never wanted ~

i anticipated and looked forward to weekends...do u noe why?
y i insisted morning shifts on saturdays??

maybe u didnt realise..but yeah...yup...i dun deny i'm disappointed...i trusted my feelings ...i've owaes liked the smiling u cos it was that that i liked in u..making u feel unhappy is the last thing i'd ever wanted ..so if tat's so ,i'd rather us be like we used to be where the laughters and joys are genuine and tangible..

nv had i once felt like crying over such things...it will be the first and the last time...
i am not emo...but terribly upset....