Wednesday, January 09, 2008

responsibilities at risk

feel very stressed...actually having a blog is a very nice place to vent...

Boss selected or i can say appointed 3 of us to handle the documents petty cash and releasing and issuing of the documents when all of them are away for their so called*business trip...

i was really thrilled and excited to be one of the selected ones..i mean the feeling of being recognised and appreciated has never been this good>>i meant during the period in this company...
i feel really pampered when shifu say" wanna torture my tu er ar ! make her starve huh?!." when she realised i went later for dinner break..little actions and words do wonders u noe?!
never expect her to put so much confidence and trust in me...cos i owaes tot tat among her 3 tu er i'm the one hu gave her the most trouble...
tml will be a new beginning...a new start to prove the efficiency and capabilty of my batch! GAMbATTe!!!

hmm...sorta felt my time had been eaten up somewhere...haven even been meeting up my beauty queens lately...Awww...sadly i have been missing them real badly..i've forgotten when was the last time we met???LAST YEAR!!!! alrite...lols...in late december to celebrate lala queens birthday...but it seems aeons u see!
considering studies overseas...expenses cost and independence became the immediate factors of consideration..i couldnt portray how life will be without my loved ones here...hu can i tok to(hey! phone bills are ex k u cant be on the fone for hours!) hu can i relate, consult or cry to? mummy doesnt seem in favor as well...
local uni seems impossible unless i take private U, but wat course again? wat am i really interested in? i haven done any research alrite...haix...

sensed the red light in the relationship...time had always been a factor, not tat i dun love him anymore but sometimes its hard to accomodate to each other's schedule..tried to be understand and yes i am being but still cant forgo the weird feeling that it will be like ages tat we can meet up and for just a couple of hours cos the Monday blue is like just a minute away...and this will be like for the next few months down the road if we ever manage to pull through so far...Y is life so contradicting?

alrite..i'm being over paranoid for tml for the battle of survival in the office...lets bow our head down and pray tat we wont turn the office upside down..in the word of god we pray...*amen..=_='''

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