love defines

the graphics on design school's canteen....school was as usual full of laughters and we are still the source of noise pollution...i have no idea why i was so blur these 2 days...and thanks i met angels tat saved my day....
i submitted my appraisal form with an empty envelope, left my updated project at home, almost lost my cellphone, lost myself with my stupid fren in sch, and just felt so sotong...

never imagine kind souls still exist in this reality world...ran into deren kor kor on my way home and wow! he looks perfectly good in his uniform....
human beings do change...its like WOW kinda thing...

i dun understand complications in a relationship...define LOVE pls....there's endless of meanings to these 4 letters word...
different ppl have different approach to how they define it...is it lust? like? a need? something that comes by without knowing? or issit when others have it, it became a must to have? or issit something that determines ur achievement? a tool for one to show off, to compare? something that u lost that will make u treasure and want it back? human beings are just so ironic...

was on tokin bout this issue last nite... loving someone is not loving him back becos of the hings he does for u...yes definitely, anyone tat has a heart will be touched or moved by sincerity but returning him with ur love but this is not love...unless u believe or u noe that by taking that step u noe that both of u could build up the love in the relationship...if not y carry on??? there's owaes someone meant for anther in this world...

if it was me..i would rather let tat person go...y keep someone u love beside u when u noe that his/her heart is not with u...it may not be easy to let go but by holding on will make life more miserable...y not end it soon when things arent that complicated yet?

wells...life is just so contradictin...anw...i'm just being random becos of few things that happened these few days...i'm pefectly alright if u were thinkin otherwise...i still love Eugene Koo as of now...hees...*as of now ar..lols...
missed my boy...

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my family was so interesting...daddy and mummy painted kor's room and the main door...and made a mess the whole afternoon and evening....dailed mac delivery and created lotsa jokes when i fed them their dinner due to their stained hands...mummy almost flood the room with water when she laughed...she cant stand her daugter feeding her...

they bickered the way i loved to see...random conversations tat ache the stomachs... i decided not to do up my room...cos yeah....just cant imagine ...think of the amount of things in my room....and u go picture out how it will look if i repaint my room...lols...
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by the way i think school is so not good...becos of those ppl that nv fail to corrupt my innocent mind...hmmmm.....lols....today's tok over dinner was..=_=''' Pam i wan tat art on my wrist...actually u can consider it as a permanent tatoo..tat will be interesting....and dada...u are so lame...

yup i've updated my blog links as well! =)

and darn! chap just told me the ticket price for cathay will increase to a 10.50sgd on weekend...yeah...damn!!!!!

school afterall

BACK TO SCHOOL for my last month of studies...and i seriously missed school...those days tat we crush lectures...made a nuisance in the school....run into people who greeted us but we dun rmb.. meet loevly lecturers...gobble food...do stupid things like we were nv old before....

but i cant help thing we're going to be 20 soon...i dun like the feeling of growing up....i just wished that time could stay in the teens...i wanna be mummy's gal....i wan to be doted and pampered...i wan to simply spend my days with my loved ones doing things like that...i just wan to stay in my enclosed circle of joy and satisfaction i have now...the world outside just seemed too unfamiliarly intangible and distant...i'm just unwilling to take the step out that self drawn circle i am in...wells...we hit the library the first thing the next day after our contemporary report got approved on mon...wells...gotta really thank gor gor for running up and down to school to pass me my appraisal form and send me my portfolio which i left at home and forgotten to save the updated one to my thumbdrive...he was such an angel the other ay...but turned to a monster ever since....but still!!! I LOVE U GOR GOR! hees...muacks... studied and did research...i tell u ppl in my course are damn KIASU de la!!!!!!!! i've run into like 4 of them in the national library that afternoon...how can i not be a little paranoid when evryone is like so frantic to work on their issues....WOW!!!! human beings are disgusting like i mentioned...yeah i am disgusting too ok!!we were all seriously sinked ito to materials on the table...yeah but i dun mean all of us were hard working...look closely and u can spot some idiots playing games and others flipping trhough the 2005 or 6 magazines to pass time...=_=''' but of course we had to have some food and zilian session( i didnt put camwhoring cos i read zijing's blog...lols) my new love..the bimbotic bimbo...oh my god...we had a whale of time toking bout guys...and ya....horny and stupid things...yeah and we are really wu yao ke jiu le...we tried to sa jiao at bugis vllage and i was fierce enough to sorta forced the person to give us the disc....everything under the sun can turn dirty with us...lols....ok random... shall reveal this vinx face when she send me our zilian pics...lols... huiting face was bruning red with embarrassement lor...she say she was shy...*pls lor...lols...but she was nice enough to spend the moeny she saved for my fav rockery hees...

