First of All....HAppY 21st finally malty dar dar!!!!!

Loves u deary my first Poly fren =)

To surprise her on her actual day, i ordered the smiling flower delivered to her at work. of course with a cuddly we love her =DOur little gal is smiling from eye to eye....she loves it....all done and ready for her celebration with her loves...Cant wait for tml evening for dinner....

Bims dun be late...5.30pm at Cityhall station...the one who comes late will have to plan for my brithday =) hahahahahahah....

Heavy damage today....250 on mummy's lingerine, 250 on gf's birthday present......

Birthday season kills....

just as i forgotten Joesph birthday, its very nice of him to remind me again..=_='''

The fishnatic was asking me to go fishing so i said,

joyjoy loves Transformer... says:
if im ur gf i will be hooking ur mouth and making u stay home

so Mr Oh replies

<º))))><.·´¯`·. ï åM Ä HåPp¥ ß0¥ ¸.·´¯`·.¸><((((º> says:
if you my gf, i will be chaining you up and pei me go fishing

its so funny.....missed those all days when xm and i went scoldng him for influencing Sayang...lol

Birthday parties

Bushed~

Spent too much of time on 365tom watching movies at nite.
Cant believe half a year’s gone. These few weeks has been busy celebrating 21st for dragon babies has been whining and nagging to colleagues tat being 21 too is creating a big hole in the pocket…

Feeling the emptiness in the pocket already…Should be weary of the Aug to Oct season….oh goodness…

Decided to give something special to each one of them, tired of cards..SO…shall see…

24th week was celebrating Cherlyn’s birthday at Sentosa Aloha Kampong Hut.
Witnessed the model lovely dovey and it sent all the attached ladies to a pitless jealous hole.
Tat is when I discovered the body measurements of our dearest and that her sexual fantasy would be orgy =_=’’’
Got bimbotic bim a helium bimbo balloon….=)
Pricessy Pinky…so bimbo rite???

It was real nice getting tgt with them…loves~!

25th week was to Huiting’s birthday at Downtown Costa Sands.
A wow 4 rooms bookings for diff group of ppl…=)
We slacked in a room, steal chocolates from Alyssa’s gift =X oops, camwhore, chatted and stuffed food into us! We had a slice of durian loves from Goodwood park hotel and it was hella fun disturbing the cutie who is over the other chalet who got his key to adulthood on the same nite tho…
Horny Alyssa self volunteered to make herself the attention by squeezing through the other frens from the other side to get a better glimpse of the guy…
Her supporting team then squeezed into the rooms with their heads sticking out to cheer for her…hahahaha…

Fun was the word to describe the party.

Then I cabbed down to Eunos for the already ended birthday party of my LMP. Uno-ed while the guys majhong-ed abit…Flipped cleo and took some pictures and some catching ups with a few. Cabbed back and this is the most gentlemen group of all..u get msg from all the guys to make sure u are at home…its little things that make u feel they care as a fren =) even if they behave like a kid
Next week will be Malty’s Birthday =) the clustering of birthdays are making us hard to breathe…but when u see us tgt…it’s all worth to every cent. I would give all my assets for the company, the genuine laughter and joy we had when we are together. <3>

msg error!

It was just one fine nite when we decided to drop by Jorine's place....Without Jorine of course...hahaha...and had supper with Aunty Rita before she flies back home..

The Worst mistake u can ever make- SEND WRONG SMS

i am damn amused with Mr Comedian today....Damn....

i owaes thought sending sms to wrong ppl is my forte and onli i do tat...

Hella made me laughed my stomach upside down when he called telling he sent the msg for me to u noe...lol...Jump into yellow river oso cannot clean himself now...

LOL....

its the worst thing that u can ever do in life....esp when it revolves around women and men....

hahahahaha....i experienced it 3rd time plus this...

First was my msg to Alvin but sent to him

Seond was Joseph's msg to me but sent to her.

Third is his msg for me but sent to her...

hahaha....i am so going to deny.....too bad for u.....bleas.....

OMG i am gloating over it....i should really jump into a incinerator and burn man...>.<

P.s: colgate is so adorable today...little fluff ball...

For U

So much of so much...

Trying to accept things against my likings for the believe i once held on tight..
Too much of pressure from Alpha(s) Beta(s) and Charlie(s)..too much this and that..

