i'm so dead

=(

i did some serious reflections....omg!! i really need to wake myself up....i haven really been doin wat i'm supposed to and focus on my priorities all these while...

it's really been like true 2 years tat i have not really studied...and i meant serious revisions..
i've been slacking past ever since like after the o levels..and i admit i didnt even studied real hard for my "o"s...have been trying my luck with myself and trying to pass through with those xiao chong ming...its owaes burning of midnite oil and last min chiong for exams...

i can seriously go burn seeing how the ppl ard me put effort in their work and studies and i'm still happy go lucky getting past daily with nonsense!!!

wells...i gotta pull up my socks and do something...
ok! deal... i am gonna start revision for my exams... at least a topic to be covered everynight...
less outings and entertaiments till everything is over...

JOYCE LIANG!!!!!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!

to do list
- research on my artist for presentation
- complete today's acc tutorial
- revise 1 topic for accs
- read through LSO stuffs!

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i give u guys permission to nudge me awake when i get distracted....bleas...
hahs! wells...i was greatly amused with wat h.t said bout wat i did to tat person...haha...AAaaa i didnt realise wor...bleas....* laughing out loud*

bad temper joycey!

Sorry for venting my temper today...
Cos i am just pissed for all suayed things...=(

blurred calls, confused questions, open-mouthed soles, waitings, unanswered calls, rush

so dun blame me for my attitude today....but still i apologize...
guess tml will be ktv-ing!! i luvs....missed and anticipated!!! wei serious lor...almost a month since i last went...feel SAD de lor...hees....

hmmm tml maybe...ge ta mian zi lols...

i dunno wat i'm doin!

ya monday is BLACK monday...as expected...something happened again...dun wish to mention...

wells...the person not in sch today...i expected and foresee a serious tok...but hmmm...shall see on weds...

wells...i suddenly feel bad today...but Aiya... i startin to not understand myself either but ya...i dunno....so dun blame me if i tell any *white lies* kies....=( ok blame me for being evil for once..

saw cheryln and her new bf!!! haha told ya guys to bet on cherlyn...lols...hees...bet on me la....bleas =p they're so sweet la...tat gim mo is so funny but very nice to her=)....but cherlyn..if u see this i dun wan u to neglect ur studies ya =)

okies enuff!!!!

fun updates today k!

haha sch was alrite...just a few unhappy stuffs as usual....

heh...no sch food today....an angel got us chicken rice after our class!

supposed to go check out the tickets at esplanade de but baobao msged me...so hees....sorry ceci! i supposed pam will help us check the availability ...luvs her!

hah..the amusing thing....i didnt noe when i sudd got addressed as *dear* le lor....thanks ar...lols...haha...very funny la...-_-''' heees....

* lesson learnt...dun reply too many msges to diff ppl at a time...lols* , it may back fire...LOLS!!!!!!

didnt manage to shop for wat bao bao wanted but we had real fun in the accessories shop....made bao try on funny stuffs...damn cute de lor...hua chi!haha!!!! shi ke ai de lor!

lunched and we tok over alot of things...hees...*updated* and in the mean time it sent me thinkin again....

hmmm suppose to get some of my clothes but the BIG shopping mall just turns me off...sorry bao cannot acc u for long ...bleas...headed back to meet my lovelies to acc them to see ella at tm -_-...wells didnt managed to the queue was fucking long lor...pardon me...hees

so noe wat??? i ended up shoppin...

today's whole day's zhan li ping!!!one set of clothes and shoes...haha..the shoes yet collected =) so happy!

nuttz got this for her mum! and i koped it for fun! so amusing and funny lor...hees been having chocolates whole day!!! in sch and..outside...thanks for the treats!!! oh!! tokin bout tat!!!bao bao got me the headband...bleas...wait disgusting pic ahead!!!!!!!!BEWARE!and i pierce my tongue!!!!!!!
nahs...just jokin...its a sweet!!! look like stud rite!!! haha....

and yum yum is gone!!!!!!!!!! ~saddened~

will be a long day tml...altho class is like 2 freakin hours...but goin to hang out wif my lovlies awhile..

