*rants* can time not pass so quick? | Tuesday, July 31, 2007
sometimes people just chose to trust the wrong person...
its owaes up to u urself to choose hu to believe and trust...this is reality...people do get hurt but wat can i do? its most likely just an acknowledgement with a smile at the end of the day and leave them to decide base on their judgement...
i shall keep to my own neutral stand thats all i can say..
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presentation debate was fun!
uber bad running nose kills the morning
lunch at cafe cartel was a rush and comparable to RITZ one..
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wateva that came out of my mouth my grp mates just claims tat i'm trying to be cheeky and say i'm naughty! like duh!? they have a complicated mindset unlike mine ok!
i was very wrong la...i tripped and fell in the shop over my own feet..=_='' wateva go laugh..
chap msged me bout the overnight trip to genting with the gang on the 28th Aug and i laughed at him saying Isn't aug like over>?* ok i am seriously MAD i tot today is AUG 30th =X
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work movie sch | Monday, July 30, 2007
i brought Bearemy out for a walk and it just gets out of hand! kns...uber hyper one this time round which goes ard scaring little toddlers, leaving me to clear up the shit of crying kids...and when they smile...i looked ard and shouted " eh! where's my bear?"
the kids will point to a far far direction...BEAREMY ran away...HAHAHA....wadeva
it was fun! i wan to be in it! haha...i think its ok cos most of the time ppl will think its a *male* mascot...haha....so ya, not really dangerous tho...lols...=) there u go!!!*hugs* this pic looks wrong la! but i love that smile!!! whaha...so genuine and real...lols...NOTE: it wanted to climb on me not the other way round ok! lols
after an hour of dance and hops...it died!! hahahaha....gotta recharge!  cm'on! its Nura here!!! haha....
after work caught "alone" with fanshu at vivo ...not tat bad cos the storyline was pretty unexpected...not in usual photowhoring mood but yup....one there!
 but i like this shot somehow....ya....he just insited not to show his teeth...
hmmm presentation later and work! i need to change my schedule! thank to huimin la...kns! hmmpf!
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dinner & ktv | Sunday, July 29, 2007
i kept havin nightmares these few days...weird ones...like my teeth droppin...=X
 hmmm...i had my full share of sleep last night...it was raining so we decided to call off the scubber diving training within ourselves lols..
yeah mummy left me all alone at home and its owaes when i am alone that this kinda stupid things happen that freaked me out not noeing wat to do and ya helpless...( the idiotic fish jumped out of the tank committing suicide and i was too timid to help it back cos it kept flipping!!) i think i scared mummy cos i was almost in tears and crying help to no one when she heard me at the door...she was so pale after she put it back to the tank la...and when i reached home she complained that i made her wanna faint in the evening and she had her minor nausea side effects aftermath =_=''' * note...after we came back in the night...the fish was found dead outside the tank again...Grrrz...i think its a determined suicidal...hmmpf!.jpg) .jpg) its sayang's mummy bdae celebration tonite...i had fun...=) really...i shall post up the pics of the celebration once i rec it...haha...uncle Nelson was very cooperative with our naughty ideas and yup! i nv denied we really had good way with parent's!
most likely bookin a chalet for my kor's bdae...MY GALS are definitely invited!!! haha...its no longer a family thing...its my gang's family too! whaha...
work tml! tata >,<
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=) | Saturday, July 28, 2007
weather forecast for sat- showers and thunders in the late morning and early afternoon...
wells...hmmm with that... i think i shant go with the initial idea...
prob later in the afternoon..i wan to indulge in the reading and yup...its gonna be a great day ahead tml...no SPOILERS =) hope Michael wont be there *prays hard
* thinkin of wat to put on tml...
today was kinda thrilled really...with pearlyn adrian and NONSENSE! Mr dao passed by, Gary got a bear, weijie spotted me....but i wont do this again...
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submission~ | Friday, July 27, 2007
time check : 3.11am
still editing the ppt for tml's submission...=Z Awwww...
fishy was so blur! she reminded me the birthday bash was decided on 18th not a saturday....Isnt august 18th a sat? lols...think she went gaga due to the massive workload...haha...
but she promised to survive till the bdae bash...
chatted alot with ceci over lunch...maybe that is my weakness and that can be my strength it depends on how u see...but i can say...i treasure them all..esp the ones that i noe tat i cnt afford to lose..
