rants feelings schdules

okays...no sentosa tml kies...lols...cant stand u all...hmmpf! i was nice trying to let u all meet more guys ma...haha....=X

ok !!! i take back my words k...its naughty me can..haha??? haha...no blurting of my secrets in this blog here ar...and i mean it...i kill....

yes so most likely my schedule till 9th is fixed ya...and it better be of no changes...and hope work comes after those days....
5th: baby and movie yearns
6th: raffles app cocktail , meetin up nice peeps and most prob get my certs!
7th: baobao hatch day celebration wif my lovelies
8th: michy hatch day cum science centre fieldtrip for the children wannabes / shit i realise i promise my ktv with my queens too!! die
9th: meet up wif buddy most prob, or meetin up the LMPS as promised long long ago haha...
( oh ya...those involved in the ktv in town on the 12th pls get back to me soon kies...)
i am so bloody broke...and i mean it cos haha...high maintenace fees these few weeks....

hmm...went to shop for stuffs, but still not all completed as yet... was er angry but i have no reasons to be angry and ya...just tat u are SUAY can!
if those things were realised by u...most prob i will take up fishy's suggestion u noe..and i really made up my mind maybe we should try tat out..i wanted to tell u bout it but was still held back...and luckily i did cos i still think u haven got ur feelings rite...u love ur ex and u like me....tats wat i felt....
well i think it doesnt matters now...
but still...thanks for tat night walk...

whereas on the other hand...
u!!! i dunno wat are u trying to do...constantly trying to make me fall back and ARRrrrrrrrrr!!!!!! i dunno!!!!u can nv fail to make me amused and smiling to myself hmmm...but! giving me confusions and leading me to DUNNO WHERE!!!!!!... the way u do things is like...er...randomness but those randomness just interupts me when i decided to let it go...hmmpf! i owaes tot of those fun and its owaes thos memories tat is so vivid tat makes me think otherwise....i noe its diff but u haven made ur stand clear and its disturbing!!!
sometimes i really bu xiang li ni le...i understand now its hard...but i cant promise tat tat liking will last till den....

(btw, i'm tokin bout 2 diff individuals above k!)
and i gave myself excuses to convince myself to let others in...and to do stupid and pointless things...well...but i suppose i noe the limits to things...=) heh! u toking bout JOYCE lor...lols =D
heh...like wat fishy said...i am so easily touched if u noe wat i am lookin for...