this 2 pic taken during my deployment on thurs...hahs!! the people there damn horny...i meant the carlsberg skytower ppl( must change our status to married to survive)...my side not bad...they very teng me...gotta go do accounts be good gal le!!! tata

bleams

我 不 在 乎 旁 人 眼 光
但 眼 里 闪 烁 着 泪 光
是 因 为 你 的 存 在 在
给 我 所 需 的 勇 敢
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我 想 你 明 白 可 能 不 是 爱
我 想 你 只 想找 个 替 代
我 想 我 们 可 能 互 相 看 错
爱 的 自 由 方 向， 你 知 道 吗?

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when i look into ur eyes,

i noe u are the one i see

when i hold ur hands,

i now u are the one for me

so, take my hand

lead me on

to somewhere

where we belong

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u gave me questions

u make me wonder

i am lost

in ur world of everlasting

now that i found the exit

but u lead me back where it started

oh dear please tell me

how sincere ur words are

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u've made me smile

u've made me laugh

u gave me everything

and yet left me with nuthing

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when the sun rise, i looked around

when the night came, i turned around

throughout the day

i am there

waiting for u

to be there

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words by joyjoy & malty...
HAh now u noe how childish we can when we are bored it class....to come out with such stuff!! lols...

i was rather *high* today lols...cos i see a neat and tidy room of mine...and i luv the cosy area marmie made at the corridor...=)
hah i was so bored ...and i cant stop laughin at tat ang mo guy at home...ya...and sarcastic valerie is commenting about almost everything i in my room
-oh wah! u got so many necklace...
-heh ur earrings variety oso alot woh!
-wah ur clothes no need to say le...

wells i seriously dun need comments on those..*arghssss*

but i get so entertained with their i dunno ...behavior...
and mummy's hair is getting damn amusing!!! hahahahah////

-_-'' got my workin schedule *biites* i think garry is a little sot!! he put me workin on 5 ****ing days...ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i have to cancel my outings.. ='( sobx...hah!! ask clarrise her shift later..i think i will end up sayin i cnt make it if she;s not workin as often to pei me...bleas...

randoms

marmie woke me up in frantic this morning...-_-'''

hmmm...something happened to my neighbour la...she was behaving rather intimate wif her bf at the void deck and her mum slapped her in public la.. =O ya my mum was coincidentally there for rescue.

hmmm...dunno leh...i mean these kinda things hai..i think the mum hurts too...

and the bf oso...stand there do nothing..the slapwas pretty hard from wat mummy described..=z

but frankly...if the guy defend its direct oppose against the mum, den if he didnt protect the gal oso very weird ma...hais

saddened ....

marmie was saying if i were her i would run away from home after the slap..haha i assure i will not...i will at least go home to pack my luggage lols..bleas...

nice poodle???so cute!!!! ar!!!!!!! i wan i wan i wan! cos its small and looks like a bear...bleas...hinted marmie again...she say cannot!!! =( i gonna ask kor kor to get me one on my 21st...bleas...

by then i must make sure i dun anyhow throw my clothes...i scared the pathetic doggie will get buried in my clothes and suffocate to death before i could find it lols...see??? so adorable..

some pics taken at vivo...
we literally had junk food and chat about everything under the sun...

oh did i mention we went to sentosa resort spa for field trip...the place is nice..they have Asia's unique black swimming pool!! and the restaurant there was...hmmm...thumbs up for the ambience... huimin is so cheeky today...and i dunno who told her wat...she and her funny ideas...hmmpf...and its so weird to celebrate his bdae la...wo you bu shi gen ta hen shou lor...like er....and i haven even got his present la...