god mummy asked me wat i wan...i was speechless cos i think i have all that i ever wanted..... =)
working with the bears and the builderslater!! whahaha
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appreciates~ | Thursday, July 26, 2007
down with flu again and slight fever which i suppose it will go away after my sleep..how bad...and mummy is bullying me la...sobx....ask me not to chuan raun to her since she got performance ard the corner...hai shi papa hao...he made me take the pills.. *drowsy effect aftermath...rested half an hour and back on destination project...* tired presentation wasnt good today...really hmmm...shant comment on it...but i'm sure we'll do lots better for our biz.etre and destination proj.. Wells pain in the eyes....haha u can skip this entry tho =)     i hate formal wears cos its so troublesome...but for today...its really casual formal...i wore a spagh inside regardless of the dressing code since we doin a roleplay aftermath...i tot of wat happened in year one when my tutor called me to a side after chap they all left and commented my dressing was too revealing =_=''' like wat?! haha.... oh ceci was fotowhoring oso....so yup! i suppose she dun mind her pic up too!
 she likes to act SHUAI and cute!
today is dunno wat healthy promotion week...hees....TP was packed with human beings and lotsa pushcarts....free apples low fat ice cream breads...ya...and there's a campaign on anti smoking...students can trade in o9ne cigarette stick to get a stick of polo mint sweet...hahas...i find that real interesting...
alrite frens....dun smoke le ok =) Adrian called i tot it had to do with the scheduling..but lols...he's so entertaining la...i'm working with him this Fri...hmmm i think i'll miss this crancky manager of mine after that... and wells...haha...sorry he made u embarrassed i suppose but thanks...=) chat with laojiahuo...lols...very gan dong with the things he said too... Awww...haha...its really nice to really have ppl out there whom u noe that u are a person tat is important to dem...haha...and really entertained me today... was tidying up my desktop...and guess wat?? haha i managed to retrieve my long lost *paint programme*and come across some interesting files lols... haha...gtg ticketing tml...and yup i bad shopping needed not for me but for my sweet ones... *haha! ya la! was refering to u! clever boi! lols yi dian jiu tong! whees~
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lameness | Wednesday, July 25, 2007
i'm tickled by the fact how guys look into some issues.. was laughing when the LMPs had a conversation!!! ARGH!!!!!! maybe there should one day satnd in the shoes of the women and understand their point of view...if not they're really beyond help le...*ya!!...i tokin bout u la...lols...haha oh we are chilling out soon SOon SOON!
mummy woke me up early in the morning for nothing...and pulled my blanket away *sobx...she's so cute today...and DAMN noisy la! kns....
cabbed to sch again cos i couldnt find my card holder ...i tot i lost it like AGAIN! =_=''' my eye hurt badly... but yeah...was of help...HAHA...evil joyce did naughty thing today...
was rushing through my French ppt until the idiotic machine shut on me! darn...den headed to meet nuttz and sayang for my TRANSFORMER!!! yeah...finally...after so long ya... met dada on the bus...awww....so nice la... i got the ecotourism book!!! got nagged by mummy for not goin for the competition and kor kor was nagging too for me not attending my keyboard class this 2 weeks!! haha...wateva... i am so gonna drop by dada's place to see the new family member after submissions are settled! oh.....movies ktv celebrations and exams ..soon!!whee!!! i wan ALONE, RUSH HOUR 3, BLACK SHEEP, UNDERDOG and EVAN ALMIGHTY!!! whees!
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time check... | Tuesday, July 24, 2007
i'm trying to stay focus for my researches but i simply couldnt...=Z
Garry called to ask me to help out at nite but i simply couldnt ...my body aint listening to me...i need to finish my researches books and ya my room...whahaha..
i just couldnt stay focus in every single thing i do...hmmm...
i haven finish my part on French and i am so sure that Bich is goin to send me snoring off tml...i dun like French lessons...sobx..(i am not scolding bitch...her name is just Bich) lols
i was so distracted until i decided to go down to ntuc to do some destressing shopping...haha...i got 2 bags of junk food and ya...mummy was pretty shocked..and i chucked them all into the cabinet...
BTW HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANIE SWEETS!!! >,<
dun u think time pass very fast?? in a blind of an eye its like another half a year gone...i'm not very excited over turning 19 soon...it gives me erm so called pressure to be more mature and manage my responsibilities well...
yeah and i looked through my August entry for the last 2 years...lols....classic...
gtg!
