Sunday, June 14, 2009

For U

So much of so much...

Trying to accept things against my likings for the believe i once held on tight..
Too much of pressure from Alpha(s) Beta(s) and Charlie(s)..too much this and that..


Used to anticipate, used to be bothered so much..they were all in past tense like i've said..
I dun look forward, i dun expect, and that is my resolution...

Now that what i did make me feel stupid aftermath, what i did is nv worthy anymore, it made me wonder if i was still right from the beginning
I began to realise 2 similar temper will nv work out, 2 different expectations and view on the perspective of showing u love , will cause conflicts...


its not this fight not this issue..
but this character and expectation that sparks things off every now and den..

If u are reading i'm sorry to say i made my own decison to this relationship.
Same old rules same old expectations tat i owaes mentioned applies...if u ever really noe what am i thinking and what i want...
By then if u still insists,i will not harbour any hope..


Its e choice between ur pride and ur assurance to me.. I nv really knew how much i was really to u..

i am unsure of myself now...i nv bear to not text u more than 24hrs...i suppose its more than 100 now..
its either i love u too much or i never really did.

No comments: