for my sayang

i havent touched this blog awhile...been trying to take things easy on my side..for partings and decision making.

things cocked up in my relationship so currently my status is in a mess...with the additional blow last nite tat my pillar of support left for Aussie....it was a double blow..

Was a total of ard 20 frens hu sent my dear sayang off at the airport last nite...so i was telling amy and alice it will be a jolly moment..we cant cry with her crowd of frens and stuff...eventually at midnite, all left expect the close ones...US..and 2 of her frens...

Darn...it was no good...i dun understand....but just US hu teared...its not easy to take things easy...for a person whom u spent most of your time with, its like ur support, ur strength, ur comfort, all letting go in that split second when she's leaving...

Alice broke down into tears, i tried to control but to no avail...den was me Amy, Hazel, Huimin then XM..

I HATE these kinda parting scenes...Esp when we board the cab and when everyone opened up the handwritten letter from our dearest...XIONG...i think the taxi driver was shocked...

Sayang did it very easily, putting on a strong front as usual bidding us goodbye..But i hope u are really doing well...taking things well..





Sayang...

• remember to check for your wallet and cellphone at all times
• do not leave your belongings and bags lying ard, we wont be there keeping it safe for u
• dun skip your meals, even if u are darn lazy
• keep your room locked at all times make sure u are safe at anytime
• dun be too blur and get duped by naughty bys there, learn to take care of yourself and not be too naive
• learn to be independednt to do the laundry and tidy up ur stuff k
• drink more water and dun fall sick yeah?
• wear more clothings and keep urself warm when its cold ok? apply on the moisturizer and lip balm even if it hurts yeah. u shd be happy i wont be there to force those on you.
• dun just eat bread! get some convenient food and put them in ur room, rmb to replenish them ( tata is nt there to take care of u sweets)
• have u adjusted ur watch? ask for help yeah? put on the alarm and make sure u are punctual for school.
• when u need someone we are just a call away, when u need someone to cry to its just a few buttons away...cry ur heart out when u are sad pls stop bottling ur feelings up.

i promise to tok to the others if i need a listening ear..i promise...i promise to control my temper and not be so stubborn, i promise i will consider and think properly for my relationship, i promise i will keep u updated with our activities here in Singapore..

But promise me i will see u as the Old Jorine when u are back for us this christmas yeah? Promise we will nv be out of u mind..

luvs,

Your sayang.