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happy bdae FATin! | Monday, July 23, 2007
hmmm....randoms...HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATIN! we got her the turtle!!! whees!!! and abi came by shop today....sweet thing there....  so blur rite....haha...ke ai la  this is jen jen and me taken on sat! both of us were called back last min but cool...we had lotsa fun! loves~ how long since i worked with her...  aunty jenny and uncle nelson pian wo to eat curry fish head lols...they damn funny la...haha..loves too! haha overseas trip!!! i wan! wif my frens!! ar!!! <3  duh! no women can resist flowers...if they ever say the can...they are just kou shi xin fei...  ok so long since i photo whore..hees...pardon me!  and this is moi mummy!!! KE AI BA!!! i love mummy!! *************************
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loves~ | Saturday, July 21, 2007
i like the decor!
   haha....something cute eh?? so ke ai seeing them design the displays...=)*caught off gaurd! *yeeling & fatin=)
wanted to slack whole day tml...nan de off...hais...something crop up at work...hmmm...if really cannot den gotta help out at nite le...hmmmm...=Z
awWWww...i got lotsa chocolates!! mummy was nagging how come i piled up the table with so much sweet stuffs...i replied cos i am sweet...haha...THANKS for those sweet stuff loves=) oh!!! thankx for surprising me with visit at work ok...tats so lovely...esp when u guys are sick...=Z and make the effort to come all the way down...>.< *touched..
hmmm....u noe wat....i am so happy tat my diff gangs get along very well!!! haha...sometimes too well too.. =_=...
when my dada meets my sayang~
when nuttz meet MOk~ -_-''' wateva... sudd got a msg from dada at work say ran into my sayang and say she's adorable ...wth.. den reach home mok texted me and suan me...thanks to nuttz la...ZHU PENG GOU YOU! hmmpf..*whines hmmm...tml is not yet confirmed...but yeah...love to catch up with my lovely ppl....OH!
KAH WOON!!!! SHEN RE KUAI LE!!! i promise u i will practice my songs well for the ktv day ok!! and!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY JENNY!!!*hazel's mum..=) ps: get well soon ok...dun make me dan xin... picsXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX hmm i realise i dun fotowhore tat much le...y ar??
 sayang and i after swim me & the bully! *hmmpf!
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life as we look | Thursday, July 19, 2007
hah! i think i am evil...prob under influences of my fellow lovely group mates...lols* they're owaes entertaining me <3>
but yup... as u wished..i shall not interfere in ur life since u prefer it tat way and ya...its definitely alright with me and i sincerely looked forward to ur next happy entry, as a friend or if u see me as an acquaintance now...
woO! project submissions are around the corner...and everyone is indulging in researches reports and blah blah blah...BUT! tat's not life ok...heess...
went for a dip into the water....AWww....awfully great..the suana too!! i felt *cooked*
satisfied in the water till ard 10pm and we headed for our shower...Oh! it was then den we realised that the staff locked us in the facilities room! GOSh! LOCKED INSIDE!!!! the was so dramatic! fortunately someone passed and rescued us...lols...BUT! they locked the staff's room which kept the HAND-MADE low fat icecream that hazel made for us!!! so we insisited to get our ice cream by hook or by crook..and We MADE the DM of the club to come all the way down with the keys to the room!!!
YUP! THankX darlin!!! loves the honeycomb icecream...
and we headed for our supper at xin wang...=) cabbed home....yup...
Our BE management team is crap lor!!! lols...i'll post it out the details when we're done...lols
hmmm...bdae line-ed up!
my Duet partner's birthday is on FRi!!! so sorry Kah woon! we'll bu chang you after our submissions! den is aunty Jenny's bdae...den Janie loves, den another aunty jenny's bdae invitation over for dinner ...so packed! i like!!! haha..i'm so gonna have my movie marathon soon!! wahahs!
hmmmm....i just realised there is no one word in substitude for love...dun u think so??? LOVE is LOVE =) hees
new code...XOXO hahax
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=) | Wednesday, July 18, 2007
was trying to convince mok on the call that i was alright...and i ended up saying i am cosmetic instead of optimistic...lols
it has been projects and work these few days and i suppose it will take up another couple of days too...
missed my hangouts...but i dun deny my grp mtes are ones tat kept me goin...bleas...
couldnt imagine its benn another end of the month le...and the bdae's season is here!!! AWww missed the few choc cakes we had in a month...enuff to store up few kg of fats in us...Aug all the way to Dec...
and Sayang's mummy's bdae invitation dinner at the club!!! awWww...hmmmm.....can i skip this whole week out????
Die Hard was nice =) really not bad....but i still wan my transformer....AwwwW the trip all the way to Jurong is hypnotisiing me to slp..
