End of 2009

Can you believe it?

Its just a couple of hours to the end of 2009.
This year is a quick year, faster that i have ever expected. A year of choice, decision, shouldering of responsibilities, time management. It aint easy at all.

Career

Luck was on my side when i came into my company. Was given alot of encouragements and help for the past year by my lucky stars. They showed me the way out when i am confused and sheltered me from lotsa possibilities of getting hurt. I am really very appreciative of them. Being a colleague and also a fren.
All i noe is that this is a place i know i will look forward to every Monday =)


Studies

Initially i thought poly studies will be a full stop to my journey in education. After considering the practicallity the realistic truth in the society, i took up a part time degree with UNISIM. This 3+ years course is really a tough journey. Having to cope with the tiredness, finance and workload. But this is my choice. I will have to do it to my best.
Sem 1 was unexpectedly rushed and tedious. However, i did myself proud. 3 As and 1 Bs..
A pat on my shoulder. Not to mention i really met some nice groupmates in school, very interesting ones and i am really glad i've them and of course they picking me...Anna, Yusri, Huimin, Aihua and Ken. credits to you peeps
I really hope that the year ahead would be an eased one.. and i am not going to disappoint myself..

Relationship

Still as close to my Queens, they are always my pillar of support when i am down. Constantly reminding i am being loved and my presence in this world is significant because of them.
Mediators when i am in dilemma when it comes to relationship problems, being very good *teachers* when it comes to school work, awesome companies when i am alone and just nee4d someone there and never fail to lend me the listening ear that i ever needed.
I love them. <3

Bims.. Haha...my cranky gang that i met up once in a blue moon. Nv fail to entice me of the happenings in their life once in a while and we love it when we do crazy things tgt. This really makes me anticipate for more of them. They really dfid made a diiference in my life.

Eugene. my potato.
This year marked our 2nd year tgt. Not easy i can say but seriously i felt the the changes and effort put in.
He have been there in my life and a part of me that can nv be replaced. Having him with me makes me feel a whole. I cant imagine myself without him. Its like limbless feel...hahahah....
Working out things tgt aint easy. There are certainly things that he does that really touches me and makes me feel i'm glad i have him. Not to mention, there's times that pulls me down to a endless pithole that makes me wonder if i had the ability to hang on.
And thank god i did.
The most precious thing i got from him this year was when i asked him if there is a time that i am facing a choice and lost my directions will he hold me back. His ans was: I will hold u back now le... cos i cant imagine without u my dear..

Thank you baby, u assured me
His reply that i was right all from the start. love u and hope you will hold my hand and walk down this road towards the future of both of us.


Family

I have a new member in my family. Colgate...
Hahah...He made the family bond a little closer. Naughty one which timely turns the house upside down. Esp getting on my mum's nerve when his Pee nature calls...
He's going a year in a couple of days, our Jan Baby
Financially, my family is not doing very well..often get very stressed when it comes to this. But i still try to give all i can and u can nv fail hearing laughters and joy even though we are so called *broke ...lol
However, i feel that its time..to shoulder on responsibilities and learn to be strong.
Nothing beats kinship bond. Sometimes i do regret throwing my temper at them, blaming them for things that are not within their control, and having them to swollow the accusation just to make me feel better.

I am sorry mummy, papa, kor kor. I love u guys the most.. Really... I would give all to see each and every one of you happy. Thanks for doting me and showering me all the love i can ever have, finding solutions and way out for me when i am cornered to my limits.
Thanks for everylittle thing.. My aim of the year is to provide you all with more and not being so spoilt, Love u guys!