i wanna watch movies

i'm so tired...Its JIA BAN this weekend =_='''

Had Mac breakfirst in office than 933 curry chicken for lunch...And i am waiting for my crab beehoon for dinner..=X

i'm too tired to Blog!!!!!!

I wan movies!!!!!!!!MARLEY AND ME!!!!!!! anyone>?????? =D

GUCCI ???

Should i start going with brands??There's even purple Gucci...but not nice!!!!! lol...Looks similar to my Black Guess rite? lol

Maybe one day i'll be on impsulse and probably grab one of these home...So i think its better to stay away from town area...

hmmm... ...

checked

Check-ed.And thanks mok...not the pic not the beauty of the scene. its ur words tat made my day...Yes it did brightened up my day. with a complimentray rainbow too...i cant save u if ur instructor confiscate ur phone >.<

=)

how to stay happy?????? *smile =)

wat i've learnt today is a simple gesture can make a difference in a person's day.

So y not go the extra mile? To give is a blessing..and the return? is your smile and the reciever's =)

I'm getting paranoid at work.. =X

colleagues have been real nice! e Hr and admin peeps are owaes protecting me...esp evil =X

Hees....Ian got me photoshop program=) hees...*jumps

Andy says he'll coach me badminton anytime i wan =D

i will be workin this weekend. taking leave on mon (interview) and tues ( mummy's birthday)

Its already Tues...mixed feelings...was i missed? or forgotten?

partial BIM gang get-together pic w/o e latecomers. meet 4.30pm reach 7.30pm la...Sai..

my next weekend will be in 2nd week of March!

Today was good=)
slept in a little late and finished my book..=)

waited for cousin to come by and teach mummy how to make the Hakka rice wine then accompany mummy to NTUC to get the groceries done..

Den was meeting my favourites to Bugis Bali lane..But before that, dinner at my favourite fish soup at Bugis =D Of cos, outing with foodies end up with more of my favourites!!!!!! Claypot eggplant!!!!!!*i love!

Oh show u this cat tat literally lazed around like its its territory! but it looks pretty...altho i detest cats but i think this one is pretty!

Went NUM to get the slippers...sayang sent it over...oh my my dear gal...u really have *good taste...i didnt noe the price is abut the same...i just nees to pay another 4 more bucks to choose my own colour in singapore!!!=X but still thanks sayang...hearts u!Random pic for YTD nite's outing...PLEASE SEND ME UR PICTURES HUMAN!!!!!!!!!!!

This week's gonna be hectic..no weekend offs for me becos HR has to do some tidy up for our documents...so its a straight 12 day work after today =X

I changed tuition to Mon and Weds for this 2 week..partly becos its little boy's exam clashes and also me trying to live in denial and give us one more chance..sometimes i really dunno wat am i doing...Y must i still think of him every other time when i settle my decision that this shd not continue...maybe after reading, after knowing of more regrets it chages my perception again..I really dunno what to look forward ...

I'm taking the 3rd of March off! its mummy's birthday =)

i think its gonna be a simple dinner..cos she had chose her own MP5?!! i dunno what they call it...it even has a camera! its the size of my handphone...quite pretty tho...

Oh its monday bLUEz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

& my fone just scared e freak out of me ytd after i gave it a few drop...=C sobx...its hows camera failed and disfuctioning...time for bed!

Saturdat 21st.

Thanks apple...for reminding me i belong to Happiness..=)

Yes things happened for a reason... I have to learn to overcome obstacles tat is in my way and learn to get used to it...

I think i am a person that gets very emotional over songs, lyrics, shows etc.

Saturday was down to SIM to do my submission of documents personally..I think students there are very amiable..very nice...we were late and they hinted us the secret way for us to sneak in so we wont waste the trip down..

Did some random shopping and impulse buyings...For no reason..Chance upon this book that i felt so close to it..Bought it" What if you are forced to forget your true love? -To Forget You",i teared reading the last paragraph of this book this morning...

This book is good...very real...

YTd was good, crazy moments..loud yellos and delighted catching-ups..Dinnered and Astons and with Jo helping us with *his baby.. *He managed to captures some beautyful moments of us..Chatted our way from Tha Cathay to Cine for me to get some stuff...i realise i cant really let go of things that easily..

We had drinks at Alley Bar.. it was nice ambience and company..Pictures from my cammy to be uploaded soon.

