Wednesday, January 30, 2008

love defines

the graphics on design school's canteen....school was as usual full of laughters and we are still the source of noise pollution...i have no idea why i was so blur these 2 days...and thanks i met angels tat saved my day....
i submitted my appraisal form with an empty envelope, left my updated project at home, almost lost my cellphone, lost myself with my stupid fren in sch, and just felt so sotong...

never imagine kind souls still exist in this reality world...ran into deren kor kor on my way home and wow! he looks perfectly good in his uniform....
human beings do change...its like WOW kinda thing...

i dun understand complications in a relationship...define LOVE pls....there's endless of meanings to these 4 letters word...
different ppl have different approach to how they define it...is it lust? like? a need? something that comes by without knowing? or issit when others have it, it became a must to have? or issit something that determines ur achievement? a tool for one to show off, to compare? something that u lost that will make u treasure and want it back? human beings are just so ironic...

was on tokin bout this issue last nite... loving someone is not loving him back becos of the hings he does for u...yes definitely, anyone tat has a heart will be touched or moved by sincerity but returning him with ur love but this is not love...unless u believe or u noe that by taking that step u noe that both of u could build up the love in the relationship...if not y carry on??? there's owaes someone meant for anther in this world...

if it was me..i would rather let tat person go...y keep someone u love beside u when u noe that his/her heart is not with u...it may not be easy to let go but by holding on will make life more miserable...y not end it soon when things arent that complicated yet?

wells...life is just so contradictin...anw...i'm just being random becos of few things that happened these few days...i'm pefectly alright if u were thinkin otherwise...i still love Eugene Koo as of now...hees...*as of now ar..lols...
missed my boy...

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my family was so interesting...daddy and mummy painted kor's room and the main door...and made a mess the whole afternoon and evening....dailed mac delivery and created lotsa jokes when i fed them their dinner due to their stained hands...mummy almost flood the room with water when she laughed...she cant stand her daugter feeding her...

they bickered the way i loved to see...random conversations tat ache the stomachs... i decided not to do up my room...cos yeah....just cant imagine ...think of the amount of things in my room....and u go picture out how it will look if i repaint my room...lols...
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by the way i think school is so not good...becos of those ppl that nv fail to corrupt my innocent mind...hmmmm.....lols....today's tok over dinner was..=_=''' Pam i wan tat art on my wrist...actually u can consider it as a permanent tatoo..tat will be interesting....and dada...u are so lame...

yup i've updated my blog links as well! =)

and darn! chap just told me the ticket price for cathay will increase to a 10.50sgd on weekend...yeah...damn!!!!!

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