Used to anticipate, used to be bothered so much..they were all in past tense like i've said..
I dun look forward, i dun expect, and that is my resolution...

Now that what i did make me feel stupid aftermath, what i did is nv worthy anymore, it made me wonder if i was still right from the beginning
I began to realise 2 similar temper will nv work out, 2 different expectations and view on the perspective of showing u love , will cause conflicts...

its not this fight not this issue..
but this character and expectation that sparks things off every now and den..

If u are reading i'm sorry to say i made my own decison to this relationship.
Same old rules same old expectations tat i owaes mentioned applies...if u ever really noe what am i thinking and what i want...
By then if u still insists,i will not harbour any hope..

Its e choice between ur pride and ur assurance to me.. I nv really knew how much i was really to u..

i am unsure of myself now...i nv bear to not text u more than 24hrs...i suppose its more than 100 now..
its either i love u too much or i never really did.

Sentosa Aloha with Bims!

Friday

After irritating Colgate, i insisted lunch at Macs...unfortunately...no more purple mugs=(...Got charcoal home...not weiquan tho...lol...

headed for the IT show to get Cher's 21st brithday gift...Thanks man..i got a serious bump into the metal railings outside the show...WTF...how could they put barracks along the escalators ...seriously couldnt move my 2nd left toe now..

Luckily i have someone to whine at...HEess...=p

We spotted a Toshiba mini laptop at $899...am seriously considering if i should get it...Probably gotta google abit more and if its really worth probably call that guy and go down on Sunday...

We both got a thumbdrive, my 5 in 1 card reader, MY EARPHONE, and cher's present of cos..

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Den i insists to go for the Watsons sale...Crocs sale was too long for me to even consider whether i should take a look...and yeah!!!!! coincidentally met Fishy!!!!!den waited for her awhile and went to Raffles city to get Helium Balloon for the Bimbo!

party wasnt fantastic but the cake blowing part was good...=D

i will post the video of Adrian and Cherlyn up probably on facebook later...

Adrian really did a good job...

well organised party+ a bouquet of roses+ ordering of the cake+ mixing well with her frens+going down to IT fair to get her camera

But....of cos...we must reward him....

this stupid gal still ask the floor how we want her to kiss?

like duh??? FENCH la!!!!lol before i left..i told my gal to enjoy herself but dun zou chou shi....den her mum told me : ni hen you mo ar...

oops...lol....

my zhi lian pics....more to come...its 2am now...bathing naughty boy later...shd i go to the concert or bring Colgate for his grooming????

Awww....he must look real handsome next week to meet Boshy and Shylee....hmmmm....

Shit! i really think the card reader i bought doesnt work!!!! &&P*B*N&(&B

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logging online and see those yayadada stuffs...

FUCk..

i really spoils the mood...
like who is not upset...i tot Friday would be better..i think monday will be worst!
think i'll have to get out of the house soon...


Damn...can YY not be so nice...i feel like beating the shit outta him...lol...just kidding...

the fateful day

As much as i wished to skip the 11th June 2009, we had a hard time.

I had a tough day.

it all started with waking up to the dawn, preparing all the materials and got ready of the execution.
its not easy to face the dear ones noeing they are next on ur list. Having to keep the emotions down the stomach and do the job aint simple.

Suppressing the overflowing tears and watching them tear.. Its like forcing yorself to be a walking zombie without feelings.. Seeing my colleagues break down after the whole activity even ached my heart further...

i admit i cried when Caren and Joe left, when Irene eventually cried out when i knew that finally its over..wanted to join them so much for the badminton session but i just couldnt bring myself to..
Mercs cab sucks...
the 1 hour $42+ cab was torturous..i was on the verge to throwing up when i reached the school..i couldnt even walk properly...and i was told i looked pale...
After the payment i had to cool myself down and i was starving badly becos i haven had anything since morning...

emotions breakdown+starvation+car sick

it put me down to a bottomless pit..seriously i really wished someone could be there to asure i am fine...but that became my duty for others ...i'm really glad that most understand my role...
But thankks for the 85 porridge, the rubbish food and of cos the crash at Aunty Rita's place and the webcam nonsense...they brought back the craze me...
yeah i seriously think when i am crazy i really become crazy..