My colleagues really dote me...Treats every now and den makes me feel like a pampered little gal in the company...=D

depressed

Life's not easy...i realise i'm beginning to look at the more pessimistic and the darker side of reality. i'm not just refering to BGR

i started to take things easy...putting the relationship issue aside..
my decision is not to do anything...i've been putting too much effort into this r/s..if i am not worth for him to do anything as well when he's back, den i assume i'm just another her...its easier said than done...But i'm losing confidence in everything now.
i have alot other things bothering me..i dun like doing reality checks...

i used to tear alot...maybe i ran out of them..

i wished for nothing...i just wanna be happy...be y does it seem so intangible now...
i feel like hurting myself at times hoping all these could end..but im scared of pain..i faint at the sight of blood...

i'm such a failure...

now i just wished that i could just start school soon...when studies and work jam up all those nonsense rubbish that is haunting me...

i'm ok..dun bother to check if i'm still alive...I will be...
i just need to get this mindset of mine outta my brain and i'll be fine..need some time for isolation from this cruelty and practical lifestyle of human beings

go burn!

Fucked up...Immature no brainers... Go live in your own world and bloddy hell dun get others involved in your naive thinking..

was supposed to be blogging bout intriguing and excited things...cant even give me a peace of mind after i'm back on a tiresome day...@#%!

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Was toking to HP that we could throw each other some of these someday... i'll more than delighted to be a nice and demured lady for at least 24hours..or perhaps be ur gf a day?*just kidding

mood was all fucked up and screwed to blog now...yes i used FUCK so? i'm fucking piss with men can! heart pain...NOT tat heart pain...IS REALLY STINGING PAIN! TONG! if i die pls go die too okay!

not r/s dun worry....nothing to do with potato...just some other no brainers.

18th is over =)

YEs! i'm right, He has forgotten clean bout it.. No big Hoo-Haa to me, cos its expected. I could have been happier...

I already dun feel like i'm in a relationship already, owaes bickering about the minor things, i'm not going to do anything, even if it means we go our separate way silently when he's back...

Tired of reminding, of anticipationg, of hoping.

What is your defination of change* cos i think i forgotten the feeling of *love.

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On a lighter note, i did my UNI application, and it made me stared at the monitor for near 2 hours =_=''' i hit the hay at 2plus am this morning

I'm going to school soon....

Work's a little boring without my evil senior....but glad there's ping ping, da jie and becca...And wats worse is not *BAO CHI XING XIANG at D&D =_=''' i got no face le la...all those unglam shots and videos on shared drive..can see ping ping's evil smile on her face when she toks bout it...

ANDY was obsess to be in Retro...lol...he owes us a meal man!

YAyness...IAN has photoshop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

VAIN POT la him!!!!!!!!!! but hu cares!!!!!!! he better brings it to office tml...Hoohoohoo..

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ATTENTION: MOK, CLDYE, ALYSSA, LITTLE GAL, BIMBO CHER, XIAO YU ER

DATE: 21st FEB 2009

TIME: 4.30pm

VENUE: PLAZA SING

DINNING at: ASTONS the CATHAY - Western

ACTIVITY: MIND CAFE or KTV PUB =)

ATTENDENCE: COMPULSORY

This was just another day that i decided i have crave for Japanese food...so i kept taking and taking and taking Its actually pretty fun to be at the playground you noe...

counting down to Feb 18th

I'm so excited....Yeah becos its the 18th =)

Wells not becos of monthsary or wateva...its just plainly becos i'm going to do my Uni Application... it means a nearer step to being back to school * rejoice.

waited for the 18th and of cos anticipated for the 21st when all my peers are so enthusiastic...Feb's gonna be just short and sweet and ending well tho..

really not looking forward to anything much...was pondering and telling myself, i can do things all by myself, i can get wateva i wan myself, i can be just happy being independent and definitely with the frens ard me i can get used to the not used to...

Rebecca's Birthday with my Bosses and Colleagues

Annual D&D shotsThe best HUSKY committee members

Me and the ideal bachelor in disguise...lol

eeee...i see le my hair stand...lol

evil snr almost starred in SAW 6

Evils

Evil Senior...get well soon k...Work w/o u is too angelic...>.<

, Evil Jnr

Husky Annual D&D 2009!

It was fun! Exciting, Embarrassing, Horny, Corny, Censored and AWESOME

My evil senior won the best dress for the Dinner =) so retro yeah?
Before changing to the horrendous outfit in the Day Room..I had my temp curls and pretty eye make-up...=DI won the Guess the Baby game!!!!! Everyone kept guessing i'm the third baby!!!! Come'on, not all big eyes is me ...hahahhaah...So i WOn.....=DBaby Resty, Baby Grace (i wrote siew peng), Baby Rodante, Baby William Chew, Baby George, Baby Gwen, baby Karl Heinz. =)Rendezvous High tea for 2 =)

This was my green fugly dress...i totally sucks in green =(Me and Ping Guo in the Ladies =)Me, Boss, and Fiona Da Jie
Bosses rode in the ballroom with these oldies...can u imagine how cool????????!!!!!!!
My Singing competition totally screwed up!!!! I forgotten my lyrics for the second verse of the song! lol...and i went mumbling away thinking will they actually stop the music and let me restart again...
But i think forgetting my lyrics is my forte...ANd i managed to smokescreen through!!!!!! lol
BUt for the second last verse of the song, i sang wrongly AGAIN....but i think NO ONE realsied for that....
It was so Funny.... Ian made Wei Wei take off the flowers from the hotel display and went on stage for me..so there was actually interaction with the audience and to me, i felt it was already a gone case, so i enjoyed myself and had fun on stage...