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friends <3 | Tuesday, July 17, 2007
day was bad at work...cos i didnt noe wat's goin on...
puzzled unhappy and terrible again...but called jen jen...
thanks for the comforts...but the more she asked me not to cry...i couldnt control my tear galnds...it just went on...
i think something's wrong with me...cried 3rd time this 2 months.....BLOODY HELL!!!
but Adrian was very nice to cheer me up...haha maybe he didnt cos i suppose he's just being himself and had successfully win back the smile on me...=D
-with his disgusting cockroach tat died in his shoe for uber long time dat it tured *crispy
-and the issue tat a couple customer purchase a cow and when the lady fumbled her wallet the guy said :" its ok , by card" and handled over the card to adrian...den the next thing adrian notice was the gal passing 100 bucks to him...and he kept!! lols...
so in the first place y the guy even fought or er nicer word..offer to pay by card...den to my curiosity i asked adrian how much was the transaction...he said $80+ lols...i laughed my head off...
John came by!! lucky i was alright by den...=) and he was bragging ha completed his project lor...Si john di! and Sean said he came by too...but rushed off and claims tat i saw him already...idiotic him...sweet toker but apology not sincere lols...lalala...=p
hmmmm......i missed my gals...=Z sayang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nuttz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lj!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lala!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!amysan!!!!!!!!!! u guys are missed~
oh! hm i saw ur blog entry...haha...so bright and big name used....YA!!! i'll teach u how to cook it....haha...told u...once tried ever addicted!!! lols....2.30 le!!!!!!
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party sch colleagues work outing life | Monday, July 16, 2007
Sorry...Ignore the previous entry...i was ignorant little gal...bleas...
alot of things took place but i was lazy to update u noe..
was heading to town to meet up...but i actually ran into my sec sch teacher!!! i forgot her name..forgot wat subj she taught and ya...was so embarrassed to do a thing...was trying very hard NOT to have eye contact...cos i dunno wat to do next..her boy is cute!!! awww..    i tried to take pic of them secretly....but yeah....i feel so bian tai u noe...lols...
work was a place i looked forward cos it nv brightens up my day with the kids' laughters amile innocence and truth... and of course...MY COLLEAGUES!!! i haven seen my gay fren for a week...Awwww....but we owaes had the nice junk food available for us...haha...i love this kinda workin environment...it just reminded me of my times i had in bugis and plaza sing bsn...=) .jpg) we tidied up the mess when its really in a MESS like this!!!!!!!!!! project was ya...harsh...and i even had to rush my break to meet up with cher to check out ingredients for the Biz etr thingy...  Oh!!! look!!! these are wat my class mates and tutor think of me..i was showing off to clyde tat i am a very shan liang person cos i have a very nice impression in the others...and noe wat was the terrible thing that the evil person ans? hmmm...u go ask urself...i shall not comment haha!!!!=p
and this was work issue..lols...it simply amused me...look at the *note, and *dress code..
 oh and sat was meeting with my ex colleagues...i owaes anticipated but it owaes end up with a tinge of disappointment somehow or another...  NEOPRINTS!!!!!!!!    as we waited for the late king...yeah...we went to take pictures!!!!!!!! and of course....visited dajie....so funny la....we went to coffee bean to get her a drink and i was pretty naughty to tell the staff my initial name was *king king...and he shouted like so loudly...make me so paiseh...supposed to embarrass zijing de lor...den later anther ataff call out KING KONg!! haha...boa go pick up the drink...damn funny la...lols..
DEN to cine for dinner!!!!!!!!!! yays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .jpg)  we literally PIG-ED oursleves with FOOD!!! and amused ourselves with randomness..and of course they nv fail to suan me everywhere" but i was a kind soul to let tehm tease at their own means"...we were saying zijing has huge palm...see! jenson was saying this pic was classic...he was observing the background.. .jpg) there u go...joyjoy baobao and jing.....jpg) oh this is a random pic of Mr emo...kns de him...bloody hell....emo with me few days i oso dunno he emo-ing...KNS...and pls...i wan to take the food not him la...LALALALALAL!!! bleas....
PARTY for SUNDAY was good!!!
i love this batch of kids...they are so ADORABLE...esp LAUREN...i tot it was a boy's name at first la...haha... .jpg)  and seriously...the bear themed party was so cool!!! catering cake BABW....cool... a nice family!!! =) *envious too...dun u think the kids are so pretty???the mum is Gorgeous looking to...typical tai tai look...the dad was nice too!! and comical...very pei he for things...and he did cute things...AWww...wat a nice daddy and husband...