I had manual car rides...=_='''SUCKS...hate bad drivers....

I'm glad Friday is a day off....

=)

Sky Blue Gorgeous rite? its just so beautiful...

Mummy cooked uber gigantic prawns for me....take a look at its size!!! and of course...the mushroom soup i made...=) Yummy...7 bowls for the tough ones...glad they love it...

Yup updated pic of me with Black strands...and 2 patch of brown tho...i like it black =)Its gonna be tough tml...if i had the choice..IF it was my choice...

it shouldnt be this way right from the start

What is effort?
i dun understand...

What is appreciate?
maybe someone else will let me noe....

i could go all the miles for u, u just showed me u couldnt...

boss 1st anni with Husky!

It was Gwen's one year with Husky! Officially 2nd June 2009..

The HR team decided to surprise her with???HELIUM balloons =) We had a hearty lunch over at Laguna golf club and it was boss's treat =)
from left clockwise down will be...Fiona, Rebecca, Joyce, Irene, Gwendelene and George...

Randomly chanced upon this...pretty??? but dun think its practical..
Sennheiser blinged microphone and earphone....but pretty i dun deny

my baby puppy!

My com will be back on Wednesday...
I'm paying again...i am so poor la!!!!!! =(

BTW i dyed my hair black...very distinguished black...no more lian colour...
My boss calls me gothic gal now..We celebrated Gwen's 1 year anniversary with Husky and i realised i'm working close to a year too...2 more months...
I really love my GFS alot...really...i have really awesome frens around...not just my GFS tho..cos the former are irreplaceable...
They loved my Puppy...Baby...hahah...see how happy they are!
updates soon...i have loads of picture to share...SEXY ONES....WOOHOOOooooooooo!

last weekend in May 09

My computer is down again..
Thanks...

I wan a Laptop!
and but freaking ass...i just got my credit exemption...Fucking 2 modules..Some bitch told me avrg 1.5 semesters...If she had told me 2 modules i wouldnt have taken up the course...
Lets see how long the course works out and how much issit...i am on the verge to screw ppl....


Fri to Sunday was spent good...real good...

Friday was shopping for groceries for picnic and bathing my naughty boy...Yesh! his wound is healing...like finally...and i love him lots...even when he stinks...lol...

Saturday was seriously camwhore..
There were threathening dark clouds which is seriously disheartening...but we went ahead..
Met up with 2 Huimins, Xue Mei and Hazel to head off first.

Alice was shopping with Mr Charcaol whom SO GENEROUSLY got her an IPHONE...WOW!!!! *eyes green with envious*
Amy was mugging and munching books...
Liu Jing was doing OT on a fine Saturday....very very sad..

ALOT of classic happenings that afternoon to Evening and tanjong Beach!.
- We had a couple hugging a coconut tree in between and french kissing away.
- We had this puking disgusting Indian who tried to Attract Attention by wearing a bloody Thongs on the beach...F***
- There was this guy who tried to impress y literally changing his trunks out to his brief within a towel just in the middle of nowhere which happens to be so near to us..

I made sure Huimin doesnt post pictures up becos there's alot of my fatty meat in the pictures...
I did not wear bikini but i took off that afternoon...lol...Tat bra looks like bikini tho....hahahahah...

We had nice picnic but no water games....So many doggies out there...Maltese too but i did not harbour any thoughts of bringing Colgate there...He might die of overeating of sand...

On the ride back ran into Lin Jac..i thought he was very gentlemen to get down the tram so tat my gfs got board it? lol...jajajjaj...But i still think Jac is not very nice...maybe like wat i yelled to him, he was on a night hunting trip at Sentosa...get wat i mean? lol...

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Sunday!!!!!!!!!!!! Its daddy's birthday...

Had a serious BANG on the acceptance that i had to call Richard agin for the retarded CPU which died on me..
Went to mummy's salon and got myself a really BLACK head...i like the black tho...but the blue highlight failed...i think its becosi didnt bleach it....so it seems like i had 2 strands of hair not dyed..

Went for dinner with my family and seriouslg big hole in the pocket... Got a cake and rushed home just to feed naughty Colgate.
Eugene came with some munchies and Krispy crepes doughnuts ...I forgot the brand sorry...

I disliked the fact that in my relationship there is no compromise and giving in..
IT SUCKS ...really...

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