绝望，失望 jue wang ,shi wang

说来说去好像又是我的错了。。。
不想再提了，算是我的错好了。。不想再挣谁是谁非，他要怎么想就怎想。。
为什么每 一次聊天都弄得那么糟。。
shou lai shou qu hao xiang you shi wo de cuo le...
bu xiang zhai ti le, shuan shi wo de cuo hao le..bu xiang zai zheng sui shi sui fei, ta men yao zhen mei xiang jui zhen me xiang..
wei shen me mei ci liao tian do nong de na me zao..

hmmm...can i tok bout ystday de outin...cos i think the 170cm guy...not sure which is his name....find the conversation wif him bout bgr de beri interestin...i mean we ask him is a gal like gao jie jie 178cm acceptable...den he say...height is not a problem...den we say the age...he say age is not a constrain...den we say 10 years diff...he say---huh!!!
den say wat den dey tok one will say---ok i go work le, den the other will say ok i go school...
den when dey say dey got promoted---one will be promoted to manager, the other will be i'm promoted to year 2...n how he say is like so damn funny..
n i just gotta noe tat jo family is like a multinational country like tat u noe...cos we were tokin to that car... bout our race n nationality n jo mention she got a indian cousin i was *0*
den like i mentioned we went the superbowl dere for dinner...cos we were in a big grp den the ppl were like snatching customers...but our seniors pro...dey went to the one wif ice cream...hahaz...robin sit opp me n i dun understand u noe....he keeps on eatin prawns...3 rounds all prawns...*shake head* den u can c a mountain of prawn shells in front of him...
oh...forget to mention i did a very pro thing tat night...i broke my chopstick...half stuck in my chilli crab...den the others were like---huh???
den dey ask the thick eyebrow kor kor (the beri strong dragon boat member) c if he can do tat...den he went to a pole n like wanna pull tat off...hahaz...
yah...jo mummmy was raging ystday so i sortof acc her back in a cab...on our way we were so worried bout jo hse de thundertsorm...thinkin of excuses---den saw hui min wif his bf...arh---huimin can b our excuse...lol...den i reach home worse....volcano eruption at home..papa n mama quarrel...den i reach home like so blur...dunno wat happen...den the remote controls all thrown on the floor...my stuff oso suffer...haiz...
den i forgot to charge my phone...den...realise 9 missed calls in the morning...low..joseph..n a new no..
shit lor...den realise low come back le...den no keys...so bad couldn't help him...haiz...den jo msg me askin whether her mummy got call...got leh...i dunno whether is the new no or there's this person hu ask for joey...i say whether she dialed the wrg no i'm joyce...lolx...but phew...alright now...
now considerin whether goall in to the pulua ubin camp wif the seniors or not....ok update later...