THE PRETTY GAL!!!
 she's so cute....esp when her camera man asked her she got so many things for her *fluffy bunny goh*, her bear's name... she replied him wat u noe??" u are more expensive!" haha...he was saying the cameraman's fee....i tried to hide my laughter...kids ar....so cute and naive la....truth tok too!!!  she's so pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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never wanted ~ | Sunday, July 15, 2007
i anticipated and looked forward to weekends...do u noe why?
y i insisted morning shifts on saturdays??
maybe u didnt realise..but yeah...yup...i dun deny i'm disappointed...i trusted my feelings ...i've owaes liked the smiling u cos it was that that i liked in u..making u feel unhappy is the last thing i'd ever wanted ..so if tat's so ,i'd rather us be like we used to be where the laughters and joys are genuine and tangible..
nv had i once felt like crying over such things...it will be the first and the last time...
i am not emo...but terribly upset....
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late night movie disappointment | Saturday, July 14, 2007
caught the mid night slot with my family~
HARRY POTTER and order of the phoenix was not as good as i anticipated...the whole story is in a mess...tho it had some hilarious scenes..it was a BAD to me...i wouldnt have understood if i didnt read the book...
cho chang's scene was like..hahaha...i think her main part was the kissing scene...other than tat she has no lines at all...haha....
i onli thought Sirus looked good in the movie..wats wrong with the other huma...er should i say muggles and wizards...lols...
i tot the final year is giving everyone a big headache...i was so excited to see one of the gal's and was to my suprise to caught things off guard...i dun like handling such issues...cos it gets everyone emotional...
but u owaes realise that one will onli gets upset over ppl u cared most..."understanding" is the word...put urself into other's shoe and u will noe why yah..*smile...we wont give a damn HOO haaa over ppl we dun care...so ya...at least we noe how much we mean to one another rite???
not everyone is as UNDERSTANDING like i do...haha...or issit i was season-ed enuff to the extend tat it wont bother me anymore...
AhHHhhhh....si alyssa....happily jollily hang out with those cute osaka boys...10 somemore...Shimizu Keto is cute la...he sings ABC....haha...typical jappy...okies...its 3am...cool...i am so dead...
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traLALa! | Friday, July 13, 2007
i am pretty much amused with human BEANs~ lols...
they can make ppl so much HAppY wif little things or words and on the other hand can make one DePRessEd and upset wif just a word or 2!
awfully upset wif my ticketing test...nv once in my life i felt so helpless....but lunch wif my grpmates were awesome...i still believe tat as long as i trust, we will nv fail the smile=)
proj discussion was gettin on pretty steadily....CHOoCHOo!!!! and yeah i admit we do get off tracks at diff point of time when *gays and*les topics comes in...WAhaha...
today is just so suay-ed and random...movie turned out to be kbox session when few sotongs ended up waiting at the WRONG destination!
fun and yeah!!! truly made a new fren...hu said joyce is intimidating and hard to get along...get the facts rite...haHAHAha...noe u guys love me eh???
Met up Mr Elmo for dinner later at fish and co...and Awwww =_='' the pics...oh my fone killed itself again...so i was nice enough to change the disfigured face...lols...
i wan my transformer!!!! i am so not fated with it!!! sobx!
u noe day is tml??? its FRIDAY!! shalalalalala!!!! i love fridays....altho i dreaded the lecture...u see...fri i get to see ppl i love!!! <3
and today.........dada randomly told me i'm missed....=) happy...
mok's sweet tok worked a tinny bit ..WHAHA....
even the tight mouth-fish hinted...Yays...u noe how much i missed them???
i'm so much being distracted~ AWwwwwwwww hees....
ok i have class and work tml mind me!!! =X
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aches~ | Wednesday, July 11, 2007
havin a BAD BAD headache....
prob due to the issues at school and stress.. -trust reliance & depressions
lunch with th LMP gang was good! service was bad...but we never failed to enhance it with fun and *coldness* ...we live up our name =) i liked pz's: " so what's the point of a reservation" when the host split into 2 tables... Mr jeremy is very gentleman today...really...=)
and evil char chap and cand...Horz...they nv fail to suan me lor...!!! they said i looked diff ...yeah...and eventually realised wat.. char:"yeah..u nv show ur blah blah blah today".. WATEVA! lunch was good till i rec a text from sheryl! god damn!
rushed to work with gay fren urging me to be there...company was great but funny things in the storeroom...events planned ahead and i'm anticipatiung clubbing with the managers and steamboat in store! whooz!
oh ya! thanks for the sweet bites...very xi xin of u to take note=) surprised...=)
journey back home with my MAnAGEr and the interupts by swiss angmos randomness makes my day much more eventful... ciaos....bad headache hounding...DAMN! 