yeah and that crazy gal bought like 3 pair of shoes in like 3 hours??? -_='

wells...this was at ajisan with my fav fishy....she rushed home and rang me to tell me she merlioned at her viod deck...poor thing....lols...i tot onli merlion melion-s....fish do so oso...lols...ok...lalalala...i noe i am lame...*wheels ard...lols...

hmmm....was thinkin bout love....heh...lets tok bout it tml den...ciaos...=)

below are the finale pics in SUNNY! nice experience...and i learnt alot of things....BYE SUNNY HOLIDAYS! memories at phuket.....

phuket retreat

I'm back from Phuket Dears!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its really a nice place for sea beach tanning and relaxation....i love~ really....so here's so pictures up for ur view....=)

wells....first to start off...the gal is sad cos she lost 1oo sgd during the trip...cos stupid her forgotten that cara slot the money in between her passport and she still happily pass it to so many immigrations until she reached the duty free shop, she realised that the money was lost...darn!!!!! angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so she told herself not to spend cos she xin li bu ping heng le....i mean yeah...if i really spent it it's perfectly alrite...but thinking the airline staff might think it was a tip for her...just felt so dumb!! hmmpf...

very sad....sobx....btw the gal was ME! lolsanw...tat's Linda and me in the office....i find her bf so amazing...he not even recognised me...even recognised potato at the airport and dear was so blur ..this is of course my beloved gal at work....cara nue er...

wells...we stayed in at Patong Beach hotel...triple sharing room due to the alternative odd one out...and yeah we indeed messed up our room...

preparation for the beach tanning and water activities....=)ok seriously...3 of us there were having a big issue with tampons....i mean when u think of Phuket it will be of water activities ma...so unfortunately great aunt's visit was so coincidental for shuping lea and me...and to save us trouble....LEA BROUGHT TAMPONS!!!!!!!!! =)

we thought it was the savior for the day....i was still amused how come lea said it was difficult and she didnt manage to put it in after 2 tries and i was teasing her how come so shi bai...until Shuping and i tried it ourselves....DARN....we had a hard time man...cant believe ppl hu slot those things inside their vagina...yeah mission failed...lols...

it was pain and awful...come to think of it its just one word-OUCH!

the whole topic thingy was about the third hole...lol....we couldnt find its location....den dun u think sex is so painful???and y are human beings doin such things!!!!!!!ok...wateva...random....lols....

in the end we decided not to force it in cos we didnt wan to lose our virginity to a pathetic cotton thing....lols......

wells...As usual...Cara Eliza and me sneaked off for a sea treat....i absolutely love the 1/2 an hour ride to FREEDOM ISLAND...the captain wateva was really nice...i just dun bother to rmb his uber long name

FREEDOM ISLANG SO WAS PRETTY!!!!!!!!!! we looked like aliens intruding into other planets cos we were like the onli asians...others were like all blonde with white skin and blue eyes...we were like...EXOTIC?????? lols....i love the sun the water and the breeze there!!!!!

the fishes were like an inch away..the sea is green and blue..the sand is fine...the sun was just alrite...omg!!! and u can do wateva u wan there...cos no one noes u! =)
this is on the flight back to singapore! loves buddy and Nue er =)of cousre we started to ZI LIAN =)
muacks!
yeah me and buddy were like fluanting our nails we did in Phulet...the price was average but i was happy to finally put on my favourite colour on my nails =)

update updates!!!!!!!!!!!

