Thursday, July 14, 2005

fuck up

i feel so damn fucked up wif myself today

i...did the wrong things,said the wrong things and decided the wrong things

okay...i went out wif my colleagues...wif buddy alvin and zie to ps for movie...everything was okay...den met pris and hua jie at compass point for dinner at pizza hut...still fine lah...but hor after the meal...erm...i think...or can say sense u noe something...
esp when we takin photo...buddy lor...purposely one!!! aiyah....den i think i did something hurtful...haiya...i feel so childish oso...but hor...if they nv like u noe...make it so...erm...yah...feel so bad...called him later but if i'm not wrg u noe...he's angry...
tml havin bbq at pasir ris...the sistas will be dere but other pits...not sure zie or alvin goin...but under this condition dunno whether zie will come...if he's comin...gotta really apologize...aiya...

and wat i mean by wrg decision...after the whole outin wif my colleagues..i got 3 choices-3 destinations
1st call--- derrick called to ask me go k box
2nd call---go sh house join john dey all
3rd call---meet the gals who were at cityhall den

okay after much consideration...i evetually decided to go home...
and i was so damn unlucky to realise no one was at home to open the doors for me...i was early today...den was so damn pissed...i called lj and told her i goin down her hse dere to get the cd xm bought for me..den i put my things and jacket at my neighbours hse and went down...and...saw tat chi ko pek...wah must i be so unlucky...and a few ah lians makin a scene nearby...was so **** up....

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