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his msg..life journey | Monday, July 09, 2007
tsuyo's message~
Now, we live in a twisted age.
Even love is difficult.
Before stepping on this stage,
I was deceived many times,
wounded many times,
bad-mouthed many times.
Really, to the point that everyone cannot imagine.
Since I turned 18,
for about 5 years,
I was always thinking: I just want to die.
I really thought so.
But I couldn't die.
This state repeated itself.
Though I was terrified of love,
in the end, I was saved by the love of those around me.
If I had died,
I wouldn't be standing here today.
I couldn't have met everyone.
Even though I no longer have thoughts of dying,
humans truly have times when they want to die.
Though you don't know when these times will arrive.
Though I continued to be wounded and bad-mouthed,
because you came to the water tank for me,
I can create a place where ENDLICHERI believes in love.
Don't give up.
Believe in love.
In this twisted age,
we need to truly feel love and truly love.
The love we offer, though it seems to disappear from our bodies,
it will come back.
I've been there.
Don't be afraid.
Love those around you with courage.
Those whom we love,
those who love us.
those we can no longer greet.
Affection can also be conveyed through the sky.
Everyday,
I like to gaze at the sky in the morning,
and silently recite,
I'll live in vigor.
Then, in front of the dressing room,
recite in silence,
I'll truly convey my love and regard for everyone.
This is a twisted age.
An age where even love has become complicated.
Therefore we must genuinely reflect,
and face the meaning of love.
My words are not everything there is.
I'm not a god.
I don't dream to change anything.
However, if I can make everyone reexamine love,
even just 1mm,
if everyone's love can head in a better direction,
then perhaps together we can invoke something.
Therefore, please don't give up.
Our hearts come from one universe.
Truly believe in love.
Truly love. Convey your regards.
TAT's motivating and depressing too...so it sends us wondering how much we mean to the people around us..and do little things to appraise our self worth..
i reliesed i am very BLUR! zhen me ban!! Thankx jen jen for covering 1 hr for me to rush to work tml!! hugs..but i still dun love u cos u go gai gai on Sun wif Zoe annd leave me alone!!!
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wow!
i love the bearbuilders..=) uber blur today and got cheated by horny ppl...hmmpf! woo!!! so i suppose i can anticipate dinners and latenite movies with my colleagues soon soon soon!! *prays hard vivo staff wins the cub condo competition* so we will have another excuse for treats...=) cute rite!! godfather and kukunaden there!!!  they were just trying to show us tat the mumble is fat!! er not fat just abit chubby...like u know hu? the one that shall not be named...WHAHAHA   duh ah tan here!!!
yayness~
gosh! a big headache this sunday...thanks ar jen jen...ren xin rang wo gei 50 kids zhen si....sobx... i will JIAYOU!!! for all of us!!!
had a hearty meal with mummy and daddy today....bao SI LE!!! i'm very angry with kor ,to think he said he dun wan to celebrate my birthday for me becos wo bu li ta...he haven apologize lor...so y must i talk to him...and to think he say this kinda thing...i am very UPSET DISAPPOINTED AND ANGRY!!!! he better dun regret when i celebrate it with my frens...TAO YAN NI LA!!! LEONG YUAN TING DERRICK!!!!!!!!!
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ok cool down le...
woo!!! dada got new puppy!!! awww....raiding dada's place soon with clyde!!! AWwww....puppy puppy puppy!!! yays!!!! i was glad to noe tat tat 2 months puppy was tamed and so called *mute...whahah....
project stress....busy week ahead..i've left mon and thurs esp for proj...wed for classes and yup...try to make up fpr work...GAMBATTE JOYJOY!!!
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thurs fri & sat | Saturday, July 07, 2007
ok ok...sorry ok....make so many of u guys so dan xin...
but really ma...i am really upset upon thinkin of these kinda sensative issues..i wouldnt give a damn or gets aggitated over people i dun care..so basically it just showed they do mean alot to me at this point of time in my lifejourney..
update from thurs to sat =)
SATURDAY 070707
couldnt get into sleep last nite...and was tossing in bed and the next thing i knew was its time to set off for meetin with the HARBOR bearbuilders..i love today's weather..LOVE! haven woke up so early in the morning for quite some time...and the air just makes me feel much jolly=)
I was the FIRST to reach...=_=''' all the lazy bumps came late...and Garry called...but he sounded so sleepy like he just climbed out of bed...