tralalalala!!!!!!!!!!!!! this will be my last entry for JAN!
cos i must have the mind control...else uncle Ben Ben will nag me agn when he sees me this new year...pouts*
i dun like reunion dinner with NON FAMILY MEMBERS...hate! cos i treat u guys as outsider!!!!!!!!!
i just wan the four of us? maybe my marmie & uncle ben ben? or ah gim ah ku with ah xiong kor kor =) TATS IT!!!!! hmmpf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it owaes spoils my mood cos it doesnt feel like a hearty lovely dinner with ppl i cant really click with over dinner...well tat's for new year....and i am definite i am excited over it and this year will oso mark another wonderful start for me*squeaks...

well like i said...i got some pics uploaded from both my fones..hees....yeah i cant get used to the new one...*pouts....so yup! KA CHING!!!!
this is my baobei mummy! she's waiting for my company for the shopping trip since zillion years ago...

the mischieve her....kns...tongue so long!

love mummy!!!!!=) noe why i love to shop with them....cos they pay and all i need is accompany and ive advice and comments....easy task eh???? and i get a feast with some prezzies =)

they splurged....and they really do! and for ur info, its "THEY"

alyssa...i dun need ur comment....cos i am lazy to filter the pic lots....hmmpf....SEEEE!~!!!!!!!!kor kor got us a clover thingy each...cos i pouted* lols....and got one....gees....hearts him...he had one with engraving at the back...and mummy got a nice chain....clover means love fame wealth & health he blessed me with...

oh! did i mention that the season gals went to safra for a ktv session last week???? ot was awesome! i feel like a singer! the system was damn good i tell u! the atmosphere was superb! i love!!!u must have the courage to be up at the platform to sing u see...=)

theres this aunty Lily who was damn flirtatious there...straight low V cut neckline and dancing like she was ever 18...she created a very high* mood! and my sayang was very much affected by it pestering us to go back asap...lols...

when we decided to leave, this Lily approached us and said we were fantastic...and asked for my no so that she could contact me cos she is in the entertaiment industry...den u noe wat???!!! my sayang looked at her once more from bottom to top and mumbled in a innocent and worried voice: "huh????? wat kind of entertaiment industry???"^ u noe with the super duper blur look she owaes have....SO FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!! and she repeated like thrice!!!hahaha...

and so coincidentally....xm mentioned my mummy's forte and that she's expert in singing and Lily wanted her name...so i said Jenny...

den she exclaimed: HUH?!! nan dao shi tampiness de Jenny!

i was like huh =_='''

yeah duh? i nodded...i live in tamp!

she was like so shocked! asking *issit the one that won so many champions, the 3 year championship? the one thst is very havoac, the one that helps out in her dad's medical hall, the one that lives in 700plus?!

i was like...-_-''' yeah....

den she was like! I NOE UR MOTHER! i will contact her! TELL HER I"M TAMP DE LILY..

i was like =0, wateva...

when i reached hm and told my mummy about the story, she was laughing her heads off... yeah...Aunty Lily often organize activities in this area...and is a line dance teacher....did asked mummy to sing in some of her activities...and she was well known to be havoac on Joo Chiat too...and mummy even told me she said daddy and her brothers to be dai dai family that dun enjoy life in the past...so funny!!!!!

wells...aniways....greatly appreciated my dearest nutty darling to queue to get my craving onion rings...muacks! the coaches there were comfy comfy too!

also!!! work aint that plain plain old same routine...we have special occassions to spice things up!its Ju Ju's birthday!!! and of cos...my fav coco exotic too!!!!!!!!!eh i meant OURS!!!!!all of oURS
and we are shifu's(CT's) tu er(s) joyce shuping and jas!

and this is my fav nue er =)CARA!this is naughty LiYu...ever hyper and cute...lols...so childish...eh! ahems...child like..owaes giving us laughters with her funny funny lame stuffs....

yup! btw!the flower that boi got for the 5th month...lols..yeah same thing...trained down to jurong point just fro dinner with him =_=''' fish and co-ed...haha...i was late.....yeah i forgotten to take the flower when we left...and yeah!!!! i was so careless that i swung the thing and realised the rose is gone at the end of the day....it was funny! with his that kinda i wanna kill u face...lols...

I LOVE U! whahahas....btw i'm going to phuket....didnt get this but a red one...not this....so until den....i wont get it from him when he sees it the pics when i'm already in PHUKET ...=)

miss me yeah? so this week will be portfolio,reflections and researched before departure! ciao!