This time its like Singapore Idol Style...Judges give their opinions...so i was a little shakened...The Judges said i sang better than my semi finals..hahahhaha...so hilarious (u noe y? cos there is no original MTV screening for our event) Also, 2 judges are Ang Mos and 1 indian..they didnt noe i used alien languages when i forgotten my language, onli my boss and the other Chines judges were aware...hahahah...

ANd Thank you for all my supporters who voted for me!!!!!!!!!!I STill got a 2nd Runner Up!!!!!oh my!!!!!!!!hahhahhhahahah...Mummy is the happiest...cos its NTUC vouchers again....She was smilling from eye to eye...hahah....
Everyone made the effort to dress very well that day...they just looked so gorgeous!!!!And in additiona, i won a MINI U ZAP for my lucky draw- 16th Prize...just in need for my dinosaur LIMBS....so happy =)

More pictures for individual shots to be posted when i am free...hees...as shown below is the HOT MC for the Event..

Did i say we were all so amazed with the carabets Singapore version....they are so dirty minded...the Ah Gua / Ba Pok was so entertaining...He's cute la...and so horny....

He was using all those censored terms...and says that woman has 5 important parts..

*WARNING-children under 18 shd close this window immediately

Woman's important 5 to MEN

1. Showroom- Which is the impression to the ppl- FACE
2. Playroom- Mens playroom as qouted by him...- THE BREASTS
3. MEN"S ROOM- Siao leh him...its down the chest from the chest uniquely designed for men- LADIE'S PIVATE PART
4. EXIT ROOM- its getting more and more embarrassed becos everyone is sitting in a mixture of guys and gals...so awkward when he went in deep- ASS HOLE ( he was saying its not safe and dun do it too often..and making us all laughed)
5. KARAOKE ROOM- He demonstrated but trying to put the microphone into it..i shall not elaborate u go figure it out =_='''- THE MOUTH..

its just so not suitable for D&D la...hahahha....i enjoyed myself alot...

XM was sharing with me what her Pastor says bout guys needs for a woman

1. SEXUAL NEED
2. RECREATIONAL COMPANIONSHIP
3. ATTRACTIVE SPOUSE
4. yet to be revealed
5. yet to be revealed.

Guys were designed to be wired this way....

i cant give u the first need...i refuse to go fishing with u ( altho i did tried) , eh i dun think i am tat attractive either...

so eh my dear potato is not a man>>>?? yeah...HE is a GENTLEMAN la...=D hahahah...suddenly i feel i'm so sweet...lol...so funny...

Valentine's Day 2009

Happy Valentine's Day...Altho, i'm a little bit late here...

Wish all couples are happily showering their love to their partner..

Wanna noe how i spent my Valentine Day 2009? A great Hoo-Haa..

I slept through the afternoon =S -(for those who are unaware, Bf's overseas in Taiwan this year)

Flowers came in early this year, not as a suprise but more of a =_='' ..Dear, you could really do better...=X

Do you even noe which is from u?maybe yes, maybe no...i would very much appreciate it if you sincerely go the extra mile to do things urself...what happens when u include a thrid party in ur plan????Wells....it goes to ,

To: Joyce

From: *UR FREN's Name

Not very ideal esp when the delivery person comes by early and drops the bouquet in my house with a throw through my window and no acknowledgement or call u see....=_='''

AND! words so sweet but from ur fren and signed off by him (even if he tries using similar grammatical mistakes u always make)

Hais...stilll...Thanks Boy...even though u did a mess out of it, i know u tried to make me smile...At least u did something to make it up for not being present to spend the day with me...Do feel a little not here and there today but glad its a rest day on Sat...

Yup this is the bouquet your best fren chose and sent it to my place...I like it...Thanks for this surprise =)

V-day was spent with my decade love- We had Swensens ice-cream cake!It makes me Happy...Today's movie is so er...saddening, discouraging and so not suitable for this day...Makes me cry....

YTD was my Annual D&D....I was so so SO NERVOUS for my song that i literally forgotten my lyrics on my second sentence and screwed up the sequence of the other lyrics before the song ends....

I got really High and tot of Clubbing aftermath but i just decided to be good and be home on V-Day...Just for you my dear...I missed u...Thanks for the msg at the first minute of 14-02-09.

Details of Annual D&D to be revealed next post...

P.S: I have really HOT Colleagues....The MC is WOW!!!!! and all of my colleagues are so sporting!!!!