Den i was reading through my stuffs...and the next thing i noe...Mr tan is standing silently beside me =_='' earliy in the morning he tried to scare the wits outta me...its Cold u noe...and the gust of cold air...ehew! 
told you i was bored and i climbed onto the counter and photowhore...haha....the others went to get our breakfast!!! Our lovely manager treat us breakfast for getting us outta bed so early on a saturday morning...
Big breakfast wif green tea...Awww wat a nice way to start my day...lols....can we have more of such meetings??? its fun...more to come...dinners, chalets...  the shopfloor became our dining arena...=) hotcakes bigbreakfasts milo orange juices...THANK U GODFATHER!!!!can u see the ANIMATED displays of the work of our team??? whooz!i love it! esp the spidey one!!!
We are the elites and the best!!!haha...this is my blog wor...i wan to write wat oso can...so dun comment haha...
ok!!! PHOTOWHORE time with the best of the BESTs!
 melie, fatin, izyan,jenjen me and the sisters! whoo!    hot wor! i like this shoot!   OUR MOTTO! THESE bearbuilders are special, together WE brought US to lifewe strive, we have fun and we spread our laughters best frens are FURever and we promise right now...to make my VIVO BABW our no 1 home!
hees my individual shots wif the candies...=)  jenjen, my greatest gay love <3
 aisha! the horny gal...hees
melie! *hugs~ Oh! steal smooches from me! Fatin....=) i love her heart ceremony!!! thumbs up!and toes too!!haha Izyan!!! the horny one in dressed decent...she taught me the meaning to devil in disguise..haha me & pearlyn....chatter box...whaha of course we have our best seller NURA!!!!=) and and....god daddy!!! our PAPA bear!!! mummy bear yee ling!` uncle tan go toilet lor....nvm tml i go take a sot with him...den it will be a complete family!!!Wahaha.... GAMBATTE!!!! we will make our team the best of the bests!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love the bear builders...hmm headed bck home after work...didnt want to stay amidst in the crowd this very day...i wan the tranquility and silence for myself today...marmie jessie was rather er...dunno how to say over the fone...sorry tankuku..=_=''' and Mr elmo...i just wan to rot at hoem tonight =) alrite... FRIDAY! 060707 top table dinng wif my gang!!! AWWWwww...Bim gang... 
 my little gal...and the open concept kitchen tat i love!    the pic effects not good....but ya..my Asian singaporean set was good one....hees...when it comes to u noe...talks about group thingy...i think i was abit too aggitated...hais.... the lamps are cute la...haha...=)
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very very upset | Friday, July 06, 2007
i need my laughter dosage back badly..the ponders and wonders aint doing much help and kept me in search of wat are the things that are going through their minds... i tot it wont affect much but randomly when my mind aint functioning...random inflow of tots sent me wondering the reasons and the likely possibilities.. its very xin ku..really xin ku to have an enormous stone pressing on u..it makes one breathless...i tot i tot too much...but when my customer reminded me tat i missed his daughter's *heart ceremony* i realised i need to get things done...
the conversation was not able to clear doubts , we just need to sit down and talk...we are not bout grades but the honesty, truthfulness, trust and the willingness to open up..do u get wat i mean? its upsetting....really...but thanks for calling cos the talk and the cry made me feel alot better...
the train back made things worse...a stupid guy was bloody hell videoing or taking pics of me ...**** its not funny ...and that idiot practically just held his phone up and obviously letting me noe what he was trying to do..i was so fumed and wasnt in the right mood so i left my seat and walking to the glass panel near the door...and that ass ****er left his and wanted to alight and the next thing i noe...he changed his mind and walked to my side and stand next to me expecting me to alight with him the same stop later...its scary lor!! but i stared at him when the door opened..so he really alighted and wad pissed me off was his hesistance to alight...
---------------------- wadeva with all tat...but actually today was very very nice...lunch company at top table was great...BimBim gave me a lift to work and colleagues were hella fun...Garry treated doughnuts wor...so nice to QUEUE for us!! and ya the bullies bullied me...and they find it fun =_=''' Meilie's dear keep ticking me on my neck la...DISRUPT MY WORK ORDER AT WORK!bleas.. and tat Mr tan keeps standing like a ghost beside me and gets high to see me shocked... ok...now i realised i lost my bet with adrian...cos i nv tot he was telling the truth...wateva..
wells if i hadnt mentioned..there's a bearbuilders cub condo colouring contest..and i started 12am last nite and was knocked off at 2am..was doing the painting and touch up on shopfloor lor...and Janice came (general manager) ...haha....i tot i was dead but she asked me to continue with my work..hah... our master pieces.... guessed which is mine? this is ur's truly's excited for tml's meetin even tho its 8.30 in the morning and i have to wake up like 6am !!??? but i wanna say out loud !! tat BABW (vivo) is one of the places that can find my laughters and joy... Thursday-LAdies Nite =), 8 of us made it =)   ok our ktv on Thurs nite...pretti shot by me...will update on it when i'm free...and free from thos doubts too...
sometimes i felt i need someone to tok to but its just...haiz...i dunno how to say...it just seem to be no one...
