my March wednesday~

i guess i can NV multi task...hmmm

Wednesday, 28th March 2007
mummy tempt me to stay home by saying she'll make me the shark fin...haha...yummilicious!

and there u go..real pieces of shark fin...luvs~yup my fav

nuttz whipped up some nice dishes for me at home ...but still i didnt have the creme brulee i craved badly..our new member for the gang...our new galfren!!! hees...he's so adorable la...see the jailbird polo!! and look carefully at his socks..matching ones...haha...i was so amused....and teh spontaneous and sporty him was certified to being one of our so calle*Queens~he claims tat he is anti-pain...and we experimented on it...it was proven true...haha...and see how elastic he is...heees...evil us!!!

had a indepth tok over supper~ SOmetimes its really hard to handle friendship..

it hurts to feel u dun care...sometimes i think tat our relation had distant over the years..sometimes i pondered tat maybe i was just A FRIEND to u..sometimes i wondered i had a position in ur heart like i had u in mine...

i would bluff myself tat its just u tat u wont show ur love for me, i would convince myself tat u are owaes there silently, watching and listening by my side, i would blame myself for not being tat understanding tat u might be busy or i just misundestood u..but the truth..i felt tat its more like i am decieving myself as days passed

i dun wana lose u as a friend, a special someone tat accompanied me for almost a decade..sometimes i just need a little attention, a little candy from u to make me smile..tat is all i ask for..You think it doesn't hurt me, looking to my left and right to see there is no you.

Thanks nuttz and sayang for being there owaes without fail, clearing my doubts and lending me the shoulders to cry on...

nuttZ darlin~ my lovesjojomomo sayang ~my dear

Wells perhaps it would be safe...To let our friendship mend..Push those thoughts behind and make the questions end...*smiles* and welcome my newgalfren and the sharings tat was very much appreciated ~
with their company...there's owaes no short of yummies indulgencethe sinful indulgence set me on my aim for the rabbit diet of lettuces cabbages tomatoes and carrots...for the well being for my burnt pocket and stressful weighing machine...haha...

the vainity in act~today's mood
( sweets-honeyfied and butterflies )