=) and wells dun worry u are not forgotten and missed too...bestest "ex" cum scandal bleas...

glads

nice view at vivo roof top...haha...its excellent destination for slacking with lovely peeps..esp when the night falls~luvs~
hehs...my room is in a bloody big mess now!!! * mei lian jian ren*

was rushing my arts appreciation art piece..and i made a mess at the com table, dinning table and my study table...heehees..evil val say look like turtle shell... -_-'''

luckily jos sorta acc me through the nite...haha...joker sia he...but i played cheat...i went to sleep...=X haha and didnt keep my promise to wake up at 7am...bleas....lols

hmmm...irvin kor kor , weiling jie jie and trent came by my shop on thurs nite *smiles*...evil them lor...wells a little disappointed didnt get to go gai gai with them...=( but mummy invited trent and wei ling jie jie over for dinner on Sunday...they dua pai lor..lols

Mr polar called me up tat night...wells...hmmm...ya lor..., but thanks to him...i didnt miss my stop...was darn tired and i met up my parents for supper...~luvs~

arts lesson was fun...and it ended early...malty dada waited for me and i made her wait quite long...haha...she evil de lor...cheeky small gal...her (i no money i dun care, i wear cheap cheap underwear look! ~ its our camp song)den we headed diff ways to meet up our frens...and i got another top...heess...ajisen-ed ...haha....see the amount i eat...i was calling for help lo...den my lovlies surrendered all their water to me...bleas...

wells....got another top for new year HAHs! so one feminine, one young and the next one i'll be lookin for is SHUAI QI one ...lols...i might go to the extend to BIND!! haha...shuai butchy look!!!bleas...

they kept teasing me...and tickling my *sensative spot* makng me laugh like wat lor.. evil gals..

evil val say its turtle!!!! hmmpf!

still luvs and happily signing off!

the MR.

Yes i admit i am! so...hmmpf!

haha....actually i'm not!! bleas..thankx Mr Polar...ghees...but i STILL want to rant...Hmmpf...*stomps to secret blog*

=X

hmmm...just started a * secret blog*..
for some confidential stuffs tat i dun wish to mention in this blog in particular... but its just some emo stuff...and some censored stuff tat i dun think its for eveyone =X

wells...ask me for the blog address ya, and i'll give it to u if ya i can let u noe the contents...and keep it to urself..dun link it too...but still i will update and frequent this...dun worry!

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went vivo night safari to visit yum yum!!!! he's damn cute la..i wanted to adopt him home...-_- or can we say we...??

did u noe tat geok's golden retriever somehow overcomed a little of my fear for dogs...haha...will let u all noe how come i am scared of in the first place some other days...

but i feel a connection with the husky!!! hees...he's damn COOL and pose for my pics...haha

i didnt noe dogs can be so violent when the husky literally fought with the black dog! kaos....ya admit tat dogs do go fight for luv as much as we human beings do...

made a nuisance of ourselves at e zone la...grrz...and had JUNK food!

took damn loads of pics from the spa and resort sentosa...omg the ambience is so perfecT

update another day...haha too much time on blogS ghees...

shi sheng + emo

labby bloggin...

working from 5 to closing today...anw i shi sheng le...=( i tot i will be down with fever today but phew...i didnt =) and mummy is not happy lo...=X
didnt studied any of mice...and i really mean NEVER...

slacking my way through...tot was suppose to go check out the tickets for the phantom of the opera with ceci...but there's a compulsory guest lecture at 3pm -_-'''...

hmmm....update when i reach home...er or maybe tml nite bleas

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guests lecture was fun..omg!!! i didnt imagine how i could ever enjoy myself..and please lor...it was rather embarrassing...in some ways...cos ya...the pics wee gross and he added effects to scare ppl la...so i cant be blamed for ya...hees

roaches tat i detests ever since i noe its existance....eehew!and rats!!! this freaky thing somehow got stuck in the manufacturing thingy and got produced tgt with a loaf of bread...how lucky the perosn hu got it can me...malty and i were amusing ourselves by laughing and telling each other tat one might mistake it as HUGE RAISIN bread lols and eat it up...Mr kok was giggling and the guys beside were all laughing ay us la...BUT SERIOUSLY...dun look like meh...haha!

( this topic was about facilities management-pest control) =)

hmmm...and on monday...we went to queue for the infamous doughnuts at raffles...omg!!! it lioterally took us 2 and a half hours to get them!!! i couldnt make it la...malty dar dar eas trying to cheer me up when i was down and frustrated...

the doughnuts was really alrite la...but its still the thoughts and the craze tat made it delicious...the process of waiting is another knowledge gained too...=)yup! its at raffles basement 1!!! hmmmm....luvs the heart and double chocs...

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well sometimes perhaps its just me ...maybe i'm the one without confidence to commit...or maybe i'm just afraid tat trying will make me lose wat i have now...i dun wan it to happen again...cos i cant afford to..and i dun wat to

=(

monday blues

i dun get it...

its owaes something about monday..
saddened~

wells pray hard tat this doesnt happen Next monday... =(
this week's schedule is 2 weekdays *glads* , finally no weekends...but!!! cnt make it for the outing wif irvin kor kor dey all on thurs...hmmpf...

wells...my head is spinning today...the 2 1/2hr was a torment...but luckily we had each other as company..
but can i just not study for tml's test...=( i am lazy for work too =X

~headaches~ ciaos

=)

i seriously think that chocolate cheers one up...it makes ppl VERY happy ...=)

but dun purposely make one angry and try to resolve the prob with this>> haha no use de...bleas...OMG!! see the hot choc oozing out??? heee

(the indulgence SIN) no no no....
hmmm...haha...had sushis in the evening and wents shopping...wat a nice way to start and end a day...visited marmie jessie..she's becoming so cheeky and gossipy lols...=) heard tat my turtle is going pasir ris, wells i think its considered a good thing...and evil jo wanted to show marmie jessie tat disgusting pic la...freak...and i literally snatched it away =Z

dd went back tp awhile...and mok was so evil la!!!!!!!!!! i luv nutty's fren...hees....

xm dressed up like a sailor moon...but it was damn funny...cos she looks more like she's in the oversize PAP uniform and haising's sch skirt haha...and i saw victor's poster!!! he with tat french loaf...and kazumi's pic is everywhere in school ...

and i saw roderrick in tp! he scared me la!! and i am scared of him----i dunno y too!

irvin kor kor msged me...i wonder how is trent...gonna miss daphane jie this time round...2 years in england =( ...anticipating for tat day out =)



wells...went to jo's house to get the pictures!!! hees...gotta get new album again..time past real fast..and aunty rita was very nice today!! hee we shoot jo tgt..and the next thing i knew it was 11+ when aunty jenny reached home...oops!

no need to go home liao...started to ask me this and tat...haha...so cute sia she...even asked me whether she should leave long hair..muahaha!!!
hmmm... we were chatting bout the coming valentine's celebration...hmmm...as promised will be left for my priorities...unless as exception which we will onli consider other's date when tat person yup!!! haha....

haha...oops and i gotta apologize to joseph!!! dui bu qi...i was abit or can say very naughty today!!! thanks for being so paranoid worried and jing zhang haha....i was evil! i will nv try it again bleas....
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wells i shall tok abit bout thursday-18th!

thanks for coming down k...i am really really glad and happy that u all made the effort to come down...and even skip tutorials back in tp...my friends are all jealous of me having such supportive group of u guys!

the theme was hunchback notre dame...=) thanks and luv u guys...greatly appreciated and hoped u guys had fun too!i really had a whale of time in service class this semester...wonderful service tutors and awesome group members..

when tire conquers one...laughters overcomes everything....my sweets in 1t07=)

mr neo is damn HORNY!!!!! aw!!! cant imagine he is a tutor..AND A SERVICE ONE SOMEMORE!!!!, u dun wanna noe what he said and did... the operation was whole lot of success~~~and i really enjoyed my day tho i was tired..thanks for the morale support gals!

it was pouring badly tat evening....chionged to work and got all drenched...lols...

yaya...was shocked to see fang , king kong...ya was nice to see them drop by to visit me..

but bo sim one lor...the 3 of them ( jenson mei fang and zhijing) meet out is shun bian drop by my shop de lor, think i dunno...happen to be coincidental tat they see me at work tat day, and coincidentally meet at vivo lor...bleas...but thanks for waiting for me and i think i am a little shao xing to wanna leave ...i was tired n not really in the mood...so i apologize ya..=) miss u guys too!