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happy happy happy | Wednesday, July 04, 2007
i was on fire this morning when i rec the call from Top Table to confirm my reservations..
stupid four eyed Neo! got my reservation wrongly!!!! i wanna cry le la....so tml we are under waiting list...saddens...but its ok...plan as planned...we'll still stick to lunch then movie den ktv den supper!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA nothing gonna spoil our mood...prob wait for Mr Chao Ta to past him his things before
YEAH YEAH YEAH!!! i'm a happy gal...Wahahahaha...
music class this evening was embarrassing la!!!! Awww!!! sobs...eee....arrrr hahahahahhahaha...bleas...
Sean told me Evan Almighty is showing....haha the trailer looks so interesting hilarious and comical la=)so its either he will be burning it for me or we'll gonna catch the movie couple of months later i supposed...lols
okays...i'm so excited bout tml....HAHAHAHAHa
tatatadududududutatata!!!! *jumps n hugs =)
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HiGH~ | Tuesday, July 03, 2007
i admit was behaving as tho i was high on drugs today.. teased ht over lunch and i was jolly amazed bout wat i said and did..french class was hella stupid when i kept saying stupid things...
randomly met up my gang and ya off to the gym...haha...i officially belonged to jorine...tshirt, hair rubber band, socks and shoes all from her home and i left mine at her's lols..  i noe i look fugly!! hack care..i noe i was in a mess..oh wells!!! CONGRATS Clyde and Janie!!! yeah!!! i see new chaffeurs =) and ya!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR CHARCOAL a.k.a Joseph oh! =) i almost forgotten but i didnt...hees...
Ehew! stupid pictures! and i knew it! from stupid*picture me* AGAIN!!! argh!!!
Aww so anticipate....
wed: sch till 6pm, class at yamaha till 7, prob meet up with the bdae boi aftermath... thurs: class till 12pm and fine dining at T.T rest for lunch, movie aftermath, den ktv session and last but not least prata for supper =) fri: class, fine dining with my BiM gang and to work =) sat: shop meeting at 8am, hiking aftermath....=) prob drop by sentosa for the bdae chalet...  they say i looked more childish le...=X
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SI JOSEPH OH!!!!! when is my fishing adventure eh?? pighead...lols...haven seen him ard in sch but ran into him on mon and someone gave me a smug look...kns... hmmmm...i see my junior like everyday...oh my..the more i find him more gay lor...lols...* baddie tots* but he really behave like one...really jan bu xia qu le...gaga to work for night shift...yup was fun workin wif them...and ya some customers really very cute...kids are so lovable...=)    big eye BOYS are cute!!! i can nv resist!! hit target today...and ya...was really upset when things got screwed up totally on the coming sat...ktv cancelled, hiking timing, colleague's sentosa chalet party, shop meeting...WAH...screW!
spent alot oso these few days...=) few hundreds in a row...=) esprit topshop m'phosis watsons and i luv shoppin with mummy cos she foots the bill...=)
 mummy caught this kiddo during our retail therapy break=)
meet up mummy on sunday =) and my godmummy hu claimed i mia-ed...i luv their conversations...oh ya...mummy hinting he wan grandchildren so she was sayin 07 07 07 is good time...and ask me to book a 09 09 09...lols...u get wat i mean...they so comedical one lor..  i had late supper with my manager the other day...and got to noe the Shi Ping finally ..( bsn hq ppl) ahah we used to attention shi ping attention shi ping...now i noe hu is she...
PS: mel get well soon ya, i feel weird not seeing u ard... clyde & janie, goodluck for ur practical and theory driving tests ok... laojiahuo, cheer up dun be so moody and unhappy ya.. okays...last but not least HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUMLAN! tho i noe u wont see this...but all the best in wateva u do yeah? =) oh and i take back my words...i cant survive fishing from 7pm to 7am....cheers! i need sleep... Labels: frens colleagues work sch surprises
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i'll update after sunday...
joyjoy~
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tat's marina toilet hahahaha
our drinks...i'm the naughty one hu asked for the rum!!! cos my hubby- jack loves it...haha
