a handsome little boy when we retrieved him...hahah...he is not fat la...so tiny when we got him back.
Won him twice in Deal. Haha...i tot was becos i came red..

SUNDAY 6TH DEC
Boy signed up for the full marathon of 42.5KM run with Standard Chartered. So he woke up at dawn? 3am? and headed out for his run.

Initially i texted him the night before whether he really wanted me to go down to *support him after his run. I thought maybe it was not a need becos he maybe too tired to entertain me and rather after he wash up he would probably be ending up sleeping at my place with me surfing the net.
He didnt reply my text so i went to sleep thinking he would reply similarly and that i wouldnt have to wake up early that morning.

It was around 8am when i randomly check my cellphone and was "awakened" by his , Yes i want you to be there, Muacks.

Oopsie, misforeseen. Lol.
Washed up and dragged myself to the Padang as he anticipated his run to end 10.30am. I reached 10am.
And waited aimlessly for 2 hours before boy contacted me.

Sweet one actually put the encouragement words as " FOR JOYCE"
I was really very gay! little deers bumping in my heart...hahhahahahaha....Very sweet indeed to wear that for a 6 hours run...hahahah...
*smittened. Yes i am. For the love gesture you did specially for me.. I was thinking lucky i went if not he would be disappointed cos i wont see his back tag..hahahah..
He said he was okay and would ask them to take a picture.

Alright,i promise a 5 km with him next year. No way for 10km lol!!!!!

oh it was really an EVENTFUL DAY!!!!

After sending Andrew back, drove back to my place for him to wash up and call for lunch/dinner???
On our way back, we shared a DIRTY LITTLE SECRET!!!!!! lol...i thought it was his *dirty little secret though...hahahahha...
It was so so hilarious, awkward, dangerous and once in a life time experience for him i think...
Seriously i think he should appreciate me for being so nice to render help at such *emergency situation...hahahahah...

Eugene, dun bully me ar...if not i might *accidentally let the cat out of the bag..

Wells....so anticipating for next weekend when boy's bringing me out for Dim sum and Jap buffet !! Yeah!!!
And i'm coming back for work on the Sat.

Following week will be KTV and meeting of gay friend AND RESULTS RELEASE!!!! mamama godness!!!!!!!