okay....so wats wif last entry????

let me explain....

tat stupid nadiah lah.....she arh....dunno wat to say...shd i laugh??? -_*

i was really damn worried yesterday when she called, cos i was about to to turn in after havin a long chat online...dere again tat darlin of mine was crying her heart out...and i tot its another relationship problem tat i had to lend my listening ear..

but no...she said she was in the hospital and she dun wanna live.....oh...god...how? wat am i suppose to do? how?i was confused...wat shd i do? wuill she die? anything bothering her? "stupid ideas and thoiughts just hit me in my head*
and she told she's not goin to tell her parents ...qns flooded me...

am i expected to go dwn and look for her?
marmie will kill me!
it's one am in the mornin!
will she be ok?
she say she dun wanna live!
but she shd be okay in the hospital bah.
but she has no one to acc her!

i'm in delimma as in wat to do nxt, den she said she dun wanna tok and will be callin me again...
1.30 am









2.00am i waited but my lids were closin...i dare not call her....scared shes not ready...












3.00am....










3.20am , i fell asleep



msg her this morning...and she was laughing away and even toked bout all the fun she had in the hospital wif a handsome guy...and i couldnt sleep the whole morning waitin for her call...duh...
and she said she managed to scare alvin as well...wah...i really almost had a heart attack..haiyah glad tat she's alright lah..i must really be prepared if she calls again..

k gotta do something else...buaiz...