dere it goes , end of holiday and new week of sch...and today evrything was so eventful...

but the day was so exhausted....tired....nervous breakdown(almost)...first day all so stress...

today supposed to have a trial presentation,told myself to wake up at 7.30 to prepare...but lazy angel in me told me its ok to rest for another half and hour..i listened to her den...
supposingly i'm suppose to jot down wat i want to present....but didn't noe how i dilly dally and turned out to be almost late for sch....

ohHhh...the feeling being back in sch is so nice =)
all those familiar faces and welcomin...luv dem...den comes to individual presentation...i was considered the middle few...
you can c many ppl trembling and shakin in front of the class...and we were graded...all of dem seemed to be so well-prepared wif palm cards and evrything- evryone is given a time of 3 min to tok...overshoot willl be stopped, ut if u tok too little...u will be down graded...
i was not prepared and it seemed as if the ppl infront of me took so little time....


Ok...next....JOYCE!

i was nervous...afraid tat nothing came out of my mind...but...think it went quite smoothly...
i was the onli one w/o the card or paper in hand...i just tok.....say wat i wanna say...
i just say....tok....and den i realise why on earth is the class so damn quiet....y does it seems dat evrything slowed down during the presentation....i chose a sensative issue to tok...i did not show the pain...but some saw it through my eyes....i did not cry but my heart was tearing....mrs khairah did not stop me till i finish my presentation...they applauded...and i went down...havennt got my grade...maybe on fri..i overshoot time and i think i'm too emotional...haiz..

den later...go for iht tutorial...saw zie's msg....malay...so long...asked emy to help me wif the words...tat sylvis...ban tong sui...den later...was so shocked to realise he's sick...sorta worried...but y huh? everytime not feeling well still yong cheng owaes wanna wait till he collaspe den agree to have a break...haiz..
after tat wentto book a study room....had real fun inside...i was not concentrating...keep on using sylvias and chap phone..taking photos...playing wif the toys...
den dey so bad...confiscated my phone and put thier phone on the extreme end dun let me take...den i stated tokin to k.k...about his things...chap jealous wor....lols...k.k dun tell him instead he told me...lolx...things tat gals understand more mah...

the whole thing lasted quite long den...later...amy told chap and i something...i was so damn shocked!!! haiz...i feel so ke xi for her u noe...but its her decision...but hope it doesnt affect our teamwork...think i gotta help carine more wif her stuff...

yah den beri funny...things happened in the library...i tired le lo...so went back wif val dey all...we went to borrow books mah...den the comical thing happened...we were jk bout val not sure whether she scanned her book so i told her nvm...later we go out if the alarm sound she will noe...den noe wat...when the 4 of us pass...

"didididididi"

den the security guard look at me!!!
y?? y me lor!!! i scan 2 times le leh...i was so damn malu...den went back to the counter...nothing wrg wif mine lor...den the libarian check for us....its stupid val de lor....so ling...cnt curse ppl..
den i told the security guard: not me not me!!!she's the culprit...den pam and i sorta joked wif him as we walked out....yah....den met mrs khairah in the lift...i just love her...she's being so cute...and when malty started to tok crap...she played along and evn gave a a hi *five* dramatic wors....

i just love sch.....

oh but i'm really afraid as tym past...like wat shi hui said...i tend to get forgotten like i forgets...i hope tat the relationship wif the gals will not drift even tough we are busy wif our werk...
(will attach some pics of the day if i'm free or else tml k;))