Hate

I hate myself at times.
Detest myself for being so softhearted dealing with mankinds.

I wished i had the will to be strong on my stand, i wished i neednt have to get worried and over flustered about your well-being, i wished i dun have to get bothered about everything of u..

F**K-ed

i can do it. i know i can, but why is there another mirrored me standing in my way?
Y do i see the moments of u flashing in my virtual sight?
Y do i have to think of u spending ur bdae alone, worrying tat u cannot manage your timetable, anxious that u arent contactable outfield, bothered if you are on proper meals and not stocking up on instant noodles, paranoid about ur backaches, pains and discomforts..

i should just stay away from u.
these will all be overcomed soon.

ive made it past 14th Feb, wat's another 18th Feb? It doesnt make any diff to